I have so much to say to you, but I don't know how. You're so beautiful and amazing. I guess I noticed that and realized something. I can't stay here. I'll just ruin your life. I can't change, Logan. I'm sorry. As much as I want to for you, I know I can't. I'm sorry this is all you get, a stupid letter, but I just couldn't leave without an explanation.
I'm running away. I need to get far away from you before everything is ruined. Please forget about me. I'm not good and I never will be. Don't come looking after me. By the time you read this, I'll be gone.
I want to say I'm sorry, but I'm not. I can't ruin your life. I couldn't live with myself if I did that to such a beautiful person.
I left the note on my freshly made bed. I grabbed my bag and left my room, quietly closing the door behind me. Leaving my house keys on the counter, I took my car keys and walked out the front door.
It was two AM in the morning and I was running away from home.
Where do I go now?