- 1 week later -
I woke up and showered for school. I was flying out to London for boot camp in two weeks. I picked out a leather jacket, black shirt, black skinny jeans, and black heels to wear. I put my hair in a top knot and did a smokey eye.
After the whole thing with Harry at auditions, he's been avoiding me. Why? I don't know to be honest. It's like he's did something wrong. When I try to ask him about it he just shuts me out.
I hopped in my Ferrari and drove down the campus to the school. I parked my car and walked to the cafe to Starbucks. I ordered a caramel mocha and walked to my first class. Angela and Nikki had to leave for home for a month. Their parents got a divorce and their mom needed them, so I was alone. I felt bad for them, they're parents were perfect. I guess not.
I got my binder from my locker and walked to first period. I was second in class, Niall being the first. "Hey." He smiled. "Hey, what's up?" I asked. "The ceiling." He replied. "Very funny."
I waited for Harry to enter the classroom. When he did, he looked at everyone but me. Honestly, what the hell did I do? I pulled out my phone to text him.
J- Can we talk?
H- I guess :/
J- meet me at Urth during our break.
H- Okay. :p
The bell rung for our break. I walked to the Urth Cafe and sat down at a booth. Five minutes passed and Harry finally walked in.
"Hi." He said and sat down.
"Why are you ignoring me?" I ask.
"Way to get straight to the point." He chuckled.
"Seriously, Harry. Did I do something wrong?" I ask.
He shook his head. "No of course not."
"Then why are you avoiding me?" I ask.
"I'm not." He defended.
I rolled my eyes. "Then what do you call shutting me out, ignoring my texts and calls, looking at everyone in the room except me?" I ask.
He mumbled something.
"What?" I ask.
"I don't deserve you okay? You're so sweet, beautiful and talented, and I keep breaking your heart. Over and over again. I love you. And I don't want to hurt you! So I'm choosing to leave you alone! I'm sorry for everything!" He shouts.
"Harry, none of that is true-"
"Yes it is! All of it! Do me a favor, babe. Find someone who can make you happy, and don't let them go. I love you. See you around." With that he got up and left. I sat there and cried and cried. I didn't care if I skipped classes.
I felt someone shaking me. "Ma'am, you have to go. We're closing in five." The lady shook me. I realized I was still in the cafe. "I'm sorry." I said. She smiled and I walked to my car. I got in and started crying again. Grasping the steering wheel. I've never seen myself so broken. I drove home and rushed to my room. I walked and and stood in the middle of it. I screamed and threw everything.
I broke almost everything and kicked and punched the walls. I fell to my knees and began to cry.
I can't believe I've lost him.