4. Don't slip
"Is that all i am to you?" she backed away from me. I didnt know what to say, i didnt know what she was to me. All i knew was I couldnt loose her. "I thought so!!" She looked at me with watery eyes and turned away and ran. Shitttt why didnt i say anything? What did i just do? Why am i just standing here as the girl that i want and need is running away from me? Fuckkk now its raining. "Manndddyyy!! Waittt!" i ran to her and grabbed her, spinning her around to face me. "What Zayn? Wait for what? Wait to fall in love with you and then you break my he....." I didnt let her speak anymore, i grabbed her up and kissed her. She fought it at first but then she went along with it, and i sware to you there was FIREWORKS!!! She pulled away, and before i let her say anything or do anything i spoke "Please dont ever say i will break your heart. I would never do anything to hurt you. I'll always be here for you and i promise you I'll never leave. Just please give me one chance?" She stood there in shock, the rain came down harder and her hair became drenched, she began to shiver. "Mandy lets go you can tell me yes or no later" i grabbed her hand and took her back to the club. We got there and everyone had already left. "I can take you home..... or you could stay at my house for the night?" i looked at her for a answer and she just stared blankly. "okay my choice. were going to my house." I picked her up bridal style and walked to my car, placed her easily in the passenger seat. i ran over to the other side and got in the car and started it. "Ca....caan you plea...se turn thhhe heaat on." I looked at her, Her lip was turning blue and she was shivering. I grabbed my jacket and wrapped it around her, then turned the heat on high. "Better?" i asked her, she looked at me and smiled. She was absolutely stunning. I started the car and drove off. We got to my house and i got out of the car ran over and opened her door. She got out of the car and walked up to my house with me. I opened the door and showed her inside, and then to my room. "You can sleep in here tonight." I turned to walk away "Z..Zayn could you stay in here?" she looked at me with a scared look on her face. i thought she was scared of me, but now it looks like shes just scared in general. " yeah sure." I closed the door behind me and went over to my closet grabbing out an extra blanket and pillow. I laid everything down on the floor making a bed for me. I laid down and pulled the blankets up when I heard "Zayn? could you come up here please?" I was kinda in shock, I mean earlier she wouldnt even dance with me because she didnt know me. " Mhmmm I'm cominggg" i jumped up on the bed and laid on one side as she laid on the other (I had a really big bed) "Zayn I'm cold" right then I knew what she wanted. I scooted closer to her and wrapped my arms around her. "I'll keep you warm." I told her. I looked down at her and gently kissed her forehead. I pulled away and she grabbed my face and kissed me. I went along with it, our lips keeping the same pace. We kissed with passion, strong unbearable passion. At that moment I felt it, I didnt know if she felt it too, but I was falling mad hard for her. Godd what am I coming too, I don't fall for girls. She pulled apart for a second "Zayn.... I want you" she was breathing heavily. Did she really just say that? "I dont have anything Mandy" she kissed me again, but with more force this time and I knew she was telling me she didnt care. I flipped us over so i was on top of her, she began taking my shirt off without hesitation or breaking the kiss. "Mandy arch your back" she did as I told her. I unzipped her dress and slid it down her body, leaving her only in her black laced bra and underwear. She completely removed my shirt and now was unbuttoning my jeans. I sat us up not breaking the kiss and unsnapped her bra. Then laid her back down gently, took off my pants only breaking the kiss for a quick second. "Zayn." She moaned my name, gosh that was sexy. I broke our kiss and began kissing her neck. I took off her underwear and she pulled down my boxers. I moved from her neck, to her shoulder, to her belly leaving little kisses all over, then I went back to her lips. "Baby girl this is going to hurt for a second" I counted for her " 1...2...3" I pushed myself into her, holy shit she was tight. I waited before doing anything, she needed to adjust. I knew it had hurt her because she was now gripping my hair loosely. After a few seconds i began moving, thrusting in and out of her slowly a first, but then she moaned my name again i couldn't bare to wait any longer. "OK now this is going to hurt a whole lot" i began picking up the pace. I got faster and faster, thrusting in and out of her tight pussy. "Z..zaynnnnnnnnnn!!" she screamed my name which only turned me on even more. I couldn't take it just urggggggg I just pounded my dick into her so hard. I knew it had to have been hurting her, she had now scratched my back twice. I stopped for a second and grabbed her right leg and placed it one my shoulder, then back at it i was. "z...zaaa...zaayn it.. it hurts" "hold on were almost there" I kept going harder and harder the closer we got. I felt her walls tightening and i knew both of us were at our climax. We both let it go at the same time. I went a little longer but softly and carefully. We were both practically gasping for air. My back was killing me, but i didnt care, I got off her and laid next to her, grabbing her waist and pulling her close. She laid her head on my chest and fell asleep. That night was the very first time I realized I loved this girl.