6. You're insecure
Since my life is pretty complicated I ran upstairs and did something I have managed to avoid for a while. Even though I was only here a night, I had a small bag packed with the little things (see what I did there?😉) I might need when going out with people I just met. I ran upstairs to the en suite in nialls room and pulled out my bag.
I searched my bag for a good 10 seconds before I found my life saver that keeps me sane.
As I said, my life's complicated, my family aren't that nice to me and sometimes beat me so I have good reason to continue what I'm doing. I picked up the razor and slid it across my wrist once whilst saying "one for bad luck in life", I slid the razor again whilst saying "one for crap family" and cut a few more slits for extra effort and put the razor back after washing it under the tap.
Seconds later, I heard a knock at the door. Crap.
"Skyler?! Are you in there?" Asked a voice. Harry. Damn, why is he being so nice? "Um- hold on a minute!" I replied shakily whilst washing my wrists and pulling the sleeves of my jumper down.
I opened the door and walked past harry assuming he'd gone to go to the loo. A second or two later he had grabbed my wrists and pulled me back, I squealed in pain and pulled a face.
"Is there something wrong with your wrist?" He asked politely. "Not at all!" I laughed nervously. Bad idea. "You can't trick me skyler" he replied worriedly pulling up my sleeves and gasped.
"Skyler?" He questioned, trying to get an explanation.
A/N: Sorry I haven't been on in a while, I haven't really had the time and I'm sorry I accidentally tagged my instagram name wrong in the last authors note!
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