"KAIDEN WAIT", I beg as he carries on down the road, stopping at the small wooden bench under a tree at the entrance to the park.
"I can't do this anymore clove, I love you and you know it, I can't watch some other man spend his life with you"... His voice almost a whisper, "I need you".
I stand, unable to speak, what should I say? I can't do anything about what has been planned for me and he knows that there's nothing I can say to make this easier for him, I feel like ready to explode, the feeling inside making me choose rash decisions.
"I love you too", i clasp my hands to my mouth, shit.
"See I knew you did", he walks towards me, arms ready for a embrace.
"But there's nothing I can do now, I've been paired with Alex", I push his arm to the side and he slightly stumbles, looking at the ground as he regains some balance, his eyes glaze over and he shakes his head as if he was trying to shake the picture of me and Alex away.
Sitting down I collapse into the bench with a loud thud.
Kai places himself next to me and balls his fists into his eyes, I rest my hand on his back and stroke it softly, his eyes catch my gaze, red face with lines where his tears have ran.
The next thing I do comes from no-wear, it goes against everything my mind is screaming.
reaching out I pull his face towards mine, holding his tense jaw with my hand, I can feel the soft scattering of stubble as I rub my thumb down the side of his lip, his own arms pulling me closer to his body, my lips tremble as they meet his, his tongue lightly caressing my lip, deepening the kiss, his breath fogging though every part of my body, reaching the tips of my toes then recharging and sending lightening back through me.
"Sorry..I, I need to go"..
He locks his hand within mine before I can make my legs move, my face blushing pinker by the second.
"You can't go, not after that".