AUTHORS NOTE- Hiiiiiii I know you all hate authors notes but bear with me, I just wanted to say thank you do supporting this story it means a lot and no I don't want to be a murder @tyleroakleyismyqueen :) but I would also like to say thank you to my best friend/ sisters Caitlin (Zayn69malik) for helping me with the smit part,, I hope you are not all horny people like her ;) but YESSHH...... She's mah unicorn!!!! Love you unicorns!!
That was the best thing I could've ever done with Harry, gosh having so much power and dominance over him made me feel ecstatic, but I got this feeling inside of me and no it's not love but something else...... Regret maybe, or jealousy from Harry and Nick. Oh well I'm fucking knackered imna sleep now, nice and peacefully, if Harry doesn't snore like usual that is!
"GET UPPPP!" Harry screamed jumping on the bed.
"Why?" I groaned still feeling groggy because I only just woke up.
"Because I've made you breakfast" he smiled before jumping off the bed to open the curtains letting the blinding morning sun into the room.
"Hsssss, the light, shut the sun off will yah love?" I hissed like a vampire 'it's burning my fucking eyes' I thought to myself.
"Sorry babe, it's not possible to shut off the sun BUT GET UP!!!!" He screamed even louder than before with a stupid smirk on his face.
"Close then Harry before I slap that smirk off that pretty face of yours!" I smirked under the blanket. Although, I was only joking obviously, I wouldn't actually slap Harry unless he deserved it.
"Okay" Harry finally agreed and shut the curtains again.
"That's better!" I smiled finally coming up from underneath the blankets and smiling like a fool to Harry.
Staring at Harry I noticed all of the love bites on his body and the scratches down his back. 'Oops' I giggled at my own thought, the fact that it was me who marked Harry made me feel so...... proud of myself!
"OHH staring at your marks are you babe?" Harry smirked once again bigger than last time.
"Pshh, yeah of course I made those!" I rolled my eyes at his silly comment obviously I'm going to admire my own work now aren't i?
"Well babe, before you carry on staring at me look at your body aswell!" Harry smirk was getting bigger by the second.
"His do you know I got marks on me then?" I smirked back at him.
His smirk fell " ah...... well....... you see........ ummm........ I kinda saw you this morning seeing as we fell asleep in the position we were last night." He explained
"MHMMM, yeah you just keep telling yourself that babe!" I genuinely smiled.
Harry looked down and playfully stormed out of the room having a strop.
Chuckling to myself, I grabbed the Mcdonalds bacon and egg mx muffin off the bedside unit and started to chew the greasy food.
All of a sudden, that feeling came back in my stomach again, but I just can't put my finger on it. I no longer had my appetite and threw the remains of the burger in the bin.
"Harry?" I called through the house, wondering where he was seeing as he hadn't come back yet.
"In the bath love, I won't be long!" He called from the en-suite bathroom.
Shrugging to myself, I trudged down the stairs and sat on the large brown corner sofa. Sure there were only the the of us here but who said we couldn't love in luxury, ehh.
Reaching forward, I grabbed the television remote of the glass coffee table and started flicking through the channels to see if anything good was on. Soon enough I found a film called 'My Sisters Keeper'.
Half way through the film, Harry came down and sat next to me, pulling me onto his lap during the process. Snuggling into his chest I got comfy and by the end of the film we were both sitting here sniffling and crying like little babies.
"That's such a sad film" Harry chocked out through his tears. Although, I can't blame him, it's such a heart-felt film I bet everyone cried at the end.
"I know babe, I know" I said, also chocking back sobs that are dying to come out of my mouth.
Harry looked at me and smiled.
"Let's get you cleaned up love!" He whispered, pickings up off his lap and carrying me to the bathroom.
Sitting me on the sink, Harry grabbed some loo roll and started to wipe the snot from my nose. Then wetting another piece of loo roll he run the hot water tap and placed the tissue under the water. Dabbing my face, I could see Harry staring at me, almost like admiring me, although there is nothing for him to admire, I'm just me, just louis.
Reaching up Harry turned the shower on and waited for it to warm up.
"What are you doing?" I asked him.
"Running the shower for you, is that okay?" He asked eying me suspiciously.
Considering we made love with the light off Harry didn't see my body, I honestly don't know how he's going to react if he sees it.
"Umm sure" I whispered
"But only if you leave when I need to take my clothes off" I continued still whispering.
Harry's eyes furrowed together.
"Why" he asked eyes blazing with wonder
"I made love to you last night, why don't you want me to see you?" He continued
"Personal reasons" I replied softly.
"Whatever, I wish I never made love to you now louis, god you can't even trust with a little secret, what fucking good is that?" Harry's eyes turned from wonder to anger so fast I almost didn't notice it.
My eyes started to water.
"No wonder I won't tell you Harry, you'll hate me more than you do now and you'll be so angry for not telling you." I pleaded
"Like what louis, what's so bad about you that I would hate you? Yeah that's what I thought nothing!" Harry said raising his voice with each word.
"Stuff harry PERSONAL STUFF!" I screamed the last two words hoping he would get the memo but he didn't.
"Fuck you louis, fuck this relationship, if it's that bad louis, why don't you just tell me?" Harry cried looking around desperately for answers.
"I can't tell you" I said again calmly.
"If you can't deal with that then leave Harry, go and shout at somebody else, otherwise you'll be my cause for it this time!" I warned being very serious.
Calmly, Harry just stood there in front of me and purposely didn't move. So because he's not moving just going to leave.
Swiftly, walking toward the door, I turned around last minute.
"You'll regret your decision Harry and you'll regret everything you just said to me, EVERYTHING. There be no happy smiles of me directed at you no more!" I replied having the upper hand at the argument. Then I turned and left.
I got in the car and started driving towards Doncaster to see my sisters who are all grown up now. I know he'll regret it, I just know.