The doctor was good actually. He said everything would be alright with it, and it's just a late reaction or something. It's sad that Harry couldn't come. He went to somewhere with an old friend. I don't know. His words..
Niall and i decided to go to Starbucks here, and searched a place to sit and order. I smiled weakly, and looked to my hands.
'Doctor went good. Happy?'
I shrugged my shoulders, and looked to my hands.
'I don't know. You look so... Down and not happy with what he said.', i sighed and looked to my hands.
'Niall, i'm to young to have a little kid..... I mean, you guys are so relaxed on it, and you don't even care what i think. I'm like thinking about it everyday to what will happen!... And-'
'Here your drinks.', the waitress said and smiled. I smiled and thanked her just like Niall did. She went away, and i wrapped my hands around the mug to take a sip of my coffee.
I looked up to Niall, and said nothing for a while.
'I'm not ready for it.. Look, we can't protect the baby that much. I mean, you're to busy with the band, and i'm to busy with my sing-carreer too.'
Niall let out a small sigh, and looked to his hands.
'Lou can handle Lux good too. If Lou can, you can do too.'
'But Lou has Tom!... Tom is not that busy like y'all.'
Niall sighed, and looked up to me.
'You still can..'
My eyes widened, and i slowly shook my head.
'No, Niall... I can't do that..'
'But you don't want a baby!.. You say that we're to busy to care for the baby.'
'But that's like killing a person!... I don't want to kill a little baby.'
Niall shook his head too and looked around.
'I don't want it too. But if you don't want it, i don't care...'
Since when does Niall this? He loves baby's, and especially people. He'd never do this.
'I know it's weird. But as long as you are happy, i am. I don't want that you're still so mad or sad to have a baby. And now it's your chance... But you probably need to talk to Harry about it too.'
Damn it... Harry... Well, i don't want to kill it. I'm not ready for that too. Even if i don't want it, everyone will still be alive!...
I looked around, and smiled to some people that walked by. Many girls saw us and were almost screaming, but there was always someone that kept them calm and they didn't come into the shop. Luckily. I just want to relax here a bit now. I'm sooo excited for tomorrow!!... I'm pretty tired actually, so i think i'll go to bed early tonight. We need to be ready at 10am tomorrow for the rehearsals, and the rest of the day will be getting ready. I don't care i'll be to busy now. I actually love it.
Sitting on the couch, and doing nothing is toooo boring.
'Hey, guys.', Niall said when we arrived at the lobby. The boys were all sitting on the couch here. I smiled and waved to them, sitting next to Harry.
'How was it?'
He asked and looked to me.
'Late reaction, everything is alright.'
Harry nodded and talked with Louis about some stuff. Nothing to care about actually.
Niall sat next to Liam, and explained everything what the doctor said. I looked around and saw Zayn looking to me. I smiled weakly, and got a big smile back. His smile is so cute, no?
But Niall's smile is cute-r.
After a few minutes, we decided to go to our rooms and take a shower, maybe to go to the pool when we're ready. I grabbed my clothes when Niall was into the shower, and took my phone because i had a message. Teddy!
From; Ted. xx
"Omfg !!... Baby, i miss youuuuu i can't wait to see ya in a month or 2 back!!! Man, i've been thinking about you for this whole time. I F*CKING WANNA SEE YOU. Can we go on Skype 2night ?!.... PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAASE ?!.... Give a big-big hug to the boys and especially to Nialler and Hazza ^_^ :D Haha, love ya and see ya sooooooon xxx <3333"
I smiled and pressed on the reply button.
To; Ted. xx
"Oooohn... Miss ya too, hun. I can't wait too !!!... It'll beeeee... In 2 months :( :'( But that will pass very fast by !!... Ofcourse i can. I need to shower now, and the boys and i will go swimming !! :D Than i'll text u when i'm back, 'kay? Lofyu222222222222 see ya 2night !! And i will give them a huge hug ! :) xxxxxx <33333333333333333"
I sent it, and went to the little bathroom after Niall. I took a shower, and put on my bikini to go down with Niall than.
I love swimming !! Especially with the boys. Always fun!!..