Through our break, i took my phone out when i sat next to Niall on the couch.
We were practicing for the concert tonight. Just a little one. Niall has been quiet for a while, while he's normally always so hyper and is crazy on stage. I hope he does it better tonight. I don't wanna see rumours on Twitter or other media things about us again.
I went on Twitter and looked through my timeline seeing a lot of hashtags about Hillary and one of us.
'Hillary is coming to London.', he directly shot up looking at my phone seeing her tweet from the view she had.
'Niall, stay calm. Don't ruin it and you need to talk to her someday.', Louis came in the fitting room. Niall sighed and went with his hands through his hair.
'Louis is right, Niall...'
'You all don't know how i feel about this! You don't even know the half of the story!', Niall almost screamed and ran out of the room. Louis sighed and sat next to me.
'Louis, who says she actually comes over to here? She'll probably do other things and not come for us.'
'We will see. Just call her than. Or text her. You haven't let something hear of you for a while also.'
I nodded and went on her profile. I actually hope she'll come. I wanna see her. And Jace.
I mean, i've the right to see him, right? He's my son.
I put my phone away when Paul came into the room, telling us we had to go rehears again.
We stood up and followed him.
'Where's Niall?', we all looked around and shrugged our shoulders.
'Uuhm.. He kind of ran away after we said something about Hillary.'
'That boy never stops thinking about her.', Paul groaned walking away.
'Ofcourse he doesn't... She's the love of his life.', Liam sighed lightly. I sat down on the ground waiting to start when i was singing lightly in the microphone.
"Don't let me.. Don't let me go.."
'Since when do you sing that song again?'
My head shot up to Zayn. I shook my head and looked to my hands.
I've been having that song in my head for like ages because of someone i miss.... That i didn't want to let go. But i did.. We let each other go....
Now she likes one of my best mates...
'Niall! You have to!', Paul came in with Niall hanging over his shoulder. I sighed and stood up walking to him.
'Niall, calm down. Sorry about earlier. Yes, we don't know what happened exactly but we wanna help you.', Niall sighed, slowly nodding. I smiled weakly and pulled him to the middle of the stage.
'Finally. Everyone ready?'
We nodded and began to rehears. I could tell that no one actually wanted it.
Zayn missed Perrie while she's on her own Tour, Louis missed Eleanor, Liam was actually happy because he could spend the time with Sophia, Niall was broken because of Hillary and i was deeply in love with her also but she doesn't love me back the way i do.
It's all pretty confusing... And hard.
I tried my best, and i promised myself to be happy on stage tonight. It's not fun for the fans that waited for so long to go to our concert that see us all down. I'll try my best, even when it's hard and even when it hurts.