"Rose! Dinner is ready!" My mom calls up the stairs jonking me out of my music.
"Coming!" I call back placing my guitar back on it's stand and racing down the stairs for the food. Mom is such a good cook. Like it's not even a joke. Hopefully we have mac and cheese tonight. Mac and cheese is probably the best food on the face of the planet. I thank the person who invented such a beautiful dish. Sorry. Got carried away a little bit.
"What's for dinner?" I ask my mom.
"Burgers." She states plainly.
"Inside out ones?"
"I. Love. You." I hug her so tight. Inside out burgers are the best. Next to mac and cheese of course. Inside out burgers are regular burgers but the cheese is inside the burger. I know. Amazing. I'm obsessed with food if you haven't noticed and I don't plan on changing. Sometimes when I'm not depressed I'm like, That awkward moment when everybody's in a relationship and I'm just like I love food. Like seriously. I'm not that bad! I laugh to myself and dig into my burger.
I'm back in my room and listening to music. By the way, when we're more into the story you'll see that I listen to music like all the time and my parents always get annoyed because whenever I'm mad, I put my earphones in and forget the world and it drives my parents crazy.
I wish I could have more courage to talk to boys. But at the same time I know that if I did have the courage to talk to them, they wouldn't talk back to me. They would probably walk away laughing like a hyena. Some people wonder how I stay positive even though the people that are around me most of the time hate me. It's really simple, actually. I just don't let myself dwell on what happened that day. Like once I leave school, I'm not allowed to think about the bullying. Only the good things. Like a good test grade, or a smile, or something like that. That's how it becomes a little easier. Of course Danny helps, and I love him so much. Like a brother. I promise.
I climb into my bed, and turn off the lights trying to drift to my dreams where I have a boyfriend who stands up for me, and loves me for who I am.
Hi guys, I know this chapter was short but there will be more very shortly. Maybe even today. As always, I love all of my readers and if any of you guys need any help with anything, just message me and I will listen. It could be anything. I'm always here for you and you guys are amazing. I love you!