'Babe... I've bad news..', Niall said coming into the hospital room. I was getting so tired of laying here and doing nothing! But the doctor said it would be in 1,2 or 3 days until the baby will come and i've to admit... I FEEL IT!.. My belly had hurted the whole night so i couldn't sleep. I'm so tired but i can't. It doesn't stop.
'What is it?'
'I need to go back to London....', Niall said looking to his shoes, standing a bit away of my bed.
'W-what?...', 'I need t-'
'No!-No!... I heard what you said... But right now?...', Niall shrugged his shoulders and nodded.
'Liam called... The boys and i need to talk about a few things and i really need to be there.'
'Niall, right now that i need you?!... I'm f*cking laying here in pain, while you just need to go back to London while i'll probably get this kid out of me in a few days!'
'I'm sorry, Hillary!.... I can't ignore it and i really wanna stay here. I know you need me and the others but-'
'One Direction is more important..', I mumbled interrupting Niall's sentence.
'What? No! Ofcourse not. Why do you think that?', he says and walks over to me, sitting on the bed.
'One Direction is more important than me. Your girlfriend that is gonna have a kid in less than 2 days or so.'
'What no. Hillary, don't think that! I swear! You're my everything. If i need to be honest, i love you more than One Direction. I'd give everything up for you. But this is just really important and-'
'Niall. I understand. Just... Just go... I'll call when everything is fine with the baby.'
I almost snapped, looking away from Niall. He sighed and stood up. I can't believe he is really gonna do this.
'I'm really sorry...', he whispered and came closer to give me a kiss. He tried to kiss on my lips, but i turned away. He let out a sigh again and kissed my forehead.
If i was in the mood, i really would just hug him so tightly and kiss him until he really needs to go. But i'm not. So i just crossed my arms and didn't realize that there was a tear escaping from my eye. Was it because i had really much pain and couldn't handle it anymore, or because Niall is leaving?... I directly wiped the tear away but felt others forming in my eyes. I groaned and just let them stream. I couldn't handle this on my own. I only have my parents but they didn't even come visit these past few days... I closed my eyes and sobbed.
'SUPRISSSssss.... Huh? What's wrong?!', i heard a familiar voice ask, coming closer. I didn't even wanna look up, but i still did.
'J-Justin?!', i said and a little smile placed on my face.
'W-what are you doing here?', i asked when he sat down on the bed next to me. I wiped my tears away again and smiled weakly to Justin. It's already 4pm and i've been crying for like 3 hours now...
'I wanted to visit you so i could see you, but this isn't what i wanted to see...'
'I'm sorry.. Just something-'
'Tell me.', he said interrupting me.
'Niall left... He's going to London.'
'Right now?! Now you're in a f*cking time you'll have a kid and need him?'
'I know...', i said looking to my hands. I forgot this... I still have Justin. He's not leaving because he lives here. Why did i even need to move to America? London/England was my place. My home. Now i need to live with America, which i love but it's just not my place to be.
'I feel so sorry for you. Come here.', he says, pulling me into a tight hug. I smiled and wrapped my arms around his torso. I missed this. A tight hug from a good friend. Teddy still didn't come because she has a lot of tests and needs to stay at school. She's probably only having fun with friends and than has tests. Which i find not bad. She has to live and i don't need to say what she has to do. I only want her to talk and have fun like when we were young. But now i'll have a kid... Everything is gonna change...
'Thanks Justin... Thanks for being here for me.'
'You're welcome, Hillary. I love you, you know that.', he smiled and gave me a kiss on my forehead. I'm happy that we just leave our mistake behind us.. All our mistakes. People can say what they want, but Justin is still the boy from the "Baby" video. Still that character and still the looks. He only hides it. He's growing up, like everyone needs to do. Justin may do some bad things sometimes, but he still cares and still has a good side. Some people don't even know him good to know all this about him. They don't have to judge while they don't even know the real him.
'Now wipe your little tear away and give me a real smile. None fake smiles.', he said. Instead of i wiping my tears away, he did and smiled.
'I've no reason to give a real smile anymore, Justin..', i mumbled looking to my hands again. I could see he frowned and shook his head.
'Na-ah. I know you can. You just don't want it.', he said and took my hand. I sighed and shrugged my shoulders.
'Don't be a little baby now, or do i need to carry you to your crib?'
'I don't think you'll be able to carry me now.', i chuckled.
'I don't care. I'm not a twat.', he said and showed his muscles. I laughed and nodded.
'You see. I know you would laugh.'
'Because you made me.', 'Than i did my job good.', he said and winked. I nodded and took my phone.
'How long are you gonna stay?...', i asked scared, to maybe hear he'll leave soon.
'As long as you want.', he said and shrugged his shoulders like it was nothing. I smiled and nodded.
'I've nothing to do so why not stay with the best girl ever?', he winked. I rolled my eyes, going on Twitter. Many mentions and people asking how i was. I wanted to thank them all for their support. I can by just tweeting it, what i'm gonna do. But i just want to thank them in person and meet them, like i always wanted.
Hillary Star @Hilla_Star
Thank you all so-so much for all the support <3 I appreciate that so much. Lots of hugs & kisses to all of you ! <3 xx
I sent it and looked up to Justin. He chuckled while doing something on his phone. I frowned but shrugged my shoulders, looking through my mentions and replying or RT'ing some Tweets.
I got interruped by a text. I clicked on it and sighed.
'Nothing..', i said looking up to Justin and smiling weakly. He frowned but just shrugged his shoulders.
From: Nialler <3
"I'm so so so so soooooo sorry... :( I'll come back a.s.a.p.!! Just when i'm done here.. Love you <3"
I replied and i wanted to cry again. Again; pain and Niall...
To; Nialler <3
"It's fine... I think.... I know that 1D is important for you & the fans & all that so i understand you. I'm just missing you already & i can't help it :'( <3 <3 LoveYou2"
From: Nialler <3
"I miss you A LOT too... Just think about other things and i'll be with you before you know it :) <3 <3 <3 <3 xxx"
I smiled weakly and laid my phone next to me, seeing Justin looking to me..
'How long have you been staring?'
'I don't know. Two minutes or something.', he said and shrugged his shoulders. I chuckled, rolling my eyes. What he than said, was a bit shocking...
'I love you, Hillary. Don't forget that. That night, when we kissed... It was the best of my life. I still remember it and i feel sorry for it. But i liked it and i can't help that..'