4 Months Later (Back Home)
I laid on the couch with a blanket over me. Tbh I'm soo tired. Every night Ariana would come in the room crying and I'd have to lay in her bed with her until she goes to sleep. At FOUR IN THE MORNING. But it's okay because I'll do anything for my baby.
Ariana came down the stairs and walked over to me.
"Mom when is daddy coming home?" Ariana asked. I sighed. She's been asking the same question everyday and I'm honestly starting to get pissed.
"Ariana Elise I told you soon. He's-"
"Getting help yeah yeah.." Ariana said walking away. I got up and followed her.
"But hey! Marcy's coming over!" I said.
"When?" Ariana asked.
"Now go sit outside and wait for her." I suggested. Ariana nodded and ran outside.
Walked into the living room and grabbed my laptop off the table and facetimed Justin. He answered and looked rather exhausted.
"Hey Justin! How are you?" I asked.
He sighed and looked at me. "I don't wanna be here."
"Well are they helping you? With like.. Your problem?" I asked.
"Tmz." And that's all Justin before hanging up.
I logged onto the Tmz website and there was a lot of commotion about a video interview Justin had. I clicked on the link.
I sat there in the chair listening to this dude rant about everything I did.
"Look here Bob."
"Yeah Bob. I don't know why you're here talking to me like this-"
"You are a junkie! Admit it." Brandon said looking at me. I shrugged and slouched down in my seat.
"I'm not gonna say that I didn't take a hit a few times." I said laughing.
"You honestly think that's funny? Just think about what those drugs did to your mind. Think about all those things you did to your wife!" He said. I smiled thinking about her. But I'm sure Brandon thought I was smiling about the bad things because he started yelling me..
"YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY?! Your wife is what? 7 months pregnant do you know what abuse can do to both her and that baby?!" Brandon asked.
I rubbed my eyes and sighed. "I... I wanted to kill her."
"I wanted to kill her. Bro.. Those drugs had me real messed up. At the same time I wanted to leave her, love her and hate her. My feelings towards her were so confusing." I felt tears coming down my face.
"Why didn't you kill her Justin?" Brandon asked.
"She gave me a wonderful life to live. I would never have the courage to go and do something like that." I explained. "I just.. I can't do this right now." I got up and left the room.
I logged off of the internet browser and put my computer to the side. I felt a tear coming down my face. I wiped it away when I saw Marcy and Ariana come inside.
"Mom you okay?" Ariana asked. I nodded.
"Let's go hang outside." I suggested.
(A/n: That's it. Forever. Jk jk... I'm giving you a chapter.)