5. Our Fight
When Autumn left I could hear her. She's not very quiet. Haha. "Hey Cammy." She said. My heart broke. She was still going to go out with him? After I kissed her? I stormed of into my room. She was playing with me. That's all. She was just playing with my heart. Kendall had stopped texting. All the boys were busy. I had nothing to do. About ten minutes later Autumn peered through my open door. Her brown eyes sparkled. Her brown hair sat perfectly. Her blonde streaks showed. I fought my smile. "Harry are you ok?" She asked. I just looked at my phone. "Harry what's wrong?" She asked again. "Who were you called by?" I asked just above a whisper. "Camden, why?" She asked like it was nothing. "Why?" I asked now looking at her. "He asked me on a date but I told him I didn't want it to be a date." She said sounding a little hurt and confused. "Are you still going?" I asked. "Am I under investigation or something?"'she asked now sounding annoyed. "Are you still going?" I repeated. "I don't know! Why does it matter?!" She asked now she was fully mad. "Because I'm your-" I stopped myself from saying boyfriend. I'm not. "I'm going out." She said turning toward the door. I grabbed her wrist and pulled her back. "Ow!" She complained. I turned over her wrist to see healing wounds. I stared at them. 1...2...3..4...5...I continued counting in my head. 12. 12 cuts. She jerked away her arm. "Stay away from me!" She yelled. She slammed the front door shut leaving me speechless. I stood there in shock. I guess I should've expected this. I mean she lost her mum, her dad left, and she just kissed her foster brother.
I slammed the front door leaving Harry behind. Tears streamed down my face. He thinks I'm emo now. Great just great. I lost the only one I've loved in two years. I sat on a lonely park bench and cried. It was quite warm today. "Autumn?" A voice asked. I turned to see Niall. "Oh, hey." I sniffled and wiped my tears. "What-what's wrong?" He asked sounding hurt. "Nothing I just had a bad day." I lied. If I told him about Harry he would kill him. "It's ok I'm here." He said. My brother. The only thing I have left of my parents. I cried into his shoulder. I finally fell asleep on his shoulder. When I woke up I was back home. Harry wasn't there. I sat up in my bed. Louis was there. "Hey bunnybear." I said happily. "Hey Ausie." He said hugging me. "What are you doing here?" "I got bored." He said. I laughed. "So that's why you came to see me? Not because you missed me or anything?" I asked nudging his shoulder with an open smile. I looked like an idiot. We both laughed. I remembered my fight with Harry. I pushed the thought out of my head. "I think I miss your cupcakes." He said. "Ah I see." I said walking downstairs. Harry was sitting in the living room with Gemma. I went into the kitchen and grabbed two cupcakes. I heated them up and gave one to Louis. "There addicting!" He said. "More, MORE!!" He joked. I laughed. I could see Harry look over at us from the corner of my eye. I didn't look at him. "Wait what's Gemma doing here?" Louis asked. I was confused doesn't she live here? "She moved out a month ago." He said. I shrugged. "Wanna go shopping?" I asked. "Let's do it!" He yelled. I laughed and we headed for the door. "Harry me and Louis are going shopping bye!" I said as Louis pulled me out the door.
"So you gonna tell me why you're coming home?" I smirked. She sighed. "I really missed you and mum and Robin ok? There I said it." She admitted. "I knew you would miss me." I said with another smirk. She shoved me. "I'm going back on Tuesday." She said. I nod. We end up falling asleep during a movie. I woke up and went to the bathroom. I look in the mirror to see a bunch of drawing on my face. "Gemma!" I growled. I ran out but she wasn't there. There was a note that said; "missed ya haha your welcome :)" it read. I crumbled it up and threw it away. I got a wet rag and scrubbed my face. It smeared across my face as I scrubbed harder. It started to hurt so I gave up. Make up still on my face I went into the living room. Biggest mistake. The boys were there. They all looked at me with straight faces. Then they all burst into laughter. Autumn came down and laughed so hard I thought she would die. "Come on." She said after calming a little. I went into the bathroom and she got out a little pad. "Make up remover." It said in big letters. She took it out of the pack and gently scrubbed my face. "So how did this happen Mr. Styles?" She asked. I laughed. "My sister." I mumbled. She laughed again. She stroked one lash time before saying "all done." I looked in the mirror. It was completely gone. I smiled. I turned to her. This is a very small bathroom. Our faces were just millimeters away. She blushed and looked down. I pulled her up by her chin and kissed her. We both smiled. I had the same feeling. I couldn't believe I was doing this. I have some pretty bad things but never this bad. It just felt so right though. When I kissed her everything just faded. It was just me and her. I wish we didn't live in the same house. Then again that's what brought us together. We came out of the bathroom and everyone was staring. "She got the make up off." I said. "Dude what happened?" Zayn asked. "Like I said she got the make up off." I gave half the truth. It wasn't lying. Everyone shrugged. Autumn and I let out a breathe of relief. No one saw. We all sat on the couches and chairs. Everyone brought there girls. I sat with the lads and the girls sat to the side. As much as I loved everyone's company, I just wanted to be with Autumn. We talked about mostly work and girls. There were a few other thing here and there but mostly we stayed on those topics. "So Perrie and I's wedding is coming soon. She's completely stressing out over it." Zayn said with a smirk and shake of his head. "Why do they do that? It's like it a supposed to be the one of the best moments of your life, not the most stressing." I ask. They all shrug. I chuckled. "Mate you seem quiet. Are you ok?" Louis asked. I nod and smile. They all keep talking.