I just walked. Don't knowing where to go. I just walked through the streets of America. I tried to go home, but my parents will probably ask why i'm like this and where the boys are... But i don't want to explain it.
What do i have to explain actually?.... I don't even have a reason to tell why i'm... Well... Jealous..
I was walking and walking. When i suddenly felt 2 arms wrapped around my waist. I shot up and froze. I don't wanna get kidnapped... I felt a hot breath in my neck and got turned around quickly. My eyes widened and a little smile grew on my face.
'J-Justin.', i wrapped my arms around his neck and gave him a hug.
'What are you doing here, babe?'
'Walking away from all these weird things.'
'Why alone?.. Come with me. You don't need to stay here.'
I sighed and slowly nodded. I was happy that Justin was here. And i didn't wanna leave him now so i just followed him to his house.
'Where is Niall? Or the other boys?'
I shrugged my shoulders and plopped on the couch. I didn't know how to act. Still thinking about Harry and Teddy... Why actually?.. I've Niall and Harry has his own life. I always said he had to have a girlfriend. Why am i jealous than?!...
'Probably still in the pub..'
'Why didn't they go with you?'
'I said they could stay there. Well, to Niall.. Harry and Teddy weren't even with me..', i mumbled the last part.
I sighed and looked to my hands. Feeling more jealous to think about 'the scene' again..
'In the corner.... Kissing...'
Justin chuckled and sat next to me.
'Why is that funny?', i asked and looked up with a confused look. He shrugged his shoulders and bit his nail but wasn't nervous. It was just like..... How do i need to say it? Well... Just biting..
'I don't know. What's the problem actually?'
'I don't know, Justin... I feel like i'm.... I don't-'
'Jealous?', he interruped me. I looked confused and slowly nodded.
'You're not the only one that's jealous here..'
'W-What?.. Y-you like Ted-'
'No-no... Hillary... Are you blind or something?... I'm jealous of someone that is with a good mate.. That girl sits next to me. Now!...'
I froze. Justin liked me?... Why didn't i notice that?..
'I like you, Hillary.. A lot.... I wrote my last-new song for you. I was singing about you. For you.'
'W-what... I... I'm speechless..'
'I'm sorry. I just needed to say it, Hillary.'
I sighed and finally looked to my hands. Not looking to Justin that deeply looked into my eyes.
'But i just want to be friends. I mean, you've Niall.'
'Y-yeah... I've Niall.... But that's why i'm asking myself why i'm jealous too...'
I was thinking hard now. A lot... Why is this happening to me?... My 3 best friends...
Niall is my boyfriend,
Harry loved me, but probably now loves Teddy..
And Justin... Justin was one of my best friends already and he loves me..
What do i need to do?... I still love Niall. Most of all the boys i've ever seen or met. But why this than?...
'Do you wanna drink something?..', Justin asked avoiding our awkward silence. I looked up to him and nodded.
'Suprise me.', 'Something with alcohol.', i directly added. Justin looked confused and sat down next to me again.
'Are-are you sure about that?', he asked and looked to my belly for a brief moment. I sighed and nodded.
'Yes. I'm sure.', i don't know why but i wanted it. Now. I don't want to get troubles, and i can't say i don't want to be drunk. If i began, i'll probably just end up drunk or tipsy.
'Hillary, i don't think- i mean.. The baby..'
'Justin. Please. One time. I promise i'll never get drunk after i'm done with this. I swear.'
He sighed and than stood up. I smiled weakly and laid my phone on the little table in front of the couch.
I know i'll do really wrong. But i'm not gonna force Hillary to not drink. It's bad. Really bad, if she gets drunk. But she swore it... I sighed and took 2 glasses. I took the bottle and filled it with the drink. I began with something that wasn't with so much alcohol. I didn't want to get her drunk.
'Thanks.', she smiled when i gave her-her drink. I smiled and sat next to her. I put the tv on and talked or watched with Hillary. I looked to her when she directly drank the alcohol in one minute. My eyes widened and i couldn't stop her now. She stayed whining and got closer and closer to me. I loved the way she got closer to me, but i didn't like the way she began to be tipsy. Which leaded to be drunk...
Hillary and i were already tispy. Yeah, me too. I couldn't resist it anymore. We laughed by the stupidest things ever. And talked a lot. The tv was already off and Hillary laid in my arms. I didn't thought about other things around me or in the world. I only thought about Hillary. Thought about Us.
She laid her head on my chest, and i slowly drew little cirkels on her arms. Which made her shiver but she liked it. She giggled and looked up to me. Still with her chin on my chest.
'I.... I-i lovvvvvve youuu.', she jabbered and laid her hand on my cheek. I laughed lightly because of how she acted. I still knew she didn't meant it. Still, i didn't care. I loved it.
Heeeeeeey, sorry for Justin and Hillary part now :s :) Hope ya don't mind xxx