9. ~Chapter 8~
I wake up and there is beeping next to me. "What the fuck?" I ask, opening my eyes. "You decided to take pills? What were you thinking?" Zayn scolds and I just look around. "Diana!" He says and I look at him. "What the fuck are you doing here?" I ask and he walks over. "I was worried about you." He says and I roll my eyes. "Oh whatever." I say and he sighs. "Why did you walk out, the other morning?" He asks and I laugh. "Why wouldn't have I?" I ask and he just looks at me, confusion clear on his face. "Why did you? You could have stayed and I could have taken you home." He says and I roll my eyes. "I think you have done enough." I say and he sighs. "That's just it, I don't know what I did." He says and I sigh. "Think about that night and then when you woke up." I say, biting the inside of my lip. "Yeah, I took you up to my room and laid you down and then I laid down next to you and we went to sleep." He says and I roll my eyes. "Stop lying, you took me up to your room and then when I went to sleep, you took advantage of me." I say and he just stares at me. "Why would I ever do that?" He asks and I shrug. "You tell me." I say and he sighs. "I would never do that to you." He says and I roll my eyes. "To you, I am just another high school that you can manipulate and get into her pants." I say, my eyes watering. "I would do that to any other girl, yes but you-you are different!" He exclaims and I laugh. "That's rich, what else are you going to tell me? I'm beautiful, i'm the only girl for you? Or, i'm perfect, oh that's a good one!" I say, tears streaming down my face now. "Diana, you don't see it but you are all of those things!" He says and I just laugh bitterly. "You barely know me." I say and he shrugs. "Instant connection." He says and I roll my eyes. "I barely know you and I am not going to get my heartbroken because of some horny college boy who is looking for a booty call." I say and he looks at the ground. "I am in love with you." He whispers and I just shake my head. "No, you aren't, no one loves me." I say and he looks at me. "But me." He says and I roll my eyes. "No." I say and he punches the wall, making a huge hole and making his hand bleed in the process. "DAMN IT DIANA MCKINLEY! I LOVE YOU, I SAW YOU AND MY STOMACH HAD BUTTERFLIES!! You are perfect, you don't care what people say and it's amazing." He says and I roll my eyes. "If only it were true." I whisper, looking at him. He was crying too and his hand is bleeding on the tile floor. "You don't know how scared I am because I love you so much." He whispers, his eyes boring holes into the floor. "Just get out." I say and he looks at me. I have to look away because of how intense his eyes are. "I don't know what I can say to make you believe me. Diana, I understand you don't trust anybody because they are all assholes but I am one person that you should trust, I would never lie to you or hurt you because it will only hurt me more." He says and with that, he leaves. As soon as he leaves I start crying, about everything. I cry myself to sleep that night.
Hey my lovelies! I hope you liked this chapter ;) man, Zayn just poured his heart out and she basically just stepped on it... Things will hopefully get better -1D's Diana and 5SOS' Kangaroo and Lou's Carrot;)