He just looked at me. "It's not that it happened it's-it's." He couldn't say it. "What?" I asked. "It's that I enjoyed it." He said. I felt a little hurt but I got it. I mean I was his foster sister. "I'm sorry Harry I hate to see you stressed out because of me." I said. He took my hand. I looked at him. "I'm just confused." He said. "I know me too." I said. I heard the doorbell ring. "Who is it?" I asked. "Not sure." He said. "I'll be back." He said. He left me alone. He came back with Louis. "Hey bunnybear." I said. He laughed and said hello. "So what's up with you sicko?" He joked. "I have slight bronchitis." I said. He gave a confused look. I explained to him what it was. "Well I'm glad your ok sicko." He joked again. Harry wasn't in the room anymore. "So what's up with you and Haz now?" He asked. "Nothing." I stretched my word. "Mmhh." He said not believing me. "Ugh I hate being sick." I said. "You'll be better soon." He said. He stayed there until I drifted off to sleep.
Autumn looked so weak and helpless. I felt really bad for her. She hated being sick because she can't do anything. She was so confused with the Harry thing. She felt terrible for what she did. She cared a lot for him. It was wrong but it was love. I couldn't imagine what Anne would do if she knew. Probably kick Autumn out of the house without thinking. I got up and went to Harry's room. "Hey Haz what's up?" I asked. I didn't really know what to say. I knew something was wrong with him though. "Nothing really." He said. "So how's Kenny?" I asked. A tear rolled down his cheek. "She cheated on me." He said. He sounded disappointed, but not in Kendall, more like himself. "I hate to say I told you so but we tried to warn you." I said. I knew he would get mad. I didn't know WHAT I was thinking. "I know Louis. I just wanted to find the one. I thought she was the one." He said breaking into tears. I hadn't seen him cry this much since he didn't make it on the X-Factor. "You'll find her...I promise." I reassured him. He was a mess. My brother was here crying on me. He had WAY to much on his mind. He had Autumn, Kendall, his mum, the band, school. It was to much for him. I didn't know what to do. "I know now isn't the best time but I need to know how you feel about Autumn. If you don't know it's ok but I'll keep asking." I said. "I-...I'm in love with her." He said. "Tell her." I said without thinking. He looked at me as nodded. "I have to go El and I are going on a date." I said and left. I didn't want to leave him but I couldn't stay.
I was lying in bed. I hate being sick it's so boring. I hadn't coughed in a while so I guess that's good. Then Harry came in. My heart melted. What? No no no I do NOT love him. "Hey what's up?" I ask. "Feeling better?" He asked. "Yep a lot." I said. "I haven't heard any coughing so I guess that's good." He said. "Yeah I hate being sick it's boring." I whined. He laughed. "You wanna watch a movie?" He asked. "Sure." I said. "Lion king?" He asked.
"Mom why can't Mufassia wake up?" I asked. "Because god took him away." She said. "Why did he do that?" I asked. "Because he died and now he's happy." She said. I cuddled up with my mum. "Autumn if one day god takes me...watch Niall for me. And know I'll always be there." She said. "Uh...ok." I said not understanding. "Charge!" Niall and my dad came in and said. Niall tickled me and my dad tickled my mum.
"Autumn?" Harry asked pulling me from my flashback. "What?" I asked. "Do you want some tea?" He asked with a small chuckle. I blushed and nodded. He got up and walked downstairs. I couldn't wait to get back to school. It made me upset sometimes to think he has a girlfriend. And Niall told me he used to be a player and he still could be. He's still sexy. Stop thinking that. Am I really having war with myself? Ugh. "Why do you zone out much?" He asked giving me some tea. "I get flashbacks of my mum." I said. "I'm glad you can remember her." He said. "Me too. Sometimes I can feel her and hear her." I said with a smile. He smiled too and took my hand. I need to get out of here. I can't keep doing this to him. No I can't leave. I'll be put in a group home. Ew. Last time I was in a group home a GIRL tried to rape me. A chill of disgust ran through my body. "What?" Harry asked with a small laugh. "Nothing." I said. He sat by me and watched the movie. I started to cry when Mufassia died. "Dad wake up." Simba whined. He cuddled up under his arm and another tear fell from my face. I fell asleep soon after.
One week later
I was all better and I was glad. Anne was going to be gone for 3 months. I was going to miss her, but that gives me more alone time with Harry. No stop. I was at school and I had no classes with Harry. I had 2 with Niall and 4 with Liam and 2 with bunnybear. After a week I missed my bunnybear. I had a test but it was easy. "How do you get an A on a subject you haven't learned?" Louis asked in jealousy. He got a D. "I don't know I try?" I guessed. "Nerd." He joked putting one arm on my shoulder. I laughed and walked to lunch. Harry saw us and glared at Louis. I moved my shoulders so he would get off. I walked ahead of him. I got into the lunch line and got an apple. "Hey your Autumn right?" A peppy girl asked. "That's me." I said not paying attention to who it was. I gave the lunch lady the money and sat down at a table. The girl sat next to me. "I'm Bella by the way." She said. "Hey aren't you from Ireland?" She asks. I nod. The rest of the boys came over and sat around me. "Hey guys." I mumbled. "Hey Ausie." Niall said. I rolled my eyes. Ausie is what Niall called me when he couldn't say Autumn. "I told you to stop calling me that." I sang. "No I like it." Liam said. I smiled. Harry was the only one not there. I spent the rest of my lunch talking to Bella and the boys. Still no Harry. I began to worry. Niall must have noticed.
I was so glad to have Autumn back. I ate lunch with her and the boys and her new friend. She seemed worried about something. I didn't say anything because I know she doesn't like attention. We had our next class together. I would just wait till then. I few minutes later the bell rang. We all walked to our classes. "Hey Autumn wait up." I said catching up to her. "Oh hey Niall." She said. Her eyes bolted around the room. "Looking for something?" I asked. "Have you seen Harry?" She asked still looking around. Why won't she see how wrong this is. "No not since last period why?" I ask. "I don't know he just seemed mad earlier then he just...disappeared." She said now looking at me. "Well I'm sure he'll show up somewhere. Come on let's get to class." I said.
Louis trying to steal my girl. Wait what no she's not my girl. But Louis knows I'm in love with her. Wait he just put his arm around her. Does Autumn like Louis? I feel sick. I go home and lay on the couch. Is his really wrong? I mean we're not actually related right? Of course this is wrong. I mean she's my foster sister. Shit. Gemma's coming back today after school. Man I wish she would just stay at Sarah's house so I could just- stop Harry stop. I do t want that. It's wrong. With all these thoughts I fell asleep.
"I love you Harry and that's why I have to leave." Autumn said. "No please I need you." I begged. I couldn't loose her. "I'm sorry Harry." AShe said as a tear ran down her face. She got up but I pulled her back down. I kissed her. Our lips were perfectly in sinc. I pushed her on the couch and got on top of her.
The dream started to fade as I began to wake up. I shot up in my bed. I was hot and sweaty. I checked my temperature but I had no fever. It must've been the dream. I felt sick in my stomach for thinking of that. Autumn was here now but she was in the kitchen. I smelt something. It smelt good but I can't compare it. I went in to see her cooking. I stayed silent. She had chocolate all over her. On her cheek, on her apron. I couldn't help but chuckle. She turned around quickly. "Hey good looking. What's cooking?" I sang. "Cupcakes now get out it's a secret recipe." She said pushing me out. Her phone went off and I saw a picture of Louis on the cover. I sighed and handed it to her. "Hello?" She asked. "Hey Autumn I was wondering if you wanted to go out sometime?" A voice asked. "Yeah um I'm cooking can I call you back?" She asked. "Yeah bye." He said and hung up.
Camden Salas just asked me out. I sighed with pleasure. "Who was that?" Harry asked calmly but still scaring me. I breathed out in relief that it was him. "Jesus don't scare me like that." I said avoiding his question. "Who was that?" He asked again. "It was Camden a friend I made." I said. Was he jealous. No. "Oh I'm glad you made friends." He said. I nod. There was a silence until Harry threw flour at me. My jaw dropped as he laughed. I threw melted chocolate at him. We threw more stuff at each other. I tried to walk but slipped and so did he. He fell on top of me. Awkward? No. He looked at my eyes. My eyes were glued to his lips. They formed into a smirk. Finally he kissed me. Suddenly my pain that I've felt has melted away. It was wrong but I didn't care.
I kissed Autumn softly. The more she kissed me back the more of the stress was lifted off my shoulders. We knew it was wrong but I didn't want it to end. We pulled away and smiled. There was a silence but not an awkward silence it was a good silence. Like we were reading each other's minds. Then a timer went off. She pushed me off and rushed to the oven. She pulled out a tray of cupcakes. The smell was intriguing. "Get out!" She said. She laughed a little when she realists what she said and how she said it. "Ok ok gosh I knew I was a bad kisser but I didn't know it would upset you." I said. "Aw I'm sorry it's not you...it's my cupcakes." She said with a laugh. I went into the living room and plopped down on the couch.
I pushed Harry out and rushed back to my cupcakes. I pulled out all my toppings. I put the chocolate filling inside. I checked the pudding but it wasn't ready yet. I waited a minute. I put the pudding on the cupcake and smiled. I dipped some small strawberries in the chocolate and let them dry. When the dried I put them on the cupcakes. I added my secret ingredient and they were done. I put them on a plate and brought them to Harry. I sat by him and gave him one. He are the strawberry first. He bit into the cupcake and his eyes widened. Oh no what if he doesn't like them? He moaned. He swallowed. "Those are the BEST cupcakes I've ever had." He said. "Really?" I asked. "Yeah they're amazing and I'm not just saying that because I just kissed you." He joked. I pecked his lips. I couldn't resist. I kissed him again. There was a knock at the door and I jumped like a frog. He laughed and answered it. It was Louis. "Hey bunnybear." I yelled and hugged him. "Hey Ausie." He said. "I smell something." He said. "Autumn made cupcakes they're amazing." Harry said. "Oo gimme." He said. I laughed and gave him one. He had the same reaction. I laughed and thanked him. Then he pulled out a small packet with a jawbreaker in it. I screamed and hit it out of his hands. I jumped into Harry's arms and trembled. "Hey what was that for?" Louis asked. Harry held me. "Uh nothing." I said sitting up. "Ok." He said and pulled out another one. I screamed again and ran behind the couch. "Are you scared of jawbreakers?" Harry asked with a laugh. "No that's silly." I said getting up again. "Really so if I got one and shoved it in your face you would be ok?" He asked. "Yep." I lied. I hoped he wouldn't. He did. "Stop get it away!" I screamed. "Wow." Louis exclaimed. They burst into laughter. I crossed my arms and frowned. My heart was still racing. "Shut up!" I said. They continued laughing. I put my head in my hands and cried. "Autumn don't cry it's ok." Harry said. I didn't say anything. "Ausie don't cry please." Louis begged. "You laughed at me." I said still crying. "I know I'm sorry." Harry said hugging me. I looked up with a dry face and a smirk. "You little..." He said tickling me. I laughed. "Bunnybear help!" I begged. He came out with a carrot and bunny ears on. "No need to fear...bunnybear is here." He said knocking Harry off me. I laughed uncontrollably. "You think that's funny?" Harrys asked. I nod still laughing. "I'll get you later." He winked but Louis didn't see it. I smiled. Camden called me. "Hold on boys ." I said as I walked out. "Hey Cammy." I said putting the phone to my face. "Hey babe so about that date...?" He asked. "Oh um I didn't mean for it to be a date." I said uncomfortably. "Oh um ok well I guess I'll see you at school?" He guessed. "Yeah ok bye." I said and hung up. I went back to where Louis was alone. "Did Haz leave you?" I asked pouting. "Yeah he's upstairs. He seemed pretty upset about something." He said looking toward the stairs. "I'll check on him later." I said sitting next to him. He sat across from me. He looked like he expected something. "What?" I asked. I knew what. I tried not to blush. I succeeded. "You and Haz...?" He asked. I rolled my eyes. "Why do you keep asking about it?" I asked. I really wanted him to drop it. I don't like lying to him. "Because it's been a while since I liked a girl that likes Harry. He's always dating these fakes." He said. Was he just saying that because it's his ex? What he talks about me like that? What will happen if they find out? They won't. And he would never talk about me like that, right? After a long while of talking Harry hadn't come still. "I'm gonna go. Don't let anything happen." He said before stepping out. With one foot out the door, I stopped him. "Wait can you not tell nail about me and Harry?" I asked. He knew I liked him but he probably thinks I'm over him. "I don't know-" "please, please I don't want to ruin there friendship. I love them both." I begged. 'Please say ok, please say ok.' I repeated in my head. "Alright bye love." He said kissing my cheek.
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