14. Ch. 9
She was asleep for 2 weeks, 3 hours and 42 minutes. I have been here next to her for 2 weeks, 3 hours and 29 minutes. Jennifer and Kristina would occasionally pop in and out, but I was here more then them.
I held into her hand for about 5 minutes before I had to get up and get some food. No one beside Jennifer, Kristina, my parents and the boys knew I was here. I walked out the room only to be faced with fans waiting in the waiting room. Dammit. I turned quickly to walk back into the room but fans spotted me already.
The screams were very loud and I knew they wouldn't go until I took pictures with them. I walked over to them and silenced them because we are in a hospital, it's not suppose to be very loud.
I'm dead, I'm dead, holy crap I'm dead. Dead! I died. Is this heaven? Wait, shouldn't I be in hell? Why is he'll so bright? And why is there beeping sound. I opened my eyes and realized I wasn't dead. Fuck. I was in a hospital.
I looked to my side and hoped some one was there for me. But no one was.i stared to disconnect the needles from my arms and got up. I looked around and found a window. I can't believe this is it. I started to walk towards it.
Don't doctors know not to put suicidal people on a high leveled floor, alone and unlocked window? I opened the window and walked out onto the platform. As soon as I got out onto that platform before anyone could walk into the room and stop me. I jumped .
Oh my gosh that was so shitty and in so sorry. I had to end it somehow. I just want to say Thank you to @onedirection_forever_<3 if it wasn't for her I would have deleted the book already. Again sorry it's so short but I had no idea where it was going. I may do a sequel but I need someone to help me. If your interested Dm me on twitter @Calsickle love you!!