I woke up totally forgetting where I was and had a mini freak out moment. But then I remembered ha I'm and the guys flat. I was at the edge of the bed about to fall over when I turned around Harry was sleeping right next to me. "Ahhhhh!" I screamed scared as fuck. It's weird if you go to sleep with no one in the bed except you (obviously) then wake up with someone in the bed. No matter if you know them or not it's still creeppy! Harry shot up, "what?! What happened?"! All the other guys came rushing in. "Harry! Get out of her bed!" Liam yelled at him pointing to the door. "Noo" he whined and plopped back down. I looked at my phone. '7:30' well I have an interview at 10. "I need to go anyway. I have an interview." I said getting up from the floor. "Oh with who?" Zayn said. "I honestly don't know but you can probably watch it on Telly" they shook there head. "Well… thanks so much for letting me stay over! I had a lot of fun." "Hey, do u think we can come to your interview?" Niall asked. I shrugged my shoulders "sure, why not" *skipping to interview* I sat in the dressing room getting ready for my interview. "Jiimmmyyy" I whined. "What Blue" he asked annoyed. "Why do I have to wear a skirt?" "It's better then a dress!" Ugh I guess he's right. I was wearing a black flowy skirt that went to mid thigh, a peach colored shirt that was tucked in my skirt, white heels, and white jewelry. I have to admit, I look hideous. "How is it possible that you have no acne? Your face is flawless!" My hair/make up artist asks. "Umm. I don't know and thanks." She applied simple makeup. Like a little mascara, eyeliner, peach colored blush that had a little sparkle. She straightened my hair because my hair was naturally wavy. "Alright beautiful! You're finished" She told me. I looked in the mirror, she did a good job but it looks terrible on me. " thanks so much!" I hugged her and walked over to the boys. They were on there phones and drinking some water. "Do you guys think I look okay" I asked. Their heads shot up, and a few of them choked on their water. I did a little twirl, "tada!" "Y-you look beautiful" I smiled showing a dimple on my left cheek.
We were waiting on Blue to finish up here makeup and hair/ we could hear her complaining which made me chuckle a bit. "Do tho guys think I look okay?" She asked. I looked up and choked on my water. She looked gorgeous! "Y-you look beautiful" I said as she twirled. I looked here up and down. She had a mid thigh black skirt, a peaches colored shirt that was tucked in, white heels and jewelry. Her hair was straightened and you could see the sparkles on her cheeks. "Blue you're on" Some dude called out. "Alright bye" she waved and walked off. I honestly thought she wouldn't be able to walk in heels, but she walked as good as a model! Well she is a model… so.
I sat down on a comfy chair. "Oh this chair is fantastic!" I said while touching it. "I'm glad you think so Blue." The crowd chuckled a bit. " well you just look gorgeous!" The interviewer named Jenna said. "Thank you. So do you" She nodded as a thank you. "The topic today is about your childhood life. I heard it was rough" she said sympathetically. Ugh! I hate talking about it. I nodded my head and put my hair on my right side. "Ya it was" I said crossed my legs trying not to look like a slob. (A/N: I was thinking Blue could have Demi Lovato's tattoos) "tell me about it." I swallowed hard. "Well when I was in Elementary school a the kids would bully me. Call me fat, and ugly. I kinda kept it to my self. Knowing my dad wouldn't really care. And not was that a mistake!" I chuckled at the last part. "It just kept getting worse and worse, they won't just bully me mentally but physically. I was pushed in the halls, slammed against lockers. I didn't know how it all started. I though I was probably the nicest and happiest person I ever knew. But one day my best friend turned against me and mad e everyone else do the same. In middle school I started to cut…" i rolled up my sleeves to show her. I have a tattoo that says stay strong on my wrists and some birds that go up my forearm. Nobody knows why other then my self, I got it because I wish I was a bird. I could fly away. On my wrists were mostly old scars, the newest one was when Justin (Bieber) and I got in a fight and he ended up punching me. "Oh that's terrible" Jenna said. I pushed them back down. "In middle school it was the same everyday. I got bullied. I was pushed, punched, called horrible names. I think in 8th grade it was? When if tried committing subside. I'd rather not talk about that. I said and smiled. "I think you've shared a lot with us and I'm glad you opened up. Thanks so much!" Grace said. "Would you like to sing us a song for us today?" The crowd cheered. "Sure id love to. How about 'Believe In Me'?" They cheered even louder. I was given a mic and a stand. "Thanks"
"I'm losing myself
Trying to compete
With everyone else
Instead of just being me
Don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak
I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, I just wanna believe in me
La la la la la la la la
The mirror can lie
Doesn't show you what's inside
And it, it can tell you you're full of life
It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile
I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down
I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength to make it through
Not gonna be afraid
I'm going to wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, now, now I believe in me
Now I believe in me"
After I finished my song the crowd was going wild. "Thank you Blue that was lovely." Jenna told me. I smiled and turned back to the crowd. "I hope you liked my performance. Goodbye" I wave. And walked quickly off the stage because I was fully crying now. I looked up and saw the boys with shocked faces. I tried to ignore them and walk past but someone grabbed my wrist and turned me back around. When I looked up I saw Niall. I was too weak to fight. He pulled me into a hug and he let me cry into his shoulder.