"Niall you okay??" Liam asked quietly as he took as seat next to me.
"I'm not sure anymore, I'm so overwhelmed" I said looking blankly at the sky.
"Yeah, seems a bit overwhelming" he said understandably.
"I was left with Andrea unexpectedly, I didn't even know how to take care of a kid! I still barely do" I said slowly.
"But you have all the help you could ask for" Liam said with a small smile.
"What about when she's gone??" I asked looking at him with teary eyes.
"I can't tell you what will happen but I can say that you guys will have the support of thousands" he said looking me in the eyes.
"I guess I will" I said with a small smile.
"Ready to get back in there??" He asked standing up and opening the door for us.
"Yeah" I said taking a deep breathe and making my way into his office and taking a seat.
"Niall, while you were gone we discussed that we are cancelling the tour" uncle Si said after a long awkward silence.
"But you can't, what will happen with the peoples tickets!?" I asked frantically.
"Well they can keep them and then use them on the next date we go there or they could come here and go to a concert which we will have for them" he explained like it was nothing.
"But I mean you guys can go on without me I don't want to cause too much trouble" I said embarrassed by having to cause all this.
"But then we're not one direction, we can't do it without you were all family and we are sticking with you" Harry said shocked by what I had said.
"He's right Niall, now go home and just take a load off" uncle Si requested.
"Okay, thanks guys" i said quietly.
"And were coming over tomorrow to go with you" Louis said loudly.
"If you want" I chuckled a bit walking out if his office and and going home, stopping to get some Chinese food along the way. "I'm home" I called out as I opened the front door.
"Hey" Quinn nodded at me form the couch.
"DADDY!!" Andie yelled running down the stairs.
"princess!" I called back catching her in my arms.
"So where's my Chinese food" she demanded.
"I knew I forgot something" I sighed sadly.
"Really??" She asked with a dead look in her eyes.
"Wow thanks, I was kidding" I rolled my eyes showing her the bag of food
"Can we watch a movie while we eat??" She asked trying to wiggle out of my arms.
"Of course" I said putting her down and walking to the living room behind her and sitting next to Quinn. "Pick a movie" I said while unpacking the food.
"Can we watch the LEGGO movie??" Andie asked holding up the case.
"Yeah sure, put it in and come sit down" I said digging into my container of food.
"Can I have some of yours??" Quinn asked awkwardly beside me.
"Oh yeah, of course" I said handing her my food while just looking at the screen.
"Thanks" she said quietly then going back to watching the movie.
"Mommy, I'm tired" Daniel said crawling into Quinn's lap, he's kind of a quiet kid.
"Niall, where can I put him to sleep??" Quinn looked up at me after getting Daniel comfy in her lap.
"He can either sleep with Andie or the guest room" I offered.
"Daniel, where do you wanna sleep?? With mommy or andie" she asked the sleepy boy in her lap.
"Andie please" he said rubbing is eyes.
"Okay, andie let's go to bed" I said picking her up and leading the way to her bedroom. "Okay so Andrea probably has a pair of pjs Daniel can wear that aren't girly" I said digging through her clothes till I found a pair of red plaid pants with a red shirt also.
"I'll just go change him in the bathroom" she said picking him up and walking out of the room.
"Okay, pick pyjamas and put em on" I said scooting Andie into her closet, she then came out fully dressed but with her shirt backwards. "Come here, your shirts backwards" I chuckled fixing it for her just as Quinn and Daniel came out of the bathroom.
"Get in bed" she said to Daniel causing him to run and jump into the bed with andie following suit. "Goodnight Daniel, I love you" she said tucking him and and kissing him on the forehead.
"Goodnight mommy, I love you too" he whispered rolling over.
"Night princess, sweet dreams" I said as she got under the covers.
"Night daddy, I love you lots" she said pulling me in for a hug.
"I love you more" I said kissing her on the forehead and shutting the light and door on my way out.
"Well if you just show me the guest room, I'll just go to sleep" she said once I got to her in the hallway.
"Oh yeah, just this way" I said walking down the hall with her following. "This is it, I don't think it's been used in awhile" I said opening the door and letting her in.
"This is nice" she said looking around the room.
"Well goodnight, if you need anything my rooms at the other end of the hall" I said with a light smile.
"Okay sounds good, goodnight" she said shutting the door. As I made my way to my room, I thought of all the events that happened. I feel bad about the tour and wish it didn't have to be like this. I laid awake for hours, looking at nothing. My mind was running a million miles an minute, I felt like I was going to go crazy.