I can feel my heart shatterin into a million pieces. I just want to sit down and cry. This girl, this amazing and perfect girl, is turning me down because she won't feel safe in a relationship with me.
Somehow, she knew i was not over El, but how? How can someone i just me, not even a day ago, know what i didn't even realize?
But this girl. I can see myself being with her for a long time and, not loosing interest. I can see myself finding out something new about her everyday. And i can see myself falling more and more in love everyday.
Don't worry Sierra, because i will fight for you. There's just that feeling of perfectness, of completeness. And, when we were singing and she looked at me, i knew we were singing to each other. We barely know each other, but i really think she will help me get over El and move on.
Her accent when she sings gets thicker, like mine. It made me want to grab her and kiss her right there. Made me crazy, knowing that i couldn't. God, i'm a sucker for an Irish accent. Jeez, Niall got me hooked on them during that trip to his home. And, boy, are those Irish Kids crazy. They sure know how to party. I bet she could hold more alcohol than Harry and I combined. I have seen Niall drink and, if what he says is true, all the kids in Mullingar are practically born with the highest alcohol tolerance in the whole world. I think she would beapretty funny drunk. I might have to work on that...
Anyways, when i do figure my stuff out and completely move past El, i am going to show her that i will do good by her. I will treat her right. Except for getting her smashed, that is going to be fun. But she will be mine and we will love each other. Because, that is how strong my feelings already are. And, judging by her eyes, which can't hide her emotion at all, i am pretty sure she feels the same.
So bring on the challenge, Sierra. Cause i will beat any challenge you give me, if it will show you i am willing to make this work.
I think i'm aready over El, honestly.
wow. This girl. I just wish she would let this work. Cause i think it would.
I just wish it would.