It's been 2 months since it's good with Niall again. Yes, i still remember that day 'cause it's the day i promised myself to never ever give up on him again. I don't wanna leave him anymore. Never.
Jace has been very good, just like his mother. We're both doing amazing. Better than ever actually.
The boys are back in London and i'm back in America which is something sad but i'm trying to get through it.
People (aka my fans) are supporting me a lot and also fans of One Direction on Twitter or just when i meet them in person. That makes me really happy. Jace can say a lot more words and i'm really working on everything, which means i'm busy with concerts, singing, meetings and i'm helping Jace getting bigger. If you can say it like that.
I'm writing on new songs with Jessie J, Demi Lovato or Katy Perry. They're all amazing at singing and also very sweet!
'Mommy!', Jace clapped his hands. I turned my head to him and saw him standing up. I laughed and clapped loudly also. I cheered and got him into my arms.
'Good boy!', he giggled and gave me a little kiss on the cheek.
'Morning sweathearts.', i turned around and saw my mom walking down from the downstairs, behind her my dad.
'Goodmorning.', i smiled and gave them a hug with Jace between us.
'Jace stood up on his own.', i chuckled. My parents looked shocked and gave Jace a huge hug, trying not to "kill" him. I laughed and sat down on the couch again. It's friday now and i need to do a concert at monday. I'm so excited 'cause it's not really a concert that i'm used to. It's with a HUGE crowd and i'm already nervous...
Also! Jace will be one in like a week and my mom wants to go somewhere special even though i told her it didn't need to be big 'cause he's still young. The boys promised me to be here when it's his birthday and i'm counting on them. They're not busy so why wouldn't they have time?
Besides, Harry is his dad and Niall also acts like a father for Jace. The other lads are more his uncle and i'm really glad to say that.
'So how are you and what are you gonna do today?', my mom asked when she put Jace on her lap and sat beside me.
'There's a football match this after noon, i'm gonna go watch it if that's alright.', we looked up to my dad and shrugged our shoulders.
'As long as you're not gonna drink a lot.', he shook his head and went upstairs.
'Now to you again, 'cause i actually asked you.', mom laughed and put Jace on the ground when he wanted to play.
'Uhm, i don't know. I wanted to go to the city with you if you want. I wouldn't know something else and i wanna go outside.', she directly nodded and stood up.
'When do you wanna leave?', i asked her if we could now which she gladly "accepted".
'I'll just change my clothes so we can leave.'
'I'll wait in the car with Jace.', she nodded and went upstairs also. I looked outside and noticed it wasn't that cold. The sun shined through the curtains and i already felt the warmth on me.
I smiled and took the keys from the table. Jace followed me to the door and than sat down again. He was like a dog that followed me or something. I laughed a bit to hard and took him into my arms.
'Don't wanna walk, little boy?', he shook his head quickly and wrapped his arms around my neck. I rolled my eyes and went outside, leaving the door open for my mom. I opened the car doors and put Jace in his seat.
'I'm ready.', i turned around and saw my mom running to the car. I smiled and stepped in also.
We left to the city and a few minutes later, fans already noticed were i was.
I groaned lightly which made my mom chuckle.
'I love the fans and i can't live without him, they also support me a lot, but they sometimes just need to leave me. I want some time with my family and i just want some privacy.', i sighed.
'I know, sweety. But that's how fans are. You need to take this with your life what you live now.'
I nodded lightly and looked outside. Even though i sometimes wanted to be alone & that i wanted privacy, it was pretty cute how they acted.
After a few minutes, we arrived at the city and stepped out of the car. I took Jace in my arms since it's unsave for him with all the fans.
And after all, it went better when we walked through the streets. People were being nice and when they wanted a picture they didn't push us away like crazy but just asked it. Yeah, ofcourse some were screaming and freaking out but i understood that. I also got a lot of compliments about Jace and that made me smile a lot. None of them even asked things about the boys or something.
So shopping went good. My mom ofcourse bought things for Jace since she loves to buy stuff for him. She also bought shoes for me but than stopped because i didn't want other things from her.
It was sweet but she doesn't need to spend that much money now.
Paps came also when we stopped at Starbucks. Than it all began. Sorry to say but i do hate paps. They're like animals that fight for food. And i'm the food because they want so much pictures. I noticed that my mom got annoyed also and Jace was scared. So we decided to leave and go back home.
'It was a fun day. Not with the paps but with the other things.', i agreed with her and took my phone out of my pocket. It was already 5pm and Jace fell alseep when i turned around. I took a picture of him and put it on Twitter.
Hillary Star @Hilla_Star
Fun day at the city! Little Jace is a bit tired now ;) xx also loved to meet some of you :*
I checked my messages since i had 20 and saw some of the boys, than Teddy and some other people from the crew including Allison.
I answered them all and put my phone away again.
'It was an amazing day with you again, Hillary. I loved to be with you. I'm glad when we have times together since you're pretty busy.', i smiled and hugged my mom when we went out of the car.
'I also loved it mom. I miss you when i'm busy. Love you.', 'Love you too, sweety.'
And i mean it. People were actually pretty rude when Harry's grandma died. Fans didn't leave him when he walked through them. I know, fans (like me) that has never met him before want a picture with him but ask him than and don't push or just like almost kill him.
He wants some privacy and it's rude when you don't even think about the fact that he lost someone important in his family. Someone that supported him at the X-Factor also. :'(
I feel so bad for him & i hope other people do too. #RIPNannyS