10. Ch. 7
I fell onto the floor and the coffee spilled onto me. "I'm so sorry." A familiar voice said. "It's alright." "Marina?" I looked up and saw the one person I didn't want to see at the moment. Liam. I got up quickly and walked out the shop. "Marina wait!" Liam yelled and shouted. I felt tears forming in my eyes and I let them fall. He doesn't care about me. I ran home ignoring the words he was saying. As soon as I got to the apartment I swung open the door. My ears were filled with question from Jennifer and Kristina. "Where's are coffee??" "Are you okay Marina?" "Why are you crying?" "What happened??" We're the question that they asked me. I went to my room and locked my door. I went to my bathroom and did something I promised I would never do again. I grabbed my knife and made some cuts. I decided when I made enough all over my legs, stomach and wrist I would do one more. To end it all. I grabbed the knife and put it near my joint on the inside of my wrist. I pushed my knife in and cut my vain. I felt my self drift of to sleep. My last words were. "Are you happy now?" And drifted of to sleep. I finally did it. I committed suicide.
Sorry it was short. It's spring break for me so I could update more during the break. And sorry I didn't update in a while I've been having some big issues that has my mind blocking everything out.
If you cut or starve or try to kill yourself please don't. If you get called names it just because they are jealous of you. There jealous of how beautiful (girl) or handsome (boy) you are. Please stay strong. I know you can and if you do kill yourself you just let them win. If you starve then you do become skinny but will die because you didn't eat and then you will get even more bullied, if you get called fat, your not i promise you that. If you cut please don't your much better then that. I know how it feels to do all of that and yes it does make you happy but imagine how much people would worry about you if you starve or cut. And if you kill yourself then imagine how many people would be devastated and depressed because your gone. You may not realized it but you belong here and your perfect just the way you are please don't do this to yourself. I love you all. Please stay strong.
*Sending Virtual Hug* I love all of you guys!