1. I wish
I wish my life was normal. People say that it's a problem because I'm not having a normal childhood. I ask them to define the word "normal." What is the true definition of normal.
Why do I have to be different? Why does my life have to be different than every one else's life?
I miss when the days used to be sunny and my smile was always a real smile. Not the smile I plaster on my face to keep every one else smiling and thinking I'm okay when I'm not okay.
I say I'm okay and smile. They believe me. My life changed. Just because of one person. A person I have mixed feelings about.
The day before your life changes is like any other day.