8 years ago
"Mommy please don't leave me" I cried hard on her bed. The Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia (blood cancer in adult) has taken over most of her body and she is currently on her last moments. "I won't baby girl, I will always be in your heart" she assured me. I couldn't bear to see her hurting like this. The heart monitor started to beep slower and slower. Right before she was officially gone I heard her whisper one last thing "I love you baby girl" and that was it.
A loud continuous beeping noise pointed out that she was gone. My best friend left me on earth to suffer by myself. I know she couldn't help it but I wish it was me. She didn't deserve what happened to her.
I sat next to my mothers body even though she wasn't there. I couldn't leave her just yet. As the seconds change into minutes I just sat there. I didn't care about the things around me. My mother is never going to come back. I never got one last hug or kiss. I am never going to hear her voice again. I am never going to have my mother walk me down the isle. I am never going to have my mother tell me about my period or the special white dress I pick is beautiful. I never going to have my mommy again.
As the tears pour down my face the doctor comes in "I am so sorry about you lost Charlie." I looked up at him and nodded. I couldn't find my voice. The doctor started to put a white sheet over her. No, my mom cannot be gone. "NO NO" I started screaming. She can't be gone, this is all a dream. Wake up Charlie. Please Charlie just wake up then everything is going to be perfectly fine. But I can't, she is gone and something inside me is now gone too. Nothing is going to be the same.
I was drained from all emotions. I was tired of crying and thinking of all the negative things of my mom being gone. I finally lelf the room that my mom has been for the last 2 months in pure pain and torture. She is now my angel in heaven watching over every single move that I make.
I go out to the waiting room to see my dad sitting there with his head in his hands. I walked up slowly to him and hug. He squeezed me tightly to a poting where I thought that I couldnt breathe anymore but , I think that he is trying to get all of my mothers memories from me. My mother will always be an amazing beautiful woman and forever will be in my now new broken heart.
I know that this is a short chapter but I have to set the theme yanno. Soon I am going to update with the future. I know that this book is going to be great because I have tons of non clichè ideas. Thanks for listening to me blab. I love you all so very much!