11. Ch -11-
These memories of remi are killing me, I give up on trying to move on, I don't want to move on, all at the same time i want to forget her. I wish I didn't love her so much, maybe then it would be easier to leave our memories behind and start new ones. I sighed and looked out the window at the busy streets. Out of all these people I had to be the one to suffer all this pain. I felt like my heart was slowly breaking in hundreds of little tiny pieces, I don't know what to go with anymore. Should I go with the guys in my dreams and let her go, or should I go with jazzie and remember her. Both she and I know that I will never be able to forget that day.
I sat down at the piano and started to play a song that my mom use to play all the time when I was little, it was a gentle song and probably a very old one. I sighed and hit the keys with my fingers, it's been forever sense I sat down and acctually done so thing worth doing. I heard the door knob turn and I let my fingers drift away from the white shiny smooth keys.
"I'm home" dong woo called out
"Hi" I said getting up from the piano.
"You got out of bed today" he said and smiled
"Actually no jazzie came over and dragged me out of bed" I said
He laughed and looked at the piano "this has been in the house for as long as I could remember" he said smiling.
I guess he was remembering some good moments about the thing, I sighed and looked at the window, drops of rain hit the window and dropped down the glass.
I sighed and walked to the basement door, I opened it and turned the lights on. The light dimly lit up the room just enough so I could see, in front on me sat a huge would table with chairs around in the centre was a chess board with one horse shaped pawn left in the middle, all the other pawns where lying on there sides around the board. This board brought back memories that I didn't want to remember but I couldn't help but think of them. I sighed and pushed the pawn off the board with my index finger.
"Game over" I said and sighed sitting on one of the chairs