Sorry I didn't update yesterday I was at a recording studio all day singing:) x
Once I arrived at the all to familiar house I started to get nervous but my anger got stronger by the minuet how the fuck did I not know that she was pregnant when she left. As soon as I knocked on the door Miles answered and his face said it all.
"Mr styles how may I help you?" He looked quite worried to right you should be keeping my child away from me idiot I'm obviously going to find out.
"I'm actually here to see Florence don't pretend that she is not here because the boys have already told me." He seemed frightened I sighed. "Look I just want to see Florence and my child." His eyes went wide.
"What do you mean child Mr Styles your speaking to fast for me." Oh my god I'm not fucking having this I pushed past him.
"FLORENCE WHERE ARE YOU?" I walked past the kitchen to see her parents staring at me.
"Harry what are you doing here Florence isn't home?." Just as I was about to answer I heard a little girl laughing so I walked out to find Florence with a little girl in a meadow with flowers surrounding them. Florence looked at the little girl like she was her everything at that moment my anger had gone suddenly I remember holy fuck that's my daughter.
"Hello mummy can I have a kiss?" She was looking up at me her little green eyes staring into mine. I smiled and planted a kiss on her she smiled wildly. "I love you mummy." She just stood staring at me she was so beautiful every worry had gone the only thing I cared about was her. "Can I go pick Flowers for Grandma?" I nodded my head and she giggled running around like an idiot. I could feel someone staring at me I looked to my right and nobody was there hmm but then I looked to my left and that was not the person I wanted to see. He started to walk over and my breathing got quickly oh shit.
"Hey Florence." Oh my lord you think he would have something better but no just 'Hey Florence.' well I have not missed him.
"Hi Harry." My voice was above a whisper I was frightened I think he noticed because he put his hand on my shoulder I tried so hard not to flinch I think he noticed.
"Florence I'm not going to hurt you I swear." I relaxed thank god I was about to reply when Noelle came running over and ran into my arms so I picked her up Harry seemed to look at her oh yeah i forgot.
"Mummy why did that boy band come today was is Hurry here." Oh she couldn't say Harry probably It sounded so adorable Harry seemed to smile at her but what was I suppose to tell her. "Hi Hurry." She seemed to blush and hide her face in my neck Harry laughed.
"Hi sweetheart." I could feel her smile against my neck. "Florence we need to talk you know about." This was the hard part I looked at Noelle in the eyes.
"Noelle will you go paint me a picture or watch telly while mummy talks to Harry?" She nodded and ran off into the house I sighed this was going to be hard.
"Look Florence I understand why you went I totally get why you did. But what did you think running away would solve everything and on top of that you hid my daughter away from here I've missed her growing up and everything you could have told me." He seemed stressed because he ran his hands though that perfect hair of his.
"I was scared." I was meant to stay strong but my voice just wouldn't come out.
"I know you were scared Flow but you could have told me I wouldn't have hurt you. We could have been a family we could have been everything you ever wanted." I really wanted to laugh in his face oh yeah we could play fucking Happy family when you beat the shit out of me dick face I was biting my tongue so hard right to keep my mouth shut. "Flows please say something?" oh you want me to say something fine.
"WHY WOULD I EVER WANT TO MAKE A FAMILY WITH YOU. YOU BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ME EVERYDAY I WAS SCARED FOR MY LIFE NOT KNOWING WHAT YOU WERE GOING TO DO TO ME I WAS SCARED FOR NOELLE. I MEAN WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED AND THEN HERE YOU ARE SAYING WE COULD HAVE BEEN A FAMILY NO HARRY WE COULD NOT HAVE BEEN A FUCKING FAMILY I WAS SCARED OF YOU." Everything I ever wanted to say just came out Harry sighed he knew I was right.
"Just please let me be apart of Noelle life that's all I ask I want to start new I mean we have both changed grown in fact we are different people please Florence I just need one chance to make this right for me and you." I sighed Noelle needed a father and I could look into Harry eyes and tell he was telling the truth.
"Fine but no famous shit." He smiled wild and then hugged me.
"And don't touch me." He let go and laughed and nodded.
"So when can I talk to my daughter?" He looked so excited while I was so scared.
"Look why don't you get to know her first before you come out with 'I'm your father' she will be quite scared if a stranger came into her life just saying that." He nodded his head and jumped up and down now I know were Noelle gets it from.
"I mean it Florence I'm here now no running away." He gave me the figure and I rolled my eyes well get ready Noelle to meet Harry freaking Styles.