56. I'm coming over
I woke up and Liliana and Lisa were still asleep. I got up and checked Jamie's room and she was asleep too. I went to the bathroom and changed. I grabbed my phone and left. "I'm coming over Arianna." I looked at the sky while a tear came down my face. I got to the graveyard and parked my car. I took a deep breath and grabbed the flowers. "Wow you have a lot of friends." I began to cry. I finally got to her grave and sat down. "Hi Arianna." I placed the flowers next to her grave. I looked at her picture on the grave yard. "You were so beautiful, why would they take you now?" I looked at the ground. "I wish I could kiss you."
I lit the candles. "You're favorite." I smiled. "The girls miss you a lot, I miss you a lot. When you said you're last goodbye I felt like I was going to die. I wanted you to be by my side forever. I shouldn't have left you. I shouldn't have been mad at you. I'm stupid, I should've died." I started to bawl. "Every night I cry because you're not next to me. And if I could see your face once more I would die happy for sure. It's just not fair. You brought out the best of me." I looked up at the sky. "Bring her back." I wiped my tears. I got up and kissed her grave. "I love you so much."