Again for the past few nights I have been having those really weird dreams, I'm not quite sure what they mean but it feels like they represent something some how.
For the past dreams there where different guys in different places. They all had something to do with remi in the end.
Jazzie sat on the edge of my bed she gave me a very strange look "so your telling me that these people in your head are trapped?" She asked
I thought I should tell jazzie about them, I figured she could probably help me in some way.
I sat cross legged onto the bed "they aren't real people, they come to my dreams jazzie, they help me let go"
"Daehyun letting go sometimes isn't such a good idea you know, you loved remi, she was your life, you just can't ignore what happened and forget her. I know deep down you still love her. I know you don't want to let go and I know you can't, you easily attach to things daehyun, but you can't keep putting all this stress on your shoulders it isn't healthy" jazzie said
I sighed in a way she was truly right and there was nothing that I could do about it. I know I couldn't let go I didn't want to.
"You do have some points" I said
She nodded "what happened in the last dream you had?"
"Will, I can remember that this man had a gun to his head" I said looking down
"And what else happened" she asked
"He shout this mirror and shot him self" I said
She thought a bit then looked at me "I don't know what to tell you daehyun. But I'm going to tell you this and I'm going to say it cause I love you. I think you need therapy" she said
I shook my head "no, I'm fine seriously. I just find the dreams strange they all had something to do with remi and letting go" I said
She sighed "I have nothing else to tell you, lets just talk about something different I'm getting goose bumps talking about it" she said
I looked down "umm, okay.....well what do you want to talk about" I asked
"It doesn't matter, just anything that doesn't involve the paranormal or what ever is going on in your head" she said
"Well, I'm not really sure what I can say. I have nothing to say" I said
She sighed and looked at the time "will I got to go dae. Ill text you later when I'm off work, and please don't eat to much sugar I think it's making you crazy" she said
I chuckled and nodded "I won't, bye jaz"
"See ya" she said walking out
I sighed and flattened out onto my bed I looked up at the ceiling waiting for a answer to pop into my head, nothing came. I sighed and stood up walking down the spiral stair case. "Hello?" I called out
Again like every other day... It was just me.