Chapter 35 (Going Home)
Once I had found Demi, I found her sitting on my chair with headphones on her head listening to music. I walked up to her and found her eyes closed and mouthing the words to the song. I sat on my bed facing her.
"Demi." I called out. She didn't react or hear me.
"Demi!" I said a bit louder but she didn't listen still. I began to snap my fingers in front of her face but she didn't do anything. I sighed.
"DEMI!" I yelled. She became startled making her headphones almost fall on the ground but lucky her, she caught it. I covered my mouth so I wouldn't allow any laughter to come out.
"Huh. Ah what? And why are you shouting, I'm in the same room as you." She asked. I smirked at her.
"I wouldn't be shouting if your head weren't screwed onto your headphones. You couldn't hear me." I pointed out. A light shade of red became visible onto her face.
"Yeah I can hear you loud and clear. Duh." she said putting her headphones back on and pressing play on get phone. She was back to listening music, thank you Angels. I sighed as I stood up from the bed, I went over to Demi and grabbed her headphones off her head. With that I also took her phone and went back on the bed. She gave me a 'What The Heck Look' but I didn't fall for it.
"Demi, I'm trying to talk to you." I said. She then gave me a small smile before sitting up straight on the chair since she was slouching earlier.
"Sorry Selena. How was the phone call with Harry?" she asked. I looked down onto my feet. I could feel Demi frown.
"He didn't answer, it went straight to voicemail." I mumble. I wasn't even sure what was going on back at home. Demi stood up from her chair and sat beside me. I pulled my knees close to my chest to give Demi so room on the bed since it was squishy.
"What are we going to do now Selena?." She asked concerned. I really to solve this problem. I looked around my room finding to photos of Harry and I that I had hung up on my wall. It was a photo of Harry and I at home opening our last years Christmas gifts. I miss the old days, maybe I'm just home sick that's all. Should I go?
"I may have to go back home today." I said. I peered at the charm bracelet wrapped around my wrist. The charm bracelet that Harry gave me before he asked me to be his girlfriend.
Harry had taken out my gift and passes it down to me. I glanced at the white fuzzy box with a red bow on it. I smiled at Harry, I seem to get lost in his eyes. His eyes filled with Lust and caring, a perfect combination with a person with emerald eyes. I opened the box slowly revealing a beautiful charm bracelet. I smiled widely at Harry.
"Harry you shouldn't have." I exclaimed. I took the bracelet out and wore it around my wrist. It was beautiful. I couldn't afford it, Harry should give this to somebody else better then me.
"It represents you Sel see, the microphone represents your singing, the London flag represents your mom and the H represents me." He emphasize the word H and Me. I looked at the symbols that were attached to the bracelet, The London Flag. London was my moms birth place, I wouldn't risk myself going there. It's full of scars that can break my heart, the only person that could mend it was my mom and maybe Harry.
I peered at the other symbolic charms, they all represented me as what Harry had said. I looked at me with no expression. He began to frown letting his curls fall onto his face. I placed my two pointing fingers onto his dimples and push my two fingers up, causing Harry's lips to rise awkwardly. I giggled at how stupid Harry's face looks right now, it's hilarious.
"Come on turn that frown upside down, don't worry I love it. Its the best gift I have ever received in my life well second gift. You will never beat the gift of Love Haz." I said. He smiled at me letting his wonderful dimples fall into place.
That was the same day we also shared our first real kiss. Seeing Harry sharing our kiss with another girl would tear me apart but I know he wouldn't do it. Right?
"How long?" She asked. I could see she was concerned. I glanced down onto my charm bracelet again.
"Until I had solve all the problems back home, you may never know what they done that can make them regret it in the future." I explained. I was worried what they have done while I was gone. Not only to Aunt Anne but especially Harry. I had reached over to my pillow and grabbed my phone. I had no miss calls or texts from Harry, does he even care about me? I don't think so right now.
"Here, call management and tell them that there is a family emergency back at home and I have to be there by today, I'll be back by Friday so that I still could be there for our photo shoot." I told her. She nodded before she could leave the room. I stood up from my bed and decided to go on Twitter, it's been awhile since I tweeted so I wonder what's going on. Once I had gone to Twitter, I checked my tweets for any likes or comments. Nothing new for me. I went over to Harry's profile and found a tweet that he had posted a few days ago.
HarryStyles: Just auditioned for the XFactor and got in. Can't believe Simon Cowell voted for me! Can't wait to see somebody in the future.
I knew he had auditioned for the XFactor and I was proud for him but why didn't he tell me before, am I not important to him anymore? Who is this somebody that he is waiting to see in the future, no he can't be cheating on me. Harry would never do that. Right? I had closed my laptop and decided to change my clothes, I don't need to pack anyways. I have everything there since I used to live there. I walked up to my closet and took out a lovely pink dress that I bought at Forever 21. It had flowery patterns that are cute. I wore it along with a pair of white flats and some white leggings. I add some light makeup and curled my hair a little bit on the tips. With that, I was finished. Before I could do anything else, Demi came into my room waving my phone into the air.
"Selena. Management says its ok but you better catch up with the next flight to Vancouver Canada in the next hour or else they won't let you go." she explained. I looked at her with a grin on my face.
"You know your are the best girlfriend I have ever met right?" I asked. She giggled. I went in and gave her a hug.
"Yeah I know, come back soon! I don't know how long I could keep the monsters out at of our beds." She said. She mumbled the last part so I couldn't hear what she said. I pulled away looking at her confused.
"What?" I asked. She gave me a failure expression. I laughed.
"I'll see you on Friday Demi." I said before leaving my room. She waved goodbye while cuddling my squirrel. You know that one that Harry won me in the carnival. You know? great now I don't have to go to a flashback to get you guys to know. I walked outside the house to the bus stop. I didn't want to take the car because who would take it back home after I use it, well Demi of course but she had a dentist appointment in the next hour so she can't.
The bus had came and I paid for my bus fare. Once I was finished with that, I came across the bus being full so I didn't have a place to seat. I took my time to just stand and hold onto a pole, The bus then had stopped at the Airport. It took only like 25 minutes so not bad. When I got in the building, I had paid my ticket for my flight.
"Flight to Vancouver BC Canada, 5 minutes." I heard the PA said. Crap, only five minutes and I am not even halfway to my gate. I looked at my charm bracelet attached onto my wrist.
"Wish me luck Harry." I said to myself as I kissed the H charm that was attached onto the bracelet. H means Harry by the way. I ran as fast as I could to Gate F, I watched the lady almost close the gate but lucky me she was that sweet. As I thanked her, I fast walked through the tunnel to the plane. I was greeted by three lady attendants, I didn't like them from last time. I faked smiled at them before I could turn my back at them to go my seat.
"I don't trust you maniacs." I mumbled to myself. As I got to my seat, I finally own the window seat.
"Non-stop way to Vancouver BC Canada." One of the lady attendants said into the microphone. As soon as I closed my eyes to relax, a man that was wearing a suit sat beside. He looked really important right now. I turned my back at him because I really didn't want to start a conversation with Mister 'Look at me, Im important.' Right now, all I know is that I have my best friend to spend with during the flight. And that is......
After my horrible audition, I have been spending the few hours with Quezyly and its been real good. I know this sounds creepy but during our conversation, I have been focusing on her looks and actions. I just finished examining her and she is so close to Selena. Before I could do anything else, I was called.
"Can Liam Payne, Louis Tomlinson, Niall Horan, Harry Styles, and Zayn Malik please come back to the stage." I heard the stage manager call out. I stood up and waved at Quezyly before I could go walk to the stage. As I got to the stage, I was being followed by the other people who were also called. They look like my age.
"Ok I know this may be hard for you, to let go of yourself being one of the our single performers. But you are all to good to let go." Nicole said. I thought that we were going to be eliminated or disqualified but when Nicole got to the part that we were to good to let go, I became confused.
I looked around and found the other guys confused also. Simon looked like he wanted to get it all out so he took the microphone from Nicole and found the right shocking words I have ever heard.
"We decided to put you in a group." Once Simon had said that, I fell on the group relieved. The other boys all screamed,shouted and bounced around. They were so Happy. I could hear the judges laughing, this was not i expected but I was glad that it happened. Aunt Mandy, I'm back. Thank you faith.
"Hi I'm Liam" The boy with dirty blond hair said, he had brown eyes and his hair cut made him so mysterious.
"Hi my name is Niall." The next boy said, he had bleached blond hair and blue eyes. I can tell he was Irish from the sound of his voice.
"Hello there mate, I'm Louis." The other boy that was beside me said. He had dirty blond hair like Liam but with blue or green eyes.
"And I'm Zayn." The last boy announced. He had black hair but brown eyes. I know this sounds weird but he has good hair.
"Hi lads, my name is Harry." I said. My voice has gotten low which showed how deep my British accent was. We all exchanged hand shakes and some hugs that were called bro hugs here in Canada.
"Hey were all British!" Louis proclaim, Niall began to became shy. I walked up to him and wrapped my arm around his neck and pulled him closer to the group.
"We have one Irish Louis." I pointed out. Niall them smiled really wide, he probably thought how I knew he was Irish. Louis then came up to me really weirdly, he had a weird look on his face that made me chuckle.
"You know Harry, your the smartest person I have ever met." He said kinda drunkly he put his arm around my torso. I could see Zayn and Liam were laughing a bit.
"Ok I want to know who is the oldest, I'm 17." Niall started off. Liam came up and placed his hand on Niall's shoulder.
"Oh so your Irish, that's alright mate. I'm 17 also." Liam had said. I guess we have one Irish and four British, awesome.
"I'm 17 also." Zayn exclaimed. We all smiled.
"I'm 16." I said. Am I the youngest in the band?
"That means I'm the oldest, I'm 20." Louis ended off. We were all shocked that he was the oldest, and he acts like a 4 year old. Wow shocking. We all laughed and cheered until Simon had came along with a wooden clipboard in his hand along with a pen.
"Ok boys, since you are all a group. What are you all going to call your group?" Simon had asked. I looked at the four boys in front of me that had a confused look.
"I got nothing." Zayn said. I looked at the other boys, they just shrugged their shoulders.
"What about Status Singles?" I absentmindedly said. All I received was a few giggles from Liam,Zayn.Niall and a laugh from Louis, not to mention a glare from Simon.
"Fine cut that out, what about One Direction." I said again. Now that was a good name, I wonder where I got that name. It just shot up to my head.
"Harry over here." My dad yelled. He had his arms open for me to run into. I was only 2 years old so I was still learning to walk. I try to walk to him but I kept stumbling.
"Come on son, you can do it. Just walk in One Direction." My dad shouted. Once I heard his words, it in courage me to get back up. I knew I was stumbling but I still tried again, I tried again to walk in One Direction. Once I had gotten to him. I did it, I can walk.
That was when my dad was still alive but I knew he would say to forget the past and focus on the future. Everybody cheered making me smile at my answer, thank you for dads words. I watched Simon smile at me and write down our group name on the clipboard. We all got off the stage and went backstage, we all went our separate ways. As I walked to my chair that had my coat on it, I found Quezyly running over to me with her arms wide open.
"Harry you did it, I knew you could do it!" She said excitedly, I could feel her smile in the hug. Just like Selena.
"Knew I could do it?" I asked with a Smirk on my face. She blushed letting her face go red.
"Harry I need to tell you something, well I-" before she could even finish, the stage manager gave me a piece of paper. I folded it and place it inside my pocket. I looked back at Quezyly who seems to lost her words.
"Better get home, it's getting late and probably my mom is going to get worried if she doesn't know where I am." She explained. I looked down to the ground that back at her. She was smiling, Just like Selena.
"Why not call her?" I asked. Her face went to a light shade or red. Just like Selena.
"That's the problem, I forgot my phone at home." She explained. I have her a small smile.
"Where do you live?" I asked. I know asking her where she lives is weird but I was curious.
"Down at Fraser street." She answered. Hey I live there too, maybe we can walk there together since I didn't bring my car and its only a 45 minute trip if we use the bus.
"Hey! I live there too. We could walk together home." I said. I placed my hands inside my pocket feeling the piece of paper that I placed in it from the stage manager. She smiled widely.
"Cool that's awesome, if your coming with me then we should get going now." She said as she walked outside the door. She's so like Selena. As I followed her outside the building, I found Louis hiding in a corner.
"Boo." He whispered. I quickly had a reaction to it and it was embarrassing because Quezyly didn't react to Louis stupid act. The stupid act that reminded me about Selena scaring me.
"boo" Is all I heard before my reaction had occurred me. I jumped into conclusion and made Selena laughing her head of. How cute.
"Not fair! I was suppose to scare you!" I whined like a 4 year old. I was supposed to scare her. Stupid twitter notification.
"Well mission failed cause I scared you" She said as I pulled her pulled her into a hug.
I could hear Louis and Quezyly laugh. Oh my gosh this is so embarrassing.
"You should've look at your face Hazza!" Louis laughed before making the face that I did.
"Hazza?" I asked. He simply nodded his head up and down looking all innocent. I could still hear Quezyly giggle. Just Like Selena. I smiled widely.
"We better go now, nice meeting you Louis." I ended. I waved goodbye as Quezyly and I left.
"You too. Goodbye love birds." Louis shouted. I peered at Quezyly who seems to be blushing. I turned around facing Louis, I mouthed 'Were not together' to him while shaking my hands no. Louis then covered his mouth with his hands causing me to chuckle. Once Quezyly and I got to the bus, we started talking about animals. I remembered when Selena and I talked about animals, we were at Nando's.
"Ok Haz, which animal do you think is the fastest. I pick the kangaroo, what about you?" She asked, dang it she got mine.
"I say the Bugatti Veyron 16.4 Super Sport 8 Litre W16 AWD." I said, She laughed. I smiled showing my dimples.
"Haz were talking about animals here." She giggled again. I smiled at her widely.
"fine, lets see a hare." I finally answered.
"Wow thats even better than, Wait what a hare?" She asked with a confused face. I nodded. I probably think she was hoping for something else
"Because if a hare can beat a turtle than a hare can beat a kangaroo just like that" I snapped my fingers. She giggled at me. Since she took my idea A man came up to us with a plate of food on it. Must be our order.
As soon as we made it to our stop, we got off the bus. We walked down the street until we made it to her house which was just around the corner from mine.
"We'll I guess this is goodbye. Than-" before she could finish her sentence, a vision came to me.
"Well I guess this is goodbye." She admit. I could see her eyes water slowly.
"Yeah...." I said. My eyes quickly watered, I didn't want to cry but I just wanted to just once since Selena was going to leave me. She ran up to me and gave me a big forever hug.
"I'm going to miss you so much Haz." She cried. I wrapped my arms around her waist, leaning me head onto her shoulders. I could smell the sweet coconut scent from her, the scent that I'm going to miss. She lifted her head up and looked at my eyes, the eyes that I'm going to miss so much.
"I'm going to miss you more Selly." I whispered softly. A grown man doesn't want to show his crying but I do feel her feelings as her heart beat rapidly. I crashed my lips onto her receiving our last kiss until she removed herself and joined up on the short line beyond me. She looked back at me as I let multiples of tears fall.
That was the last time I had kissed, touched, or even smelled her. I miss her so much. A force had pushed me into leaning in on Quezyly, I tried to hold myself back but the forced had pushed me to much that I accidentally kissed her. No I didn't want to kiss but I did made a promise to Selena to never share our kiss and my kisses are reserved for her. I looked into Quezyly eyes which a seems to be shut, she had responded to the kiss. I couldn't control myself, the force is too powerful until the force had faded away when I heard a soft familiar voice.
"Harry?" I heard a familiar voice call out. The force had faded away letting me pull out of the kiss. I looked at Quezyly who seems to be surprised, I gave her no expression. I turned around finding Selena crying, Selena's here? Wait is this real? Oh no Selena saw me kissing Quezyly.
"Selena?" I called out. She shook her head as she backed away letting herself be in the middle of the road. Before I could run to her to comfort her. I heard someone yell 'Move out of the Way'. I turned to look finding a car coming her way non-stop.
"Selena!" I yelled. I ran to her as she turned her head to see a car coming by. Before I could even step onto the street, I saw a light beam as I shut my eyes tightly. I heard a crash. I slowly opened my eyes hoping that it didn't happen, but it did. I found myself to be seeing. The windshield of the car stained with blood and Selena unconscious on the hard cement.
Now I know that this is real.
Hey guys! Sorry for the long wait. I made this chapter and then I posted but then I accidentally refreshed Wattpad on my laptop and then the chapter disappeared. It was a pain the write this chapter all over again but the best part was, I made it better. Hope you all love it. Left you guys on a cliffhanger but its not that great. Love you forever eternity.