Please, Save me

Hello... im a survivor. I did pretty bad things in the past meaning cutting, trying to over dose, and almost deciding to commit suicide. I have my reasons trust me. I have been bullied and abused to years.... im now 18 and im getting sick of it. The only reason why im still here is to prove everyone wrong, to stay alive. But that's not the only reason.... i have 5 hero's that i love to death.... I'm Alex Lite and here's my pathetic life story.


11. Chapter 11



I couldn't stop glancing at Harry while we were in the pool. He would look at me when i wasn't looking. I didn't want to be in the pool anymore, i was feeling sick.  "Alex..." Ni whispered in my ear. I turn my full attention towards him. "C'mon love... just have some fun. For me?" I half smiled and agreed. I mean I have to enjoy it while it lasts. So for the next two hours all we did was have a water fight, played chicken, and played volley ball. 

~ 2 Hours later . . . . . ~


After 2 hours i went inside and changed into black skinny jeans a white crop top. I didn't really put make up on... i felt depressed. No i'm not going to cut myself any more. I am done with it. I grab my cars keys and go and kiss Niall. "I'll be back Ni." "I wanna go." He started to stand up but i grabbed his shoulder. "I'd rather go alone... I have to get some things.." He laughed. "Be careful princess." He said, kissing my forehead before i waved 'bye' to them and drove off...


      "Your kidding..." I said holding back my tears. "I'm sorry... I really am Alex. You have to tell them before, you know." Lillian said. "How long?" "2 weeks... at the most." I felt like a part of me died inside. "2 weeks.." I whispered feeling tears spill over and falling off my face. "If you want i can go with you and tell the guys. You have to tell them." I looked up. "I can't. This is hell! My whole life i have been through hell, beatings, being anorexic, cutting! I finally had a guy i really like save me and it's all going to disappear all to quickly!" I yelled at her. "Alex we tried everything. Nothing can help change this." She said while tears are threatening to fall. 

I just wiped my eyes and looked at her. "I need to break up with him. It will make things easier concerning his feelings." "You do-" "I have to. I don't want him to like me anymore. I don't want him to miss me."

~Back at home. . . . ~

"Niall are you really doing this?" Lou said with the biggest smile ever. "Yes i am sure. I found my princess." They all smiled at me. "I can't wait to see her reaction." Liam said while giving me a hug. "Me either. I just hope she says yes." I got the ring out and looked at it. "She would have to be crazy not to say yes to you Horan." Harry said. I smiled. "I want to spend the rest of my life with her."

~Back to Alex....~

Lillian will come by the house later tonight so we can break the news to the lads together. I decided not to go home until it was closer to time to get Lillian. But time fly's by to quickly and i am already waiting outside her house. Lillian walked out of her house and entered the car sitting on the passenger side. "Are you sure.. you want to break up with him..?" I shrugged my shoulders. "I have to." With that we drove back to the house.



We slowly pulled up to the house and i took a deep breath. Lillian looked nervous. "Are you sure... i think this is a mistake." I sighed. "I have no choice." I got out of the car and walked up with her and into the house. "Alex!" Niall said running up to me and hugging me. When he pulled out he looked at Lillian. "Whose your friend?" I look at her and smile, "This is Lillian... one of my friends.." She shook Niall's hand. "I'm Niall, glad to meet you." She smiles then it fades as quick as mine.

"Ni.. I um..." "Before you continue i actually have a question for you." I looked at him nervously. "Okay.." He smiled and ran away and came back with the other lads. 

"Alex... i love you. A lot... you don't understand how much i like you. You have changed my life and im glad that i came to save you... please...... will you .. marry me?" Ni asked, i looked down at him and looked helplessly to Lillian. She just shrugged her shoulders not knowing what to do. So i looked back to him. "Ni i have to tell you something before i answer..." He and the lads looked disappointed. "I-i can't marry you..."

Niall stood up and tears were coming to his eyes. "Was it something i said?! Something i did?!" He said looking at me. "No! I just.. don't think we work out?" It came out more like a question and Lillian brought her hand to her face. 

"Alex tell him now." Lillian said, tears in her eyes. "What?" Niall said. "Ni we can't get married because i have 2 weeks befo-" "Your going to leave him?!" Liam Shouts. "After everything he did for you!? He saved your arse. He took care of you when you were about gone. He cares a lot about you and you blow him off?!" Liam shouts. "No! It-" "You are seriously toying with his emotions y-" "LIAM!!" I shout at the top of my lungs making everyone jump.

"I CAN'T MARRY HIM BECAUSE..... I HAVE CANCER! I ONLY HAVE 2 WEEKS! " Everyone remained silent and Niall was crying. "Niall im sorry." I cry out and run up to my room, locking the door.

Hello stars!!!!

Sad i know :(

sorry !!


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