I sat down in the living room playing with Ariana's hair. I love her hair. It's so long and wavy. Justin's hair. Justin was currently putting our bags and stuff in the car. As I sat there playing with Ariana's hair she smacked my hand.
"Get off my hair woman!" I put my hand down and frowned, then I began pinching her cheeks.
"Why won't you let momma feel your hair huh?! Momma loves ya booboo!" I irritated her. Mission complete.
Pattie came in the room and laughed. "Ariana I made you some lunch. How about you go in the kitchen while I talk to your mommy?" Ariana nodded and made her way to the kitchen. Pattie came and sat down next to me. She pointed to my developing belly. "So what do you plan on doing when the baby comes?" She asked.
I shrugged. "I plan on taking care of it. And if something happens along the way, well I'll have to deal with it."
"Something like what?"
"Oh well my husband deciding to leave me." I said smoothly.
"I've known Justin long enough to know that he loves you and he wouldn't just leave you like that." Pattie replied.
"Yeah and I've known Justin long enough to know that he can't stay with one person so long. And I can tell him and Caitlin have this thing going on lately. And I'm just sitting here waiting to explode." I said smiling. Pattie must think I'm crazy.. I rubbed my forehead and frowned.
"I-I just except differently from him. Like.. I try to be a perfect wife and we have a wonderful daughter. I just.. Don't know what he wants from me." I said rubbing my eyes.
Pattie rubbed my back soothingly. "It's okay Lillian. In the end things get better-"
"Or worse. Look thank you for time Pattie, but I'm ready to go." I said. She nodded and hugged me. I went to the kitchen and talked to Ariana for awhile waiting for Justin.
I began putting on my shoes. I looked around for my shirt. I found it swung over a chair. I walked over and grabbed it and slide it over my head. I walked over and looked at what I did. Better yet WHO I did.
"Are you and Lillian leaving now?" Caitlin asked sitting up. I nodded. She pulled me closer to her by the hems of my shirt.
"Give me a kiss first." She said puckering her lips. I leaned down and kissed her.
"I have go now. See ya in a few months!" I said waving. She waved back and then I went downstairs.
I walked into the kitchen to see Ariana eating and Lillian talking to her about bubbles? I walked over to Ariana and whispered in her ear.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"Ariana cried out. Lillian pulled her closer into a hug.
"Justin you fucking scared her!" Lillian scolded me. I rubbed Ariana's back.
"Oh Ari, daddy's sorry!" I said laughing alittle. She smacked my hand.
"Just go on your stupid vacation already!" Ariana yelled. I tapped her mouth. "Don't yell at me pipsy." I told her.
Lillian smacked my back. "Don't hit her!" I rolled my eyes.
"She needs to stop crying. She's 6 years old!" I stated. Lillian just rolled her eyes trying to calm Ariana down.
"Let's go now Lillian." I demanded.
We said our goodbyes to everyone and then headed off for the airport. Lillian didn't talk to me the whole time.
I sat there on the plane playing Candy Crush and glanced up at Lillian a few times to see that she was staring back at me. The same thing continued for about 15 minutes. I put my phone to the side and sighed.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Justin you KNOW she gets scared easily. She may be 6 years old but she's BLIND. There's no need to scare the living shit out of her." Lillian explained. I nodded and came over to her and sat down.
"I didn't mean to scare her. It just happened.."
"Whatever don't do that shit again." Lillian said.
"I promise Mrs.Bieber." Lillian sighed.
Uh please. Not havin yo shit Bieber.
"I actually forgot. Opps. That title doesn't seem to matter anyways. Now does it Justin?" I asked eyeing him.
He straightened in his seat and said "Baby what are you talking about?"
"You sure as hell no what I'm talking about Justin! And I'm tired of the motherfucking lying! So if your hiding something tell me right now." I said with gritting teeth.
"I... I. Have nothing to lie about Lillian. I'm completely honest with you." Justin responded.
I need to get the truth out of him. I know he's lying and I just wanna punch him in his FUCKING jaw. I need to break him some how.
"Do you swear on your daughter's life that you're not lying?" I asked facing him. He nodded.
"I swear." He pulled my hand up to kiss it. Instead I punched the shit out of him.