2. After the blackout
I awoke with a feeling that something was strangling me. I then put my hands around my neck to find something tied around it. I followed it to find it was hung on the top of my door. I untied it and i had trouble breathing i then thought to myself. What if this occurs again and i don't awake i then dialed 911 on myself. I waited for someone to pick up. A woman in a calm voice said "911 how may i help you" I then said "I did something really stupid." She then asked me if "anyone is injured." I didn't know what to say i sat there on my floor. Until her voice guided me out of my daze. I then told that i just attempted to commit suicide. She asked me if i was okay and if there was someone in the house with me and if she could talk to me. I handed the phone to my mom. My mom began to tear up and say okay i will watch her. She handed the phone to me and said she was going to transfer my number to a suicide hotline and that she was going to send a ambulance to pick me up. I sat an talked to the suicide hotline for maybe 15 minutes until the ambulance arrives. I was then taken into a the ambulance truck where i had my blood taken and they filled out a sheet for the hospital. I fell asleep after they took my blood they occasionally woke me up to ask me questions. When we arrived to the hospital i was forced to change into hospital clothes to make sure i didn't have any weapons on me to injure myself.