Chapter 29 (I Don't Miss Her)
"Hey Selena, Hey Demi. Nice to see you both here" I heard a voice say, I opened my eyes and found Justin right in front off us. I sat up straight since I was slouching.
"Oh hey Justin, nice to see you here also." I commented. He smiled at me and then back at Demi. I always thought Justin never had a soft spot but he does.
"Yeah nice to see you" Demi said. I looked at her, she had her magazine in front of her face so we couldn't see. I tried to put the magazine down but she wouldn't budge. The only thing I heard from her were whimpers of 'No'. I smiled at Demi and then looked back at Justin who seems to be smiling really widely.
"Um sorry Justin, Demi is not feeling well right now." I said. I knew if I told the truth, Demi would get mad at me and other such. I know Demi doesn't trust Justin but she will get used to it. Justin stood up properly since he was leaning on my seat.
"Sure thats fine, I'm gonna go find my seat now. Hope Demi feels better." He said, he waved goodbye as I heard the bell alert the the plane will be leaving.
"See you later when we land Justin." I waved goodbye. I watched him leave First class into Second class. I plot down to where I had started onto my seat and peered at Demi. She still has the magazine in front of her ace.
"Demi you can lower down the magazine, hes gone." I giggled. She didn't answer.
"Demi?" I call out quietly, I lowered the magazine down with no pressure and found Demi asleep leaning on the window. light snores came out of her parted mouth. I laughed at her childish behaviour.
"I guess its only me, alone." I mumbled to myself. I closed my eyes shut since I was tired like I said.
" *Beep* Ladies and Gentleman, this is your captain speaking. We will be now leaving Vancouver BC to nonstop way to Los Angeles. Please make sure all electionics and cell phones are off until further notice. Thank you and my staff and crew hope you enjoy Canada airlines. *Beep* " I heard the PA annouce. I fell asleep after I had heard the Lady Atendant offer somethings to the people on board. Then thats what hit me, I totally forgot the main thing before going to Los Angeles. I forgot it. Crap Selena, now your going to face the end. The pain.
I forgot to bring some bubble gum so I could avoid my jet lag.
I woke up from my deep slumber which seems to be for hours. I think. I started to rub my eyes until I just noticed that everybody on board was gone. I turned around to face Demi who was also asleep. I started to shake her so she could wake up.
"Demi! Demi" I called out. She started to groan. I shaked her harder until her eyes plotted open.
"What Selena?" she moaned sleepily. I now kinda feel sorry for waking her up but this is urgent. To make sure that I was sure that everybody was gone, I bounced up to my seat looking everywhere. Yup I was right, everybody is gone including the flight attendants.
"Demi! Everybody is gone." I panicked. her eyes went shot up awake from sleepy eyes.
"What?!" she yelled. I nodded my head wildly as I grabbed her hand and leading ourselves out of the plane. No wonder everybody is gone, where here. I let go of Demi's hands as I entered the Los Angeles airport.
"That's the last of them." A Lady said to the man as the man closed the door leading to the plane. I looked at Demi who is completely disgusted about our flight. I looked around finding thousands of people. Demi and I walked to where our suitcases were until I got a text from my new phone. I opened it up and noticed I got a text from Harry. i smiled at the text as I read it.
Harry: Hey princess, I see you landed already.
Selena: Yup I did, I'm really excited but also sad. I miss you.
Harry: Oh really.
Selena: Yeah :(
Harry: Then turn around :)
I turned around and found Harry. I looked back at Demi who seems to be smiling. I turned around to Harry. I started to run to Harry letting a tear drop from my face until millions of tears. I stopped my tracks as i watched Harry hug a different girl. he didn't mean me in the text didn't he. I fell on my knees as I looked at Demi, she looked so happy. I watched her run to Harry giving him a hug. She ran through me, am I a ghost or something. I then noticed Demi's clothes changed into something rather different.
"Harry!" I cried out crying, I watched his face go from shocked. The girl that hugged Harry began to turn around. Then I then noticed she looked oddly familiar. I couldn't see her face well since the distance between us was large. I then squinted my eyes which made my vision clearer. That's when it hit me. The girl that just hugged Harry was non only.
I woke up all sweaty and breathing heavily. I looked around my surroundings, the plane was dark with a little bit light being exposed by the flight attendants room. I looked to my right finding Demi still asleep. It must be nighttime right now. I tried to relax in my chair but I couldn't. What did my dream mean? Maybe I just miss Harry that's all. But is my dream part of my moms message.
"Listen closely, Never leave Harry even if he does something wrong. I sense something in the future that would separate you two but I know that faith will bring you together."
I'm so confused. The only thing I know is that I miss Harry, I miss my family back at home. But I have to do this, Harry wants me to do this so I'll do it for him. Harry and Aunt Anne are my only family left. I let a tear fall from my face.
I hope everything is okay back home.
"Harry darling please open the door." I heard my mom said knocking the door. I couldn't open the door, I want to spend my whole life in Selena's room.
"Harry please open the door, you must be hungry since yesterday. You haven't ate anything." She knocked again on the door. I could hear that she was worried. I couldn't disobey my mom because of my problems. Since Selena had left, I had been screwed. I had spended my time since yesterday in Selena's room, sleeping in her bed cuddling her pillow and watching the cars go by her bedroom window.
"Honey Please I know you miss her." She said one last time. I stood up from my position and egerly open the door, I found my mom with a plate of food. She looked so concerned and worried.
"No mom, I don't miss her. I'm in love with her." I explained to her. My eyes began to water just thinking about Selena.
"She's my everything, my best friend. Without her I'm nothing. I can't even think straight when I'm not near her. I just.... I can't do this. I need Selena back mom." I said crying. My mom putted the plate down on the ground and wrapped her arms around me giving me the slight security by her embrace.
"I know you miss her Harry but I miss her too. She has done great thing for us and I'm glad she was part of our lives. But Selena needs to move on with her life, she can't just stay here with us forever. Harry she has a life of her own, she can make her own decisions like we do. She needs to move on to a new world that can help her forget about her past." my mom said comfortly. I pulled away from her embrace finding her crying also. I wiped the tears from my face trying to comfort my mom. Finding her eyes red and puffy were hurting me. They reminded me about Selena.
I heard footsteps inside the washroom shuffling inside, I thing shes ready to come out. The door knob twisted slightly as the door flew open. There was Selena, her eyes were red and puffy, her mascara made her look like a raccoon and she was shaking as if she was cold.
"What's wrong Selena?" I asked looking into her brown eyes. There was silence between us, Selena's eyes filled with fear and hurt were looking into mine. As soon as I could say anything, she ran up to me and gave me a hug. Her hug, her sweet smell, her hair, all equaled to be that she was inlove with me and I never noticed. She tippy toed because I was too tall and whispered into my ear
"You......." she whispered calmly into my ear, her breath sended shivers down my spine. No this can't be, it shall always remain like this, this relationship shall aslways be in the ignition as bestfriends but I can't.
I think i'm falling for my best friend.
That was the first time I say her crying. She had this effect on me, that made me fall for her. I always Loved Selena as a friend, a sibling, a best friend but now. I wanted to be more and i did get what I wanted. To have Selena as my girlfriend, to kiss her, to love. But I had made the biggest mistake, I shouldn't have letted her go until I told her to be mine.
"But Mom, were her past." I admit softly. She can't forget about the past. I'm part of it. She looked down to the ground.
"I know....... But if forgeting us is what makes her happy. Then she should do it" she said while picking up the plate of food and passing it along to me.
"Now eat please Harry. You can eat in the room if you like but please eat. I can see you have no energy right now." She said. I looked down onto my food. Baby back ribs and some rice.
"Baby Back Ribs?" I asked.
"Yup I made them myself last night but I haven't came down to eat with me" She said while folding her hands together. She seems already happy like nothing has happened.
"I'm sorry mum. I promises I'll come eat dinner with you tonight I said" I waved goodbye before I had closed my door. I walked back to Selena's Bedroom window. Mom had made baby back ribs? Does she know that, that's Selena's favourite dish. Oh I hate being separated from Selena. I took my fork and knife trying to cut the ribs but no use. Harry just use your hands like Selena does. I took the ribs, letting the sauce fall onto my fingers and tugged on the meat using my teeth. Now I'm feeling bad fo the animals. I took the napkin that mom had gave me and wiped my hands clean even though there still greasy.
I decided to go into my phone and check twitter. Once I had gone on twitter, I checked some of my tweets and then Selena's tweets. Nothings new today. I closed off twitter and went to photos. I had looked at some of the photos that I had captured with Selena. There was this one photo that we took a year ago. Selena and I went to watch the Canucks game and got ourselves some jerseys with our last names printed out at the back of it.
"Go Go GO! Pass it, no pass it to Keslar. Score it. SCORE!" she yelled at the T.V. I laughed as I grabbed my soda and gulped it down. Selena seems to be so excited for today's game.
"Selena." I called out. She began shh me and she focus herself on the game.
"Selena." I called out again.
"Shh not now Haz, I'm watching the game. Score it, wait what you Suck!" she yelled at the T.V. I laughed again at Selena's childish behaviour.
"Hey can you pass me some popcorn please." she asked politly. I smirked at her.
"What happened to 'You Suck!' Selena?" I asked as I passed her the bowl of popcorn. She smiled at me as she took the bowl and my sports cap. She wore my hat backwards making it look cute on her.
"She wanted some popcorn." she responded while making herself look like she has swag. I laughed. I placed my phone on the counter as the commercial ended returnng back to the game.
Uncle jack must have taken my phone off the counter and took a pic of our backs since he was sitting on the couch behind us and Selena and I were sitting on the coffee table. I miss the old days back then. I just wish I hadn't push Selena to go to Los Angeles but going to Los Angeles is such a great opportunity especially when shes going to be famous for goodness sake.
I just hope Selena is happy.
"Selena! Selena!" I heard someone call out, I began to be moving then I had realized that Demi is shaking me.
"What." I groaned trying to go back to sleep. She kept Calling out my name and moving me side to side.
"We're here." she said. I then got up, eyes opened. I hadn't really realized that I pushed Demi back to her spot. I looked at her with a apology look, she smiled at me then laughed. I smiled back at her as I got my things all setted out. Demi and I exited out of the plane receiving looks from the flight attendants, i may have said they were nice but now they are like devils to me.
"I don't like them." I whispered to Demi. She giggled as we made our through the tunnel that leads to the airport. I'm so excited to go to our new house. As we made it to the airport, Demi and I took our suitcases from the converyer belt. There are so many people with signs that had names on them. I looked for Demi's and mine. I couldn't find ours but I did find Justin's. I was interrupted when Demi shook my arm.
"Look Selena, there's ours." she said excitedly. She pointed to a man that looked like a limo driver. I looed at her surprised and ran to him. The man had a smile on his face.
"Selena Gomez and Demi lovato?" He asked. I looked at Demi, she had a smile on her face. I nodded my head.
"Yes that's us, are you our escort?" I asked him. He nodded.
"Yes that's me, I have been assigned to bring you to your new home by Avex International. Are you ready?." He asked politly. I like him already, hes super nice to us.
'Yes." Demi said. He then turned around leading us out the airport. I then opened the door of the Limo and took our suitcases putting them at the back to the trunk of the car. I thank him for everything as He turned on the ignition and drove away. I looked out the window and found so many things that I thought were interesting in Los Angeles. it was really hot inside the limo as I predicted. I opened my window as I felt the breeze fly through my face and hair. Demi doing the same thing as me but on the other side. i was happy that I get to be in Los Angeles.
Once we got to a neighborhood that we were assigned to live in called 'Los Feliz'. I mumbled to myself wow as I peered at the large beautiful houses.
"Selena." I heard Demi whispered. I looked at her finding her grinning.
"Yeah?' I responded. She shook my arm in excitement. I already have my attentio on her, why is she shaking my arm. I could see the kind limo driver smiling at us by the mirror reer.
"You know Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson, you know from Twilight right?" she asked me. I smiled at her.
"Yeah I know them." I answered.
"Well you know they live in this neighborhood." She said excitedly. I love Demi's energy, its just so amusing to watch. They live here, you know how awesome it would be if we were neighbours with them.
"Really? How did you know." I questioned. I was so happy to hear this fact. Being in the same neighborhood were Demi's idols live. Must be so exciting for her. She sighed out and started pointing at herself.
"Hello? Fan here." she answered as we entered a ramp. I looked out the window and noticed that we were going up the ramp up to a big beautiful giant palace. Oh my god its our house.
"Demi!" I shierked, I don't do this often but I had to do it now. Its so beautiful. Can't wait for Harry and Aunt Anne to see. Wait, they not here. There back at Canada. I forgot, I miss them already. The driver had pulled up to the front of the house. Our House.
"Selena its so beautiful!" Demi said so excitedly. I opened my car door, breathing the air of Los Angeles. Oh my god, I can't even describe how beautiful this place is. The driver had pulled out our suitcases out for us and took out a key, he unlocked the door and held onto the doorknob.
"Girl Welcome to your new home here is Los Angeles." He annouced as he opened the door. Once he had opened the door. Inside the house was beautiful. I can't even believe its furnished also. I ran into the house like a little kid and explored the house. Demi did the same but she then continued without me of course. I ran up to the driver and gave him a big hug.
"Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.!" I said as I hug him tighter.
"Woah your welcome." He said. I removed my grip from him, I smiled at him.
"If There is anything I could repay you, your welcome to ask me ok." I said, he nodded. He then gave me four keys. I looked at him curiously.
"These are the keys to the house, the two silver ones is the key to the house. The gold one is the spare key and this precious one is your new car key." He said I gave him one last hug before he left.
"Selena!" Demi yelled from upstairs. I ran up the stairs excitedly and ran to Demi. I came upon a room that was so big and beautiful, plus it was furnished. Furnished like any other normal teenage girl.
"Is this my room?" I guessed since my stuff were on the bed. Demi nodded as she sat on my bed. I ran up to her and gave her a hug, she seems to like it from the giggles I had received.
"Thank you Demi, your the best. Where's your room?" I asked. She pointed at the purple wall on her left.
"Demi's room is next door. You wanna see it?." She responded. I smiled
"No thank, Selena gotta unpack." I ended. She smirked at me and then left my room, once she had close my new door. I unzipped my bag and threw all of my clothes out of my suitcase. My clothes ended up to be a pile of old fashion threads. Talk about, need to head to the mall. I giggled to myself. Once I was done unpacking. I jumping onto my bed making something fall out of my suitcase pocket. I picked it up and noticed it was the album that Aunt Anne gave me.
"What's this?" I asked, she smiled at me while placing her hand on the cover of it.
"Its the photo album that you and Harry had putted together when you were little." She spoke happily. I looked back at the cover shocked. The cover had a bunny on it and a puppy on it.
I smiled at myself being the bunny and Harry being the puppy. We were cute back then. I opened the book up and found pics of Harry and I when we were little. I found a pic of Harry and I getting out first Flu shots when we were 8 years old. It was super scary that time.
"Are you ready, just take a deep breath ok Selena?" The nurse said. I didn't answer, I kept staring at the big giant needle that was going to be stuck into me.
"Mommy." I cried out looking at her. I felt my tears fall upon my face.
"Honey just take a deep breath and close your eyes, think of a happy place ok darling." my mom comforted me as she held my hand. I squeezed her hand tightly as I took a deep breath and closed my eyes tightly.
"Ok Selena, 1.....2.....3.." I felt the syringe enter me. I screamed a tiny bit, thats what little girls do right? Rainbows and ponies, I want a my little pony for Christmas. I felt a slight pinch that stung me and then the lady pulled the needle out.
"And your done." I released out all the air I had breathed out. I wiped the tears off my face.
"That wasn't so bad wasn't it right Selly, what did you think of?" My mommy asked me. As she let go of my hand.
"I want a My Little Pony for Christmas." I answered back. The lady and my mom laughed. I watched the lady pull out a orange green lollipop. I love green.
"Here you go, for being so brave today." the lady said as she handed me the lollipop. I smiled at her as I grabbed the loolipop from her.
"Thank you." I said as I removed the wrapper of and licked it. My mom laughed.
"Can you please bring in Harry Styles." The lady asked my mom. My my nodded as she opened the door and called Harry to come in. My mom returned back to her seat as I watched Haz come in while being carried by Aunt Anne.
"Harry!" I called out as I gave him a hug. The lady smiled at us. I thing I heard her say cute to my mom.
"Where did you get that?" Harry asked as he pointed at my lollipop.
Yeah I am still proud I got a green lollipop, Harry well he got a orange one but I'm still proud. I turned the pages still seeing the memories that we made like, Harry and I winning the sand castle contest when we were 11 years old, Harry and I playing at the playground when we were 9 years old, Harry and I at the mall playing dress up when we were 13 years old. I was dressed up and a cowgirl and Harry was dressed up as a princess. I flipped through the photos of Harry and I, I haven't really noticed that I was crying. I laughed at the photo of us. I turned the pages all the way to the back until a unpaticular photo had caught my eye.
The photo as taken on my 16 birthday this year. It was me and Haz, Harry used an app on his phone to make it cooler. I sighed at the book as I closed it letting my tears flow down. I have to settle this once and for all. I took out my new phone that Harry gave to me and dialed the familiar number. Once I had let the phone ring, that person picked up. I was shocked to hear his familiar voice again but what tells from his voice is that something was wrong.
"Hello? Selena?" I heard Harry's voice rang. There were alot of sounds from the other line. I couldn't bare to even realize if it was true.
Was he crying....
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