Hi, everyone !
So i'm writing this chappie on my phone because i'm at my friend's house. Sorry if they're some spell faults, and sorry for short chapter :)
I don't know if i can write much this week because i sleep like... Everywhere :D (my uncle's house, my friend's house, my grandmother's house) so yeah...
She said yes!! She's my girlfriend again!! I'm so happy!
I really thought she would've said no because of all my stupid things i did, but probably not!
I whispered to Hillary when we passed the fans by.
'Love you too, Niall.'
She whispered back, and gave me a smile when she turned around. We weren't walking hand-in-hand anymore because of the fans. We don't have to forget that Hillary is still "dating" Harry. Yeah... That problem... How do we have to do that ? We even didn't already confirmed that Hillary is pregnant.
Now that i think about it...
I looked to Hillary her tummy, and i wondered how it came that i still didn't saw something. She was just... A normal and perfect size she always had. How?...
We were now in the park, sitting on the grass. It was beautiful weather!! The sun was shining on Hillary and it made her prettier than she already was. I'm like the luckiest boy in the world now... I'm happy she gave me a chance again. I'll never do such a stupid idea again!!...
I lost her because of lying to fans. That's horrible. I really don't wanna lie anymore. Not to Hillary and not the fans.. But i think that the fans have to wait for a few days again..
'Gonna play football. Who else?'
Louis asked, and stood up. I shook my head, and took Hillary her hand. There weren't any fans here so why not?
'Since when do you not wanna play football, Niall?'
Harry asked, and looked with a confused look to me when he stood up.
'Since i still have a bit pain in my knee, and since i'm back with my princess, Hillary.'
I said smiling. I looked to Hillary that looked up to me from the grass. She smiled weakly to me, and went with her gaze to the grass again. I looke confused to her, but smiled to Harry and Louis that were nodding from my sentence.
'Okay. See ya two soon.'
They said, and went with Liam and Zayn a little bit further from us to play football/soccer.
'What's wrong, princess?'
I asked, and tried to look into Hillary her eyes.
'Yes there is something... I know that Hillary. I know you longer than today, and you're not with your minds on things that we say. What's wrong? Tell me..... Please?...'
'There is nothing wrong, Niall. Please. Just ignore that i'm not with my thoughts on you guys. It's something that-.... Nevermind.'
I sighed, and looked to my hands.
'Is... Is it because of me?... Did you just do this all because i loved you?...'
'Do you still wanna be-'
'No, i heard what you said. But do you think it's because of us that i'm like this?'
'Well.... Yeah... I just-... Because you don't care...'
'I do care!!... I still love you, and no i didn't do it because you loved me. I still love you, and the thing why i'm so depressed is not because of us. Don't worry.'
'About what than?...'
She got out of her. I looked into her eyes and saw that they were a bit with water. I sighed, and took her hand again.
'W-what about that?...'
'I'm.... I don't know, Niall... I'm scared... I don't wanna be pregnant... I don't, Niall... But i don't wanna have an abortion too...'
'I understand, princess. But you know... Having a little kid is always fun. No? You're so good with Luxy...'
'I know, Niall. But Lux isn't my child.... And i don't know...
But-.... My tummy doesn't get bigger... I'm not so sick like before anymore, and.... I wanna have a child with you... Not Harry...'
I sighed, and weakly nodded.
'It's hard for me too... Having a princess, and knowing that she has a child with one of my bandmates or just one of my mates... But.... Hillary... We'll get through this... I promise..'
She looked up again, and weakly nodddd, with a little smile. I gave her a wink, and kiss on the cheek.
'Do you wanna go to the doctor sometime?... Seeing how it is?...'
I nodded, and looked to the boys that were playing football. I smiled, and wrapped my arms around Hillary her shoulder. Leaning on the tree. This felt so good.
Even when she didn't feel as good as normal.