7. It's Not Your Fault!
104, 103, 102. Why the hell are these numbers backwards I thought while I stood in front of it...room 101. I was terrified to go in. I don't wanna see her looking like this. Hurt and in pain. I put my hand on the door knob and turned it slowly. When I opened the door that's when my whole world stopped and froze. She was lying in the bed stitches on her head and arms, a cast on her right arm, and sleeping peacefully. I saw a chair by the wall and brought it over close to her bed. I sat down and grabbed her hand and that's when the tears started to rush down my face.
"Celest," I paused, "you don't know how sorry I am for not talking to you. I should have kept talking to you but I didn't and I know that it hurt you and I'm truly sorry. I stopped talking to you because well.....I like you....a lot might I add. I didn't want to like you and hang out with you at the same time...erm...i guess I'll explain it to you later...like when you're awake haha. I liked you for a very long time, ever since 9th grade. I like everything about you. Your personality, your laugh, your funniness, your kindness, your big heart, your eyes your smile. It's everything about you. I want to be with you," more tears rushed down my face, "I should have never crossed the street. I should have just stayed in one spot and just said hello to you and not be such a jerk. I'm the reason why you're in the condition that you're in and as I said before I'm sorry Celest I'm sorry. Please wake up please!!! I need you we all need you please wake up!!!!"
I felt a hand touch my back. It was Allison. I got up and hugged her and cried and she cried too. Then came in the rest of the guys and they had a few moments talking to her while I was with Allison.
"Harry it's not your fault. You didn't know the car was coming. She didn't know the car was coming. It was just a mistake that was no ones fault. So don't ever and I mean ever say that you're the reason why she is in this condition. You hear me?" She sniffled and got up and went with the boys to talk to Celest. I nod my head and went across the room were this other chair was and just thought about what it would be like if I was still talking to her. I just want her to wake up and be with me.
Hey sorry I made this chapter short I will try to make the next one longer!! Happy Valentine's Day My Lovelies GoodNightt c: <3