I was sitting on my bed just staring at the roof. I was just thinking everything I've been through. And especially yesterday, what I saw broke my heart. I know it was just modest that made Louis do that but still. You could practically see the pain in his eyes knowing he had to do that. And what hurt the most was that I barged in on that exact moment, which means they had to do it again. I barged in on that moment when Louis was going to kiss Eleanor. It broke my heart when I saw them centimetres apart. And you could see the sympathy Eleanor had when I barged in and louis just looked tired and hurt too. I guess you can see everyone at modest has a cold heart.
I sat up and grabbed my shoes and put them on. I know I have to face Louis sometime but it just hurts so much. I opened the door and and walked out. I could practically hear Louis and Liam fighting over the remote. I chuckled quietly and walked over to the door and opened it. It got their attention because then they were looking at me.
"Hey were are you going?" Liam questioned
"Just out for a minute to think." I replied casually
"Can I come?" Louis questioned
"No I want to go alone and I don't think management/modest would like that either." I said bluntly. I saw hurt in his eyes. But then he faked it with a smile.
"Ok." He replied quietly
"Don't come too late he have sound check at 3 ok?" Liam said. I just nodded and closed the door behind me.
When Harry closed the door I frowned. I know what I did hurt him, but I had to do it. It wasn't my plan too.
"Louis are you ok?" Liam questioned
"Uh yeah I'm ok it's nothing." I said quietly
"Mate, are you sure?" He questioned again
"Yeah it's just that why is my life so messed up its not fair anyone could be with their love but I can't because its bad what did I ever do bad that karma is doing this to me!" I sobbed/yelled
"You did nothing it's just that management thinks its for the best." Liam replied
I just continued crying. I walked up to my room and sobbed harder.
I walked and walked until I saw an abandon park. I figured since none was here that I could go and sit on the bench. I started thinking really hard on all the cons and pros of my life. I was suddenly knocked out of my thoughts when I heard my phone ringing. I looked at the number expecting it to be my mum but i only saw that it was Liam. I answered him.
"What Liam?" I questioned
"Look Harry I'm sorry but we have an interview to do now." Liam said in a rush
"What I thought we didn't have anything until sound check!" I exclaimed
" yeah that's what I thought until Paul called us, so get over here quick so we can leave!" He said
"Ok" I mumbled quickly.
I got off the bench and walked over to the hotel. It was hard to get there since I honestly didn't know where I was but I managed to get there in about 5 minutes. When I got there I saw Paul and the boys in the car so I got in. The whole car ride was silent none said a word. When the car came to a stop I was the first one to get out of the car and I rushed into hair and make up.
"1 minute until we are on the air!" A voice said
"10" every thing is going to be alright
"9" don't worry about a thing
"8" maybe they won't ask
"7" maybe I won't have to lie
"6" maybe it won't hurt
"5" just say it as true as I can
"4" I can already hear my heart cracking
"3" I can already feel the nerves getting the best of me
"2" I already know I lost
"1" and I have no more time
"And we are back with the Sam and Pam (A/N: totally made that up) show. Now there is 5 guys who are coming here. Who are they Pam is it one dimension?" Sam said
"NO ONE DIRECTION!" The fans shouted
"Give it up for One Direction!" Pam chuckled
As if on cue we walked in and the shots got loud.
"Thank you boys for coming!" Sam exclaimed
"Thanks for having us." Liam said
"Now before I start anything I'm pretty sure the fans want to know who is single and who is taken!" Pam said
"Well I'm single." Liam replied
"I have a girlfriend." Louis said but I can tell it hurt him to say it.
"Oh yeah Eleanor, right?" Pam questioned. Louis just nodded his head.
"I've got a girlfriend." Zayn said with a huge smile on his face.
"Oh yes Perrie from little mix!" Sam said while Zayn just looked really happy and nodded.
"I'm single!" Exclaimed Niall
"And I'm single" I said with a fake smile on.
"Ok so we're going to put up twitter questions up on the screen and you guys have to answer it." Pam said . 'Ok' and 'sure' were mumbled around.
(A/N: Ok so these twitter names are made up so they arn't real ones. Maybe some are but idk)
"Ok so this is from @XxCupCakeStyles and she says 'Louis what's your favorite song on the album Take Me Home'" Sam said
"My favorite song is called umm I loved you first" Louis said but his voice cracked a little in the end.
" ok the next question is from @irishNiall and she says ' Zayn how do you keep up with your relationship and tour at the same time'" Pam questioned
"Well we both have busy schedules at the moment but we always make time for each other we are still going on strong." Zayn said
"Ok next question is from @NiallDaCraic ( that name made us chuckle and the fans laugh) and she says 'who do you go for Miami heat or Boston celtics'"
"I like both but I have to go for Miami heat and I love the name" Niall chuckled
So basically that's how we spent the time until we had to go to sound check. The songs we s
We're going to sing we're on a list on a table. I picked up the paper and read it out loud to the other guys.
"Take Me Home tour Song list of the concert
1. Up all night
2. Kiss you
3. Rock me
4. Heart attack
5. Live while we're young
6. Summer love
7. Teenage dirtbag
8. What makes you beautiful
~ Twitter questions ~
9. Little things
10. Still the one
11. I would
~ intermission ~
12. C'mon C'mon
13. She's not afraid
14. One way or another
15. Back for you
16. They don't know about us" I finished reading off everything we were going to be singing. Then our stage directer told us to start sound check.
~ after sound check~
We still had 3 hours left until the concert started. 3 awkward hours. I wonder how this is going to end up.
Then I saw Louis come over to me. "Harry we need to talk." He said looking into my eyes almost pleading.
Well here is the first chapter. Remember none of this is real. I will try to update quicker.
IMPORTANT MUST READ:
OK GUYS 1St THIS IS A LARRY STYLINSON LOVE STORY SO IF YOU DONT SHIP IT OR YOURE JUST GOING TO HATE ON IT DONT READ
2ND THIS IS BOOK 1 OF 2
BOOK 2 WILL BE CALLED 'FACING REALITY' ITS A NIALL LOVE STORY! YOU WILL SEE HOW IT WORKS OUT WHEN THIS STORY IS AT ABOUT CHAPTER 6
And 3rd I WILL UPLOAD 'FACING REALITY' WHEN THIS STORY HAS 50 READS AND 10 LIKES/FAVORITES!
Ok lots of love.