Please, Save me

Hello... im a survivor. I did pretty bad things in the past meaning cutting, trying to over dose, and almost deciding to commit suicide. I have my reasons trust me. I have been bullied and abused to years.... im now 18 and im getting sick of it. The only reason why im still here is to prove everyone wrong, to stay alive. But that's not the only reason.... i have 5 hero's that i love to death.... I'm Alex Lite and here's my pathetic life story.


3. Chapter 3



The banging was slowly starting to disappear... i was glad but they were still there. "Please just leave." I barley said. "No.. let us in.." Bailey said. I gave in, i slowly crawled over to the door and unlocked it. Not caring if i get killed or abused by them. 

"Alex we swear this was a joke." Justin said. "I believe you... but four years?" They looked at each other. "We are sorry.." Stone mumbled. I think it would be pretty easy to forgive them right now but they caused me so much pain. "Don't worry about it.. but please leave i need to be alone." "Yeah, right." Justin said sarcastically. 

"Leave." I hissed at them. "No, want to say that again bitch?" I shouldn't have let them in... "Fuck you." I stood up and ran to my bed room and locked the door. I quickly packed a bag full of skinny jeans, shirts, socks, ect. i put my hair brush, jackets, razors... basically what all i had left into my bag and opened the window. Right after i opened it Stone broke my door. "Alex! Please." He said, sadness showed in his eyes. He slowly walked to me, i looked down and saw the other two below me. 

Stone quickly grabbed my waist pulling me back into the room. "Your a dumb bitch." He said smacking me across the face. He realized what he just did, and slowly pushed his lips to mine. I didn't pull away... i missed this. Having some attention that wasn't horrible... and the memories... He slowly pulled away staring into my blue eyes.

"It was all a joke... i promise you it was..." I nodded slowly, he slowly backed up and helped me up. I put my bag on my bed. "I need to sleep." I mumbled. "Okay.. we will be down stairs okay?" I nodded to him. "Night Alex." He left and i heard him run down the stairs. 

I unpacked my bags.... your probably wondering why im not running right? They could easily catch me and since everyone knows where i would usually go there is no point. I put on a baggy shirt and put on sweat pants. I laid down on my bed, not wanting to sleep, i don't trust them anymore. But i had to take my meds... and they make me very sleepy.... I took them and quickly fell asleep.


The next morning down in New York City......


"Hello lads! Welcome to the Ellen show! It's great having you all here." "Hi." We all said in sync and Zayn followed with "Happy to be here."

"Well, there has been many rumors going around about you lads, and as we all know unless you confirm it... we don't believe it. So is it true your going to leave NYC to Missouri?"

I looked over at Paul, who had a talk with us before we came on air. "Actually... no were not." I said. "But Niall, what was your most recent tweet, "Were comin." referring to?"

"We are talking to the fans for the next concert that are going of course. Trying to get them excited."

"Well thanks for clearing that rumor up Niall. But while you guys left your phones unattended, we were a tad bit snoopy. And Niall, whose this Alex girl?"

"She's just another fan."

"What's with this, "Please, Save me." Stuff? And that picture she sent?"

"Ellen, she is probably just another fan trying to get our attention. Who actually knows if that's her or just another girl she copied the picture from, we will never know."

I hated lying like this... "We will move on. So Harry we head you were...."

Back to Missouri, early in the morning....


I woke up to a loud bang coming from down stairs. "Oi! What are you guys doin down there!" I shouted. 

You know, i realized im telling you this ... story and i realized i haven't really described myself at all. Well where to begin.. there's not much to talk about. Brown hair... tall, thin, blue/grey eyes... nothing really special.

I'm not like most of those "girls" i love to wear skinny jeans instead of slutty shorts and shirts that aren't low cut, like what most of them wear. And sometimes i'll pretend to have an Irish accent, because it reminds me of Niall...... other than that im just me.

But the thing is... everyone hates me. *Sighs* well lets get back to the story.........

      I quickly got out of bed and raced down the stairs to seeing a huge mess in the kitchen. "Umm...." Justin said. "Stone did it!" Justin and bailey said in sync. "That honestly wouldn't surprise me. But i'll clean this mess up... i'll see you guys at school later. They just stared laughing and left through the kitchen doors, "What a dumb ass." I heard one of them say.

I rolled my eyes and cleaned the kitchen up. I of course lied to them, i was not going to school at all. I just needed them out.

I locked the door and laid down on the couch. The house was hot! I looked around the house, and i decided to get up off of my lazy arse to turn the fan on... and it felt so good, i laid down on the floor almost right under it and closed my eyes. This felt amazing... i was tired now... i grabbed a small blanket, since i can't sleep without a blanket anyway..

and slowly drifted off to sleep...

chapter 3!



comment what you think?


Join MovellasFind out what all the buzz is about. Join now to start sharing your creativity and passion
Loading ...