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Well, i was away this week, but here i am again !!!!! Hope that you don't mind that i'm back ;)
If it is, sorry but i'm staying :D Well, how are y'all ?...
Here another chappie for my lovely fans/readers/friends/(Directioner) sisters/.... :)
I watched telly now, and what i saw was not fun.... Niall and Hillary back together ?....
I sighed, and put the tv off. What now ?.. Texting her and asking how it is with her and Niall ?....
Ugh... That would be stupid. Than this way...
To; Hillaaaa xx
"So..... Congratulations with getting back together :) xx"
I waited a few seconds, and after a minute, i got a text back.
From; Hillaaaa xx
"Thank you ! Already know it ?.... Xx"
To; Hillaaaa xx
"Tv.. :/ xx"
From; Hillaaaa xx
"Ooh :)... xx"
I put my phone away, and laid on my bed. Having a love life that sucks, is....... Sucking....
Or how you say that. I unlocked my phone, and went on Twitter. Getting mentions for me, and sometimes me and Selena or Hillary, but i'll watch them later. Now i just watched tweets about Hillary and or Niall.
They're perfect together. Yeah, i've to admit that.
But still.... Niall is a great boy, he's cute, and everything what a girl needs. Hillary is cute, pretty, sweet, and everything what a boy needs. Why wouldn't they be together?!....
I sighed again, and saw that i had a text from 5 minutes ago. Didn't notice....
"Hey, Justinnn. How are you?... I'm bored... Can we meet somewhere or something?... Pls?... Xxx"
I sighed, and closed my eyes for a little while. I opened them again, and rubbed my eyes. What do i have to do?...
"I'm fine. And...... Sure..... I think..."
I better didn't send it, but i did... Stupid Justin!.... Stupid!....
"Yaay! ;) Ok. 20min in the park?.. Xx"
"See you than."
I sent it, and went to the bathroom. I grabbed other clothes and put them on. I did my hair good again, and let out a deep sigh. I f*cking don't know what my feelings are!..... Being in love with Hillary.... Or Selena?.....
But i still love Hillary more. Even if i don't get a chance with her.
'Where are you going?'
I heard someone ask. I turned around, and saw my mom standing in the doorway. I smiled weakly to her, and shrugged my shoulders.
'To the park.'
'Oh, cool. With who?'
'Oh.... Well, have fun... I think..'
'I don't think it'll be so fun. I'll tell ya how it went.'
I said and smiled a bit. She nodded and walked over to me.
'You're so big already...'
She said, and went with her hands over my cheeks. I smiled and wrapped my arms around her waist.
'I love you, mom.'
'I love you too, Justin. You're still my little boy. Even when you don't like that when i say that, and even when you're already 20.'
I smiled, and gave her a tight hug.
'I don't care what you say what i am, Mom. You can say whatever you want, i still love you. You're there for me whenever i need you, and that is what i call a good, great, perfect,.... Mother.'
She said, and gave me a kiss on my cheek. I laughed a bit, and pulled away a bit.
'Well, you better go. See you tonight?'
I said, and went out of the bathroom. I grabbed my jacket, and went to the park. I felt that people were looking at me, what i actually understand!....
I knew there will be paps when we're in the park, and they'll probably say rumours about Selena and me again. But yeah... That's normal, and i'm used on it so....
I heard a familiar voice almost scream. It wasn't a fan... I turned around and saw Selena walking to me. She looked beautiful. I think she did everything to look like this. Even when she's always pretty.
You see what i'm saying?... I don't know my feelings..
'How are you?'
She asked, and smiled.
'I'm fine. You?' I asked, and gave her an awkward hug. She replied, and wrapped her arms around my torso. It felt good, and i missed this actually...
I pulled away a bit, and smiled.
'I missed you..'
She said, and smiled too.
'I missed you too.'
I said, and went with her to a bench.
I heard familiar voices laugh, and sometimes scream....
I turned around, and saw Hillary and the boys laughing on the grass.
Selena asked when i looked a bit worried.
I said, and looked to Selena again. I smiled weakly, and tried to ignore the others.
Selena said, and probably saw Hillary and the boys too.
'J-Just ignore that...'
I stuttered and smiled weakly.
She said with a cold look. She's going to do something.... I know her longer than today to know that...
I think ya already saw that it's a bit of Justin story too. But don't worry !!!! The subject is still a Niall story. Hope you don't mind if Justin is in it too sometimes...