8. Please remember
I couldn’t remember why I was here in this hospital bed. I can’t remember a lot of things; I turned over after hearing someone walk into the room I was staying in. “Mandy?” there was Niall Horan from One Direction. What in the world was he doing here, “Yes?” “Ho…how did you and Zayn meet. I thought you were dancing with your sister?” “Sister? Zayn? I’m sorry, but I don’t know what you’re talking about. My sister is America at college, I really think you have the wrong person.” He just stood there and watched me, this was getting very awkward I did know what to say to him. “NIALLL!!” He turned around leaving me to wonder what he was talking about, was I missing something? How did he know me, and why was he saying all those crazy things. I turned my TV on and switched through the channels looking for something to watch.
“NIALLLLL!!” he had been gone too long I need to know what was wrong with her. Soon after I had yelled Niall came running into my room with a worried look in his eye. “What happened, is she okay, is our baby okay?” “Bro calm down.” He walked over and sat in the chair beside my bed “She’s fine, and your baby is fine.” “Great, so no damage done right?” “uh..h..sh…she’s you need to see for yourself I can’t explain.” Niall was now worrying me. Why couldn’t he just tell me? He said she was fine, but there was harm done. “I need to see her now then” I got up out of the bed and limped next door. As I walked in I saw my beautiful girlfriend lying in her bed watching TV. “Hey baby, I’m so happy to see you….” “As I just told Niall I don’t have any clue as to what you’re talking about, I am sorry but you have the wrong room and person. Now please leave me alone I am in pain and I don’t need two sorry lost celebrities annoying me making everything worse.” I froze I had no clue what I was going to do. Niall came up behind me and place his hand on my shoulder “How long before it comes back?” “Doctor says anytime between now and whenever” Tears began to roll down my cheek “How much has she lost?” “All from the last two years” I looked at her and she had turned her focus back to the tele. I turned to walk out but was stopped by a sweet gentle voice “Zayn?” I spun around quickly thinking she had remembered me “Yes baby?” “Uhh. Please don’t call me that and could you get the doctors my stomach is killing me.”
“Uh Please don’t call me that and could you get the doctor my stomach is killing me.” God what had I done? my girlfriend not only didn't remember everything we did, but she also didn't remember that she was carrying my baby, she didn't remember anything that has to do with me. I did this to her and now I just have to sit around knowing the girl that I love doesn’t even know me! “Sure thing Mandy” I turned and walked back to my room, Niall followed me and sat in the chair. “Niall what am I going to do?” tears began to fall down my face. “Hey, hey don’t be sad she will remember, I promise. Just give it time” “you don’t understand Niall, this was my fault. I did this again, I got mad and lost control of the car” Niall put his hands in his lap. “Niall do me a favor?” “Yeah what is it?” “The doctor says she can go home in two weeks, take her home and stay with her? Ill visit, but I don’t want to be around her when she remembers. I almost lost both of them again, I don’t think I can trust myself.” “But Zayn she needs you, you’re her boyfriend and that’s her baby” I rolled over in the bed and closed my eyes “for once Niall listen to me” and that was the last thing I said to him before falling into a deep sleep.