My phone was annoying me like mad when it went on for the 10th time. Someone is trying to sleep!
I groaned loudly and turned around in the bed to take my phone from the ground, since i didn't have a night table in the bus. It wasn't my alarm but i already had 5 calls & 5 messages. All from Harry. What's wrong with him?
It was only 8am.
From; Hazzzzz x
"Hill, where are you ? :(", "Hillary?", "Hilllllllllllllllll...", "I need to go in 2 hours :( please. You promised to pass by with Jace :( :'(", "WAKE UP, BABE."
My eyes widened and i hurried out of the room. I forgot to set my alarm yesterday to wake up. He luckily would still be here an hour now.
I directly opened my closed and took a simple outfit out of it. I gave everyone a hug who was in the "living room" and took Jace in my arms when i told everyone i'd go to Harry.
'Don't forget to be here tonight at seven.', i nodded and went to the bedrooms again to brush my teeth and hair. When i was done with my morning routine, i quickly took my purse and phone again and said goodbye to everyone. Jace sometimes giggled and i didn't know why but it was adorable. I went out of the bus and looked around, should i call a cab or just walk..
Many fans were screaming my name and crying. Which made me realize i better took a cab.
'I'll drive you, Hillary.', i turned around and saw Chris standing behind me, someone from the crew also. I thanked him and we both went to his car that stood a few miles away.
He opened my door and stepped into the car when i thanked him again.
We drove to the address that Harry sent me and arrived at a huge building. Didn't shocked me actually.
I gave Chris a hug and went out of the car.
'Hillary, do i need to come pick you up again or ?'
I shook my head and took Jace out of the car seat. I said goodbye and walked into the building that i would probably get lost in..
'Mrs. Star! Glad to see you here!'
I turned around and saw Simon walking over to me. My eyes widened and i directly got pulled into a hug.
'Simon! Didn't know i would get to see you.'
'You did! The boys are recording at floor 20.'
I swallowed and nodded than.
So high... This building is HUGE. Like i already said.
'Do i need to come with you or can you go alone?'
'It's fine.' He nodded and left again.
Simon got sweeter by the time i didn't see him. I chuckled by my thoughts and went to the elevator.
I pressed on the 20th floor button and took my phone.
To; Hazzzzz x
"On my way x #elevator"
I put my phone away and sighed closing my eyes a bit. I just realized that i'll see Niall in like probably 3 minutes...
Before i realized it, the door went open. I walked out of it and many people were running around.
Busy, busy, busy people.
I tried to walk through them but i just got pulled to different sides.
After like 5 minutes, i finally got through all the people and heard voices sing.
It can be them, or someone else but i don't think there would be 2 boybands singing right now, at the same time.
Besides, i know those voices.
I smiled brightly when i saw the door with One Direction on it.
Man, it had to be like 1 hour until i was here...
I opened the door and heard their voices better. Someone from the studio turned around and directly smiled at me.
'Hillary! Nice to see you! They only need to do one more song and they're ready.'
She whispered smiling and took my into a hug.
We pulled back and i looked over to the boys, seeing them sing like angels.
Which is always like that.
I scanned every boy and my heart just broke into pieces, seeing Niall singing with his eyes closed and it felt like he was telling a story.
They were singing You And I.
Oh how i love that song..
When they ended it, they directly began with Strong but now their eyes opened and everyone but Niall looked happy, to probably see me.
Niall was more shocked and it was like he didn't want me here.
I directly felt unconfortable and i wanted to leave but i promised to pass by.
The woman of the crew already was playing with Jace on a couch while i was staring at Niall and he at me. Emotionless.
When they ended the song everyone ran out of the studio and comforted me in a hug which made me laugh so hard. They also almost killed me but it was alright.
'We missed you so much, Hillary!'
Liam said, getting lots of nods by Louis & Zayn too.
Harry already saw me yesterday and Niall...
Well yeah, he probably didn't think about me.
3/5 ran to Jace and began to play with him.
Harry, Niall and i awkwardly stood here, saying nothing to each other.
I felt eyes burning on me and i held my head up seeing Harry looking at me.
'I'll leave you two alone..'
He went to the others also.
I regret coming to here now...
'We need to talk.'
My head shot up again and met Niall's beautiful, ocean, gorgeous, blue eyes...
I nodded weakly and followed him outside.
'Better somewhere else.'
He chuckled nervously. I said nothing and followed him to where he was walking.
We finally sat down on a bench were nobody was at a window and he sighed lightly.
'I think i better start talking...'
I looked confused for a brief moment but just listened than.
'I'm sorry... For everything i've ever done bad to you...
None of us both actually did something wrong, but i still feel quilty 'cause i didn't call or text you... I was feeling bad and i wasn't myself for those days and weeks i didn't see or hear you. I've always loved you, Hillary... From the first day i met you. & i'm gonna say that i'll still love you to the last day we'll see each other. And trust me, i hope that-that last day will not be a 'goodbye' but a 'see you soon' one...'
Ya know, i wanted to cry now... Just right now.
I wanted to pull Niall into a hug but than not because i found it to fast.
But what? He still loves me so he wouldn't pull away, right?
Need to admit, i still love him also.
But what i've never realized before...
This wasn't our first break up...
This isn't the first time we had to talk it out.
I'm happy that we always do, but i'm just scared that if we go together again, there will come another break up and than another and another...
I don't want that...
'I'm sorry for everything, Hillary. I know you can't forget everything but just forgive?'
I sighed and closed my eyes for a few seconds.
He whispered. I opened my eyes again and saw him looking down. Something dropped on his pants when he held his head in his hands.
I looked confused but stopped when i realized he was crying.
Good one, Hillary, seriously.
'N-Niall... Stop crying... Please...'
I rubbed his back and sat closer to him. He shook his head and shrugged his shoulders.
'I shouldn't been crying right now..'
'It doesn't matter, Niall..'
'It does! But what really matters to me is if you love me or not! But you probably don't!'
He stood up and walked away.
'Wait ! Niall! What?!'
I stopped him by pulling on his arm and stood in front of him.
'Hillary, i know you don't love me anymore as much as i love you. And i understand.. After all those times we broke up.. I know it's enough..'
'Niall.. I still love you... A lot... A lot more than you think but i just needed to think..'
'Yes! Yes Niall.. I missed you so so much.'
He took me into a hug and i felt him smiling. I smiled also and took him in a tighter grip.
'I love you so much, Hillary.'
'I love you too, Niall... Never forget... Love will remember.'