Chapter 46 (Spin The Truth Or Dare)
I wondered into a giant crowd filled with slutty teens. I didn't know what to do since Demi went over to the chocolate fountain. I didn't want chocolate right now so I declined. I was being pushed and touched as I wandered over to the dance floor. There was this unfamiliar song playing that the DJ was playing and I quite uncommonly disturbing. As I made it through the tough crowd, I went over a sat on a sofa. I never wondered how I got myself into this situation. Justin went over to his friends leaving me and beyond boredom and tired. I peered to my left finding a girl smoking a cigarette, the air suffocating me. She noticed my staring at her as she pulled her cigarette closer to me.
"Want some?" She asked. I stared at the active cigarette. I looked back up at her and shook my head embarrassed.
"No thank you. I don't smoke." I said as she lifted a eye brow up
"Don't smoke. Girl your missing out everything." She exclaimed as she stood up and walked away. Her personality was that cruel? remember Selena she offered you to smoke. Still she is quite rude. I sat on the couch, staring into the crowd. I don't even know what else to do and I'm still quite curious why I even came when I'm going to be bored all the way till midnight. I began to here people yelling and screaming out in the distance. I stood up and peered over at the crowd, people are running and sitting down on the floor foaming a circle.
"Come on guys! Truth or Dare!!" A boy yelled. The boy appeared to be wearing a angel costume. Oh yeah, its Chaz. I sighed. I didn't really want to join, I'll just watch. As I was about to sit down on the sofa again, I heard a voice not very far.
"Selena!" I heard someone call me. I turned around revealing Justin running towards me. His hair was a bit messy but his facial expression wasn't too harsh, so I think he isn't drunk.
"Selena. You wanna play truth or dare with them?" He asked me as he grabbed my hand, he was already leading me over to the group but I stood my ground making him stop his tracks confused.
"No Its ok, I'll just watch." I admit.
"Come on... Watching is boring. Lets play." He whined. I could smell alcohol from his breath.
"No I don't want to." I said. His eyes seemed to grow darker, leaving no speck of kindness. His facial expression began to harden, and I could see him grinding his teeth.
"I SAID LETS PLAY!" He yelled. I quickly jerked my hand from him and stumbled down the the couch. He knew that I frightened as his face softened. I wasn't frightened, I was beyond scared.
"Selena...... I didn't mean to yell at you, I was just....." He paused but never finished. I nodded. Did Justin really burst like that or was it pretend. He bended down and grabbed my hand gently but I pulled back. I stood up from the couch and brushed past him as I made my way to the group that were playing truth or dare. I could feel his eyes star at me from behind. As I made my way to the group of people, I sat beside Demi who had a plate of chocolate cake in her hands.
"Good to have you join Selena!" Chaz shouted as he placed a empty wine bottle in the middle. I became confused. I glanced over at Demi who was also confused.
"I thought we are playing truth or dare?" I whispered over to her.
"Yeah me too. i don't want to play spin the bottle. None of this guys are cute." She whispered back to me. I chuckled a bit but got distracted as I peered over to Justin who sat beside a girl who had dyed her hair pink and had a witch costume. Not just a witch costume, like a costume that nasty girls would wear for boys. Although it may look cute but its just too much.
"Spin the bottle will be our little warm up for now ok. I'll go first." Chaz said as he spinned the bottle. I watched it spin and spin as it landed on a brunette.
"Charlene." A girl breathed out. I watched as they began to kiss but now for long, it was like a peck on the lips but it wasn't that exciting.
"My turn." Charlene said as she spun the bottle. Please not me I hope.
"Logan." The group yelled. I don't even know these people. He had brown hair like me and blue or grey eyes. He noticed me staring as he looked at me. I stared back at the group embarrassed but when I looked back up to him, the girl Charlene had her lips on him. I sighed. I watched Logan spin the bottle, I placed my hand on my cheek and my elbow on my thigh as I watched it stop. Right in front of me.
"Selena." Demi breathed out. People began to stare at me, I probably think my eyes are wide open right now. I looked over at Logan who was also shocked.
"Go on! Kiss the Cowgirl!" I heard somebody shouted but I didn't bother to even look. I was frozen in time, just staring into other ones eyes. I couldn't move at all. He mesmerized me. I never even knew how beautiful he was, until my vision cleared out and I was back into reality.
"Um I think we should head over to truth or dare now." Chaz suggested. I nodded my head not moving my eyes off Logan.
"Selena..." Demi tapped my shoulder making me shake my head and stare at the ground.
What just happened?
Chaz quickly removed the bottle from the middle and sat back down. Everybody began to talk, I didn't know what it was about but the only thing I could hear was Logan this and Logan that. Were they talking to me. I looked up from the ground and caught Justin staring at me. He looked hurt and none the less, despairing. Is it because of the incident we had or was it because of my weird trance with Logan.
"I'll go first. Um Riley. Truth or Dare?" Chaz asked. A girl who I think is name Riley picked Truth.
"Ok um. If I were your boyfriend. Would you kiss me right now?" He asked. I laughed at his question. Riley went over to her friend and began to whisper something in her ear. She then looked over at Chaz and kissed him. As Chaz savoured the moment, Riley pulled away leaving Chaz wanting more.
"Did that answer your question." She said while batting her eyelashes like a doll. Chaz nodded as he gulped down his saliva down his throat. I could see he mouthed wow to himself but I reckoned I was the only one that noticed.
"My Turn!" Riley Exclaimed as she scanned the room. She began to twist and turn her head back and forth as if somebody was behind her, but she then stopped when she began pointing at Demi.
"Me?" Demi said pointing at herself.
"Yeah you. Truth or Dare." Riley asked. Demi looked at me but I just stared at her. I don't think this is going to end well. Riley had this devilish smirk on her face that made me feel guity.
"Um. Dare." Demi said as her lips began to quiver.
"Lets see.... I dare you to be stuck in a bedroom with Chaz for 2 and a half hours." She suggested. My eyes widened as I looked over to Demi, her mouth dropped open as she looked around the room.
"Who's Chaz?" She asked. Riley pointed over to Chaz laughed. Demi then smiled and stood up.
"Oh that's easy." She said. I peered over to Chaz who had a worried look on his face.
"Easy? Did you already met Chaz?" I asked confused. Demi nodded as she lifted her costume up.
"He was the one who did this to me by the chocolate fountain. He spilled chocolate on me." Demi said as she pointed at the brown stain on her white tights. I laughed as Demi grabbed Chaz hand and left the room. I swore I heard Demi said ' Now lets decided what your punishment would be.' and Chaz meep for help.
"Toni. Go watch over them and make sure Demi did the dare right." Riley instructed. A Boy named Toni stood up and followed him and the group began to become smaller.
"My Turn." A boy yelled with his hand up. I glanced over to him who appeared to have brown hair and green eyes. The green eyes that looked so familiar. I picked up Demi's left over chocolate cake and began to eat it, what? I was hungry.
"Um You." The boy pointed to me. My cheeks were burning red as everybody was looking at me, again. I had a spoon in my mouth, a plate of chocolate cake on my hands and crumbles surround my mouth.
"Truth or Dare." He asked. I began to chew faster and glup down the cake.
"Dare." I said without thinking. I soon regretted it once my dare was said.
"I dare you to drink 12 shots in one minute." He said. I sat there frozen. I can't drink and I don't think of starting yet. I don't drink. Plus I'm a underage drinker, I'm a minor.
"I don't drink." I mumbled.
"Well then you'll now know how drinking is fun." He exclaimed. A man came up to me with a platter of shots on it. I can't believe I'm doing this. I shook my head no trying to get this bet off me.
"Aww are you chicken." Riley yelled. I peered over to her who still had that devilish smirk on her.
"Riley stop. Greyson, change the dare She doesn't drin-" Justin commanded but I made him stop at mid- sentence.
"No. I'll show that I'm not chicken and I can do anything." I said as I grabbed the first shot. I gave Justin a sorry look and I moved the glass in circle, watching the strong scent of alcohol in the glass. I took a deep breath as everybody began chanting 'Drink' constantly. I held my nose and drank the liquid as fast as I could as I grabbed another shot. Feeling the burning feeling through my throat was painful but it began to slowly feel sensational. One shot and then another and then another. It felt surreal. I never knew how drinking could be this fun and exciting, that means I have just wasted half of my life ignoring alcohol. Once I was finished. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand as I still tried to savour the taste.
"Woah." The boy said, I think his name is Greyson. I just finished 12 shots in one minute.
"You finished in 37 seconds. You just beat my record." He said in defeat as he showed me his phone that exactly showed 37 seconds. And what was the time I had to beat? One minute.
"I told you I could do it!" I shouted. I began to laugh hysterically for no reason.
"She's drunk now." Riley complained. I stopped laughing as I approached her.
"Listen Riley! You may think your the biggest bitch here in this room but your not only that! Your a loser and a whore!." I yelled in her face. Her face was red in anger. It felt real good to shout at her as I watched her run off.
"Somebody, give me a bottle of beer please." I slurred my words. I feel dizzy already. I grabbed a bottle of beer that was lying on a empty table and popped the lid open. I began to drink that familiar sensational taste down my throat as I head over to the dance floor. I began to dance my butt off. Nw I'm really having some fun, why did I choose to sit around on that ugly torn couch over there. There must be some other things I had never tried. Like smoking! I felt somebody grab a hold of my waist as they spun me around. I began to dance with a random person as the song changed into something else. As I looked up, I noticed I wasn't dancing with a random person. It was Logan.
He smiled as he spun me around. His hands secured my waist as I placed my hand on his chest. We slowly slow danced to the song that was playing too loud but I didn't mind. I began to sway my hips to the rhythm. He wasn't a bad dancer at all, what we did right now kind of reminded me how Harry and I danced. Harry. The sound of his name just wants me to pull him closer to me. I wasn't paying attention to what was happening when Logan look concerned.
"What's wrong?" He asked. I just notced that we just stopped dancing. My head began to pound, was I getting sober already. I need a drink. I grabbed my bottle of beer and drank it until it was half way finished.
"Nothing nothing at-." I was interrupted when a pair of lips crashed down onto mine. It took a while for me to respond as I took the time to think of what was happening right now. This is wrong, I can't be doing this. Or is it the right path. My task was to move on from Harry but that's the problem, I can't. My head began to pound again. I have a huge headache right now I can't take it anymore. I pushed away from the kiss and mumbled.
"I'm sorry." As I left the dance floor with my bottle of Beer.
"Selena!" I heard somebody call out my name again. I turned around finding Demi, she was with a group of people who was ready to take a picture.
"Come on." She said as I took a sip of my drink. I walked over to Demi and stood there.
"I thought you don't drink." Demi whispered over to me.
"I thought of trying something new." I replied back. She nodded as she heard the shutter button go off. The picture was taken and now it was our turn. I went over beside Demi and posed, showing off my bottle that was almost empty. As The camera almost went click, Justin went over to us.
"Can I join?" He asked. Demi nodded as she smiled. I posed again as the shutter button went off.
"Thanks." She said to a random girl as Demi took back her phone. I lookd at the photo of us and damn, do I really look like that. I look so drunk. I took another sip of the beer, after there weren't any more left. I didn't know what else to do but wonder off into hallway upstairs. As I began to walk over to the bathroom, I found a couple making out on the wall. I could feel tears form in my eyes. The girl had glasses and brown hair, she looked so much like a person I knew before. The boy had green eyes that had the same spark as Harry. Tears began to fall as I ran away from the hall. I took out my phone and began to Harry's number.
"Come on. Come on. Answer." I begged to myself as the phone began to ring. As I left my hopes to high, the line was picked up.
"Hello?" I heard the familiar raspy voice.
"Harry?" I whispered, scared. I was getting sober by the minute with this huge headache pounding. I felt as if I wanted to vomit.
"Selena?" Harry said. My breathing was trembling and I could tell that Harry could hear it.
"Selena. What's wrong!?" Harry began yelling on the phone. I don't feel so well and I just couldn't answer Harry properly. I felt somethig in my stomach twist as I urgently ran to a bathroom and puke in the toilet. Never again to drink Selena. This is what it feels like after being drunk, and I can't take it.
"Selena. Please answer." Harry begged. I flushed the toilet and placed the phone on my ear.
"I need you right now." I whispered in needy. I can't take this anymore, I need Harry. Los Angeles is changing me bit by bit.
A/N (IMPORTANT MUST READ)
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