'What about Hillary?', Niall asked when the nurse was done talking about Niall and Hillary's mom.
We couldn't call her because she had her phone off. She got called a lot because of Hillary's fans so she couldn't resist it anymore and put her phone off.
'Uuhm... She'll still be awake at sunday normally..'
4 days until she'll hopefully wake up... 3 days until the boys and i need to leave.
Well, Niall and Hillary's mom will stay here. But still... Like i already said, i wanna be with her too. Weird to say, but she still has my child in her. I wanna know what will happen too. I hope the doctors will care for them both. If their happens something i swear-
'Thanks.', everyone said to the nurse, breaking my thoughts.
Hillary's mom burst out in many tears, which made me stood up and walk over to her, to give her a tight hug. She wrapped her arms around me and cried on my shoulder. I slowly calmed her down and sat next to her on the little couch that stood in Niall's room. Maybe it was weird because i calmed her down, but Niall couldn't do it and the others were busy with their thoughts. Hillary's mom is just like a second mom for me. I swear...
'I'm sorry for your clothes.', she lightly chuckled and tried to wipe some tears away. I shrugged my shoulders and shook my head.
'No problem, Veronica.'
She weakly smiled and sighed. I felt so bad for her. For her, Niall, the boys, Hillary, and the child that isn't even alive now... Which probably fast will turn to it can live. I don't know, but it will probably be not long anymore that i still can show my love to Hillary. If i show her how i love the child and if i show her i talk a lot about her to our child, she'll hopefully understand i still love her as before.
Even if it's not gonna happen a lot. I just want that she knows it.
'Boys, if you want, you can leave.', Niall said. I watched the clock on my phone and saw it was already 5pm. We actually already had to leave a few hours ago. Everyone stood up and gave a hug to Niall and Veronica. Veronica would stay over this night. I'm already glad that Niall could go out of the hospital tomorrow. I know it's not fun for him.
Well, for nobody actually.
Still didn't see Hillary, and i feel more confused or bad.
We went into the cab and drove to Hillary's house. Veronica trusted us, which was not bad because what could we do? In this situation, we're not gonna do wrong things. Just sit on the couch or at Hillary's room, bored as hell.
I decided to go on Twitter again and tweet something. It'll be more confusing for the fans, or just for everyone but it's maybe gonna be a bit better if i do it.
Hey, guys. Just wanna let you all know that Hillary is fine. Well we hope :/ We will give you all more advice when we know more! Lots of love from us all and don't forget to pray for her! :) .x H
I tweeted it and put my phone away. I was tired from all the stress, or just from everything that already happened.
I hope it's gonna be alright. Just like before.
And i swear, i'm tired from all what happens in life.... :(
I'm so sorry for all the bad chapters but i really don't feel good the last time. I know why, but i'm not gonna give you my stupid or just weird reasons... So i love y'all and thanks if you still understand it a bit :/ :) xxxxx <333