This Is Us And Only Us (Harry Styles And Selena Gomez)

Memories, Moments, Things We Always Do For Fun, Sleepovers, Being There By My Side, All Being Thrown Away By Just One Silly Offer To Make Her Famous. Selena Gomez Was Once A Kid Who Had A Dream To Do Anything, But She Never Meant To Realize That One Day She Would Become One Of The Biggest Celebrities In Los Angeles. Harry Styles Also Had A Dream, A Dream to Always Be There For Selena When She Needs Him. The Day Had Came Were Selena Was Offered A Letter From Avex International To Move To Los Angeles And Become A Singer, Harry Thought It Would Be Awesome For Selena to accept Until They Made The Biggest Mistake. What Happens When Harry And Selena Are Both On The Other Side Of The World. Selena Doesn't Know What Harry Has Been Doing, Neither Has Harry Known That Selena Has Been Bonding With Someone That He Despise. Will They Ever See Each Other Again? Would There Be Any Problems Along The Way To Fame? But The Question Is........ Will They Be Together Again Like Old Times?

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25. 24. Who Am I

Chapter 24 (Who Am I)

A/N When you get to the horrid part of the chapter, please play the youtube video on the side of the screen if you are using a computer/PC. Playing the song will give you the feeling off what is happening. To be honest when I played this video and wrote the part, I actually cried for goodness. Goodluck>!




Harry's POV

Right now, I'm just driving Selena's car. I think I'm going to be the one to choose our destination today. A place that is fun and entertaining Harry, Pick a place. I got it. The Fun Fair downtown is the place. I took a left turn to Prince Edward Street. Selena had turned on the radio since it was too silent in the car, for sure we need some tunes. After the advertising, a familiar song was playing on the radio. I couldn't get me finger on until it played the chorus. The song that was playing was

"Free Falling" I sang as the man began singing the chorus. Selena looked at me with a amused look on her face. I began humming the song as we drove to the carnival that was still open until 11:00 PM, close to midnight. I can tell that Selena knew that I liked this song since she boosted the volume louder then before. She gave me a undescribable look that gave me the urge to sing better but than I can't. I can't sing in front of Selena. If I do sing, is it bad or good? Is it awesome like hers? or is it bad like garbage and I wasn't given a gift of music. I don't know actually.

"Whats wrong?" she asked. I was disturbed from my thoughts. I looked up finding Selena worried and concerned.

"What do you mean?" I replied while still looking at the road. The bus stop was filled with many people who are waiting for the bus, they looked cold and bored. I already felt sorry for them. I looked back at Selena, she was trying to find hers words until she finally spoke.

"One minute you were singing and then you stopped. What's wrong did I do something?" she said while turning off the radio. I felt insecure already since the silence is surrounding us. Both. I knew this was going to take a while so I parked the car to the side of the street so that I wouldn't get any penalty for stopping in the middle of the road. Once I had pulled the car into a stop, I grabbed Selena's hand.

A/N (Play the video on the side of the screen if you wish to feel this part of the part of the story. If you are using a PC feel free to. Goodluck)

"I just feel like if I sing, I would sound terrible and I don't want to experience a type of way when I don't sound good. It just makes me feel weird and I felt like I let everybody down." I spoke sliently. I tried to break contact with Selena's eyes but I couldn't, Its like I was pulled into a trance and I was lost in her eyes. They were Beautiful.

"Haz.... There's nothing wrong with showing yourself to the world. They won't judge you if you sound bad or uncontrollable but they will understand you. Even I won't judge you, I would love to hear you sing everyday if its that what it takes to make yourself believe that you can do it." She said. I was shocked at what she said, she wanted me to believe that I could sing. Believing............. She gave me a kiss on my temple before I could move back to reality. I putted the car back to drive mode and put my senses back, back to driving to the carnival.

Even I won't judge you, I would love to hear you sing everyday if its that what it takes to make yourself believe that you can do it.

Even I won't judge you, I would love to hear you sing everyday if its that what it takes to make yourself believe that you can do it.

Even I won't judge you, I would love to hear you sing everyday if its that what it takes to make yourself believe that you can do it.

There's nothing wrong with showing yourself to the world. They won't judge you if you sound bad or uncontrollable but they will understand you.

Her voice keeps repeating in my head like crazy. She told me to believe that I can sing, Selena told me. All I had to do is practice and to believe in myself that I can do it. Back at Karaokie Dokie, she wanted to hear me sing but I couldn't do it. I couldn't do it because I didn't believe in myself back then. I made my way to the parking lot finding lots of balloons flying into the sky. I peered at Selena, she fell asleep. I don't blame Selena for falling asleep, the drive was long but I did this for the purpose of having fun with Selena since school is tomorrow. Dang if that Justin guy ruins Selena again, I will promise myself to-

"Harry?" I looked back at Selena. Her body was trying to curl it self into a ball. I watched her squint her eyes shut closed as if she never wants to open them again.

"Harry please answer I know your there." she called out again. I grabbed her hand trying to comfort her. She was shaking for goodness sake, she was shaking out of control. No don't tell me. Is she having a nightmare. Selena why do you always produce nightmares, you know there not true.

"Selena I'm here as always princess." I spoke slowly as I tucked a strand of hair behind her for it was covering her perfectly good image of herself. How can Selena not know she is so beautiful. Selena bit her bottem lip as she began to shiver again.

"HARRY!!!!!!!!!!!" Selena screamed. Selena noo she is having a nightmare. I rapidly removed Selena's seatbelt and picked her us from my arms. She was still shaking like crazy and moving around. She then started to scream louder and louder. 

"Selena! SELENA!" I said trying to wake her up but it was useless. She can't hear me. She began to cry in fear.

"HARRY HELP ME!!! GET AWAY FROM ME YOU MONSTER!!!!" She begged. Tears began to stream down her face. Oh my god Selena. I started to shake her again.

"SELENA PLEASE DON'T DO THIS." I shouted as loud as I could. Good thing nobody was in the parking lot. I heard her whimper loudly. My eyes began to form tears at what I am seeing, I'm seeing Selena suffer.

"Harry I'm scared please someone help me. Hes coming after you Harry." she whispered softly letting her crying take over her. Who's coming for me. Who? I'll have to think through that later, I have to deal with Selena. I watched her cry on my lap. She was so innocent why does she have to suffer this.

"Selena please don't do this. All you need to do is believe as if you told me to believe." I begged to her. I closed my eyes praying that she would wake up. Lord why does Selena have to suffer this, she had done nothing. Don't do this to her but to me, transfor her sins to me please I'm the one who should suffer. I had lied to Selena too much and I want her to forgive me by letting me suffer. Selena has no right to do this. I opened my eyes finding Selena awake.

"Selena?" I said. She wiped the tears that were still fresh resting in her eyes. I smiled as I pulled her petite body close to me, giving her a hug.

"Haz it's so scary there. He warned me to stay away from you. If I didn't obey him he would come after you." she whispered gently. I stroke her red cheeks with my thumb. I let a tear fall down from my face.

"Selena who warned you." I asked. her eyes began to change coldly into fear and horror. her lips began quiver. I began to fear something behind her presences. I heard her mumble something under her breath but I couldn't make it out.

"God said he would never leave me, he left me in the dust and he took me. He told me that nobody loved me and that you would never ever love me or take me as a believer." she spoke sliently. I tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. 

"Selly God would never leave you, God chooses who he uses and he uses everyone. He wouldn't leave anybody in the dust, he wouldn't leave his creation behind." I truthfully said. She smiled a bit, I guess and calmed her senses down a bit but I know that she is still frightened.

"Haz....." she asked. Her eyes baring into my soul asking for kindness and truth. I looked down on her. She was so beautiful, a beautiful girl with a beautiful heart and soul. Selena.

"Who am I?" her petite voice rang. 

"You are Selena Marie Gomez. My best friend and the strongest person I know in my life. She never fears or give up on hard challenges in life. She is the girl who holds the key to me heart, life, mind and soul. But most importantly, my world." I claimed the truth. She smiled brightly at what I just described as her.



"Then who are you?" She asked again letting her voice ring once more. She sounded so much like an angel that has come to help me through life. I looked straight into her eyes. I leaned in, our faces inches apart. I looked up to her eyes and down to her lips. She did the same.

"I am your guardian Angel." I gave her a kiss which seems to be a passionate kiss.

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Hey guys, I hope you like the music that I had set up for this chapter and for you guys. This chapter really made me cry for goodness sake. I love you all and please for me to continue, I don't want to do this but is it possible to get this chapter up to 4 comments and up to 10 votes. Love you forever eternity

Kayla -kaylaerica16-

 

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