I wake up to the sun shining JUST RIGHT so it hits my eyes, which means I need to get up.
I roll out of bed and put on some regular clothes and go downstairs.
"Hey mom?" I yelled as I walked into the kitchen
"Did you leave?" I ask, more to myself than to anyone else.
I sigh and go to the pantery to get some cereal when I find a note ON MY MINI WHEATS.
Sophie and I went to get some food at Costco.
Please don't burn the house down if you're angry that we left you behind.
I'll try not to, I think to myself.
I start to eat my special mini wheats and think about how I might me in love with Dylan... He is such a jerk sometimes, but I mean, he can be nice. when he wants to. I don't want to be in love with him.
Does he like me?
Why did I need to fall for him?
Ugh, my life is confusing. I just want to be done with it all.
A knock inturuped my thought.
I put my hands into a hand gun and slowly walked up to the door. I peer through the window and see some dark brown hair.
"UGH what?!" I say as I open the door
"Sorry I just- I feel like I need to see you...for some reason" Dylan says
I stood there, trying to think of what to say. And all of the sudden I see Griffin walking along the road,looking at me. It felt like he was looking into my soul.
" I-.....Dylan, you think you know everything there is to know about me...and I act a certain way around you, so you don't know who I really am." I say, taking big long breaths at a time.
He just looks at me. No expression at all. I slowly close the door, almost allowing myself to cry.
NO. You need to stay strong. For mom, for Sophie. For myself.
I get up and walk back to the kitchen and try to finish my breakfast, which is a total fail.
I hear the garage door opening and start to walk up stair, not wanting to be by people right now.
cheery, happy, not confused people.
"UGH, WHY DOES LIFE HAVE TO BE SO HARD?!" I yelled
" I know I screw up and I know I can be such a b- word, but I want to get things right." I whisper to myself.
" All I want, is to be done" I say as I close my bedroom door.
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