Catch Me When I Fall *Narry Storan* COMPLETE

Harry Styles- school flirt, not a bad boy but not a good one either, popular, likes everyone except one person. Niall Horan- transfered from Ireland, funny, cheeky but not flirty, popular, likes eveyone except one person. When you get paired with your worst enemy for 1 month in Paris the city of love, lets say not everyone is a happy camper. At the end they will both be singing Are we friends or are we mo-o-ore?


24. Harry's P.O.V

     I just sat there shocked at his outburst and so did everyone else at the table. I looked around at everyone else and the only one who didn't look as shocked was Zayn. I was about to ask him about what he knew but Louis beat me to it.


LT. "Why don't you look very shocked Zayn?"
ZM. "It was already kind of obvious that he liked Harry..."
HS. "Uh, not really..."
PE. "Harry, he was always blushing when you walked by, he would constantly ask where you were, he even made you and Eleanor prove you are dating even though you aren't. You guys have that brother and sister bond not a relationship bond."
EC. "When did you get so smart Perrie?"
PE. *Shrugs*
HS. "Wanna just stick to friends?"
EC. "Friends..."


    We shook each others hands and continued eating. I was about to head back to the room to talk to Niall when I saw him and Josh walking along the side of the pool hands dangling by each other. I watched them and saw Josh grab his hand and Niall smile up at him.


HS. "See Zayn, this is why I am shocked about it." I said pointing over to the couple.
ZM. "Well man, he won't wait around forever for you to come around..."
HS. "What are you talking about? I don't like him like that... I was just pointing out saying that is why it shocks me. I mean you don't just go and tell your crush you like them then go and hold someone else's hands and stuff."
PE. "Harry, maybe he just wants to have someone there for him."
HS. "I know that, but still say I had a crush on uh, Louis, you don't see me going around and holding Ed's hand." Ed is one of our friends, we're not that close but we're still friends.
LP. "Harry, do you like Niall?"
HS. "Where would you get that from? All I did was point out he was holding someones hand?"
LP. "You seem to be avoiding him a lot lately, you try to prove him wrong, I think you like him..."
HS. "I don't like him like that! Okay?!" I said getting up from my chair about to leave.
GS. "Harry why are you being so defensive?"
HS. "Because my friends and my own sister don't believe me, that's why."


     I left the table without another word and just left. I left behind the memories I have been sharing with them, I left behind the trust I had in them, I left behind everything. When I got back to the room, I unlocked the door then locked it back so that no one would come in. I went to the balcony and just looked out at the horizon. Paris really was a beautiful city but I never wanted to come back right now. I have had too many bad memories in this place. I think that it's finally time to disarm, I think it's time that I gave up, I think it's time that I finally go back to the real me. The Harry that I have been this whole trip (for the past 14 days) isn't the real me. It's Monday now so that meant in a little bit we would have a talent show again. I heard Zayn and Louis shouting through the door to let them in to 'discuss the song' but I just slid it through the door. Once they saw the paper I heard Louis shout 'Dammit!'. I almost laughed but I just bit my tongue to hold it in. I felt the door handle start to jiggle then Niall walked in. I opened the door and left the building for a bit. I was walking down the street in front of the hotel when the whole group started saying 'Harry! Harry!'. Eventually they started following me and fellow Parisians did too. They probably thought I was a celebrity or something. I looked back and saw a whole crowd following me so I headed back to the hotel room and ran.

     When I got back to the hotel room I quickly scurried in and locked the door and slid down. I just hugged myself and quietly sobbed to myself. I sobbed for everything. I sobbed because of him, because of no trust, because of no love, because it's getting harder to shield this pain in my heart, and because I was all alone. I got up from the door keeping it locked and slumped to the bathroom. I dug through the cabinets underneath the sink until I found what I wanted. I closed the door and locked it just in case he came in. I took my razor and just slid it along my fingers wondering how I got here. I looked down at my arm and saw the memories that I used to love. The pain that would surge through my body was almost unbearable but I deserved it. All I was was a screw-up. I never did anything right and even when I did nothing, I was told to have done something. It was my paradise that no one knew about. A few people know that I used to do it but they don't know that I still do it. I pulled up the hem of my shirt and looked in the mirror. I saw all the scars and remembered EVERY time I have used this razor. I remembered the blissful memories and all of the times I felt like I do now. I didn't want anyone to pity me or take me to counseling so I took off my socks and shoes. I quickly slid the razor across the bottom of my foot then put my keys on the ground.


HS. "Ahh! Shit, fuck, dammit!"

     I quickly took my keys and put some of the blood on the sharpest key then hobbled to the bathroom. I bandaged up my foot then grabbed my keys and washed them. I knew I could have thought of something better but it was the sharpest thing insight besides Nialls stuff and I am not touching his stuff. I quickly heard Eleanor banging on the door and asking if I was okay so I told her I tripped and cut my foot on my keys then went back to sulking around the apartment. Once I heard screeching along the hallway I looked under the door and saw multiple chairs sitting outside of the room.


HS. "I tell you not, can't they take a hint?"
LT. "We can still hear you Haz!"
HS. "Leave me alone and sulk in my misery and pity..."
LT. "Haz can you at least let me in, I didn't think you liked Niall this morning..."
HS. "Because you know me more and know that I don't!"
LT. "Then will you let me in?!"
HS. "Uh!"


     I sulked to the door dreading it and grabbed the Do Not Disturb sign and opened it, placed it on the door handle and let him in. The others knew not to mess with me when I'm pissed off at them, at least they knew that much.


LT. "What's wrong my lovely Hazzibear?"
HS. "Hazzibear?"
LT. "Hey be happy, I only use nicknames on you and only called Eleanor, El or babe."
HS. "Not even on Liam?" I whispered.
LT. "Nope not even Liam"
HS. "It hurts so much Louis..."
LT. "What does Harry?"
HS. "Not being able to just breakdown and cry once and then everyone gathering around like the damn queen is here or something. But I didn't scrape my foot on my keys Lou..."
LT. "Why would you cut yourself Haz? That disappoints me babe... why would you do that?"
HS. "Multiple reasons..." I sniffled...
LT. "Well could you name some while I go and make you some tea?" I followed him into the kitchen so that the others wouldn't be able to hear.
HS. "Promise not to tell anyone? Not even Jay or Liam?"
LT. "Haz whatever me and you have ever talked about has always stayed between us, not unless you tell me to tell someone. I think that there are boundaries to being best friends and telling others about what we talk about crosses that boundary. Now will you please tell me or would you rather wait?"
HS. "I dunno..."
LT. "C'mon come talk to boobear..." He said and pat the spot beside him on my mattress.
HS. "But you hate that name?"
LT. "I always do what I need to do to help my brother... so c'mere..."


     I started to tell him what I kept thinking about because he was the only one I trusted that much. I trusted Eleanor but she would probably slap me or whatever for 'being stupid' and 'relapsing'. Around the middle of my listing, which was quite long, he slung an arm around my shoulder and repositioned himself so that his full body was facing me. Once I finished talking I laid my teacup on my nightstand and just fell back on my bed and cried.I fell back on Louis hand so he fell back with me with one hand tucked under my back and his other on next to my hip on the other side of my body and his face about a foot away from mine. Just then I heard a bunch of 'Louis and Harry are in there' then the door open. I looked over and saw Niall entering the door and he looked like he was about to cry.


LT. "Niall it's not what it looks like. He was upset and I put a hand on his back and he fell back and we ended up like this. I promise that I wasn't trying to have sex with him..."
NH. "It wouldn't really affect me if you were, well besides Liam crying to me about his boyfriend cheating with his best friend. I don't have a crush on Harry, you lads were just putting a lot of pressure on me this morning so I just said the first person that came to mind. I don't like him like that."


     This time Zayn really did look shocked and so did Perrie but not really anyone else as much as them. He left the door open so Liam saw the position we were in but hopefully he heard Louis' explanation.


LT. "Then why didn't you say Josh?"
NH. "He was just the first person to come to mind since he was next to me..."
ZM. "Well, if you do like him then he's available... they decided they are better off as friends..."
NH. "Oh really?" He smirked and looked at me and I just nodded.
HS. "Best friends to be exact, but she is my WCW."
NH. "Who is your MCM?"
HS. "Probably Louis"
LT. "Yay! But don't get a boner when you're right next me because that would just be plain awkward!"
HS. "Don't worry I will try not to get hot because of your mad sexiness!" I winked at him but I saw Niall burning up in the corner with anger.


     After a few minutes of Louis and I messing around with each other, he decided to leave and let Niall and I 'sort out our issues'. I rolled my eyes at him and got up from my bed and got my guitar. I started to play one of the other songs I knew but it was yet another Justin Bieber song.


"Be Alright"

Across the ocean, across the sea,
Starting to forget the way you look at me now
Over the mountains, across the sky,
Need to see your face, I need to look in your eyes

Through the storm and through the clouds
Bumps on the road and upside down now
I know it's hard, babe, to sleep at night
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

All alone, in my room
Waiting for your phone call to come soon
And for you, oh, I would walk a thousand miles,
To be in your arms, holding my heart

Oh, I,
Oh, I,
I love you
And everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the long nights
And the bright lights
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

You know that I care for you
I'll always be there for you
I promise I will stay right here, yeah

I know that you want me too,
Baby we can make it through anything
'Cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
Everything's gonna be alright


    I didn't even realize I was crying until I saw tears dripping down strings on guitar. I texted Louis to ask Zayn who was going to be the singular person to sing out of the group and they decided that I should be the one to continue. We got to the talent show area and we sang a song called Gotta Be You and Liam and Niall sang Kiss You. I headed back to the room and just thought about how I was trapped in this hell hole they call the city of love for another 17 days. I think that it's been long enough since it happened to tell you what happened with Eleanor.


     When I was in Primary School I was friends with a girl named Eleanor Jackson. All of a sudden she became really aggressive to other people who would talk to me so I thought she was just being a good friend. Eventually we started dating and it was that whole cliche 'dating your best friend' story. She became a model at VS (All of this is completely made up, there was never an Eleanor at VS) and then came back to school. We went to Paris for our 4 year anniversary, her treat of course, and I went to walk around to find the Eiffel Tower and the bridge so I could show it to her. Once I found it, I went back and saw her having sex with her manager. I traded my ticket back to London for an earlier flight then broke up with her over the radio.


     Whenever I thought back to the memory, it was like it happened just yesterday. I always cried when I thought about it and I used to try to wipe away the tears but it only made me cry harder so I didn't even try to wipe away the fresh tears spilling out like a waterfall. I just laid down in bed and cried for what felt like hours until Niall came in and saw my hurt expression. I didn't even care if he saw I just kept crying even when he called Louis. When he got here, I just laid there and didn't move a muscle.


LT. "Niall do you think that you and I could switch rooms? He will be doing this for quite a while..."
NH. "I asked Ms. Peazer a while ago if we could switch rooms and she said no and that she will be checking our rooms to make sure."
LT. "Well then could I sleep on the couch? I wanna be there for him right now."
HS. "Yeah... do it... we... we can share m- my key." I said in between sniffles.
LT. "Okay..."


     I was too torn up about Eleanor that I didn't bother asking why he wanted to switch rooms. Louis kissed my temple and rubbed my back and whispered sweet nothings in my ear. I felt a little bit better but I was never fully over her. When I broke up with her, I felt horrible, she was my best friend and people wouldn't come near me because of her. What I wanna know though is why people who cheat on you don't let you be around other people when they are WITH other people themselves, I mean it makes no sense to me.


LT. "Why did you wanna trade rooms anyways?"
NH. "So that I could room with one of my friends..."
HS. "Who Josh, that dumba-"
LT. "Yeah was it Josh?" He cut me off again but Josh pisses me off.
NH. "Why would Harry wanna know, jealous much?"
HS. "No much, then I would have to room with another one of his fu-"
LT. "Ya' know, that dude must really piss you. He's not even here and you're cursing his friends and all..."
HS. "Well I'm not even allowed to mess around with my best friend without being judged that little f-"
LT. "Okay we get it... But it would still affect him..."
NH. "Shuddup, can't I do one thing without being interrogated?"
LT. "If it affects one of us then no you can't."


     The rest of the day Louis and I just messed around having tickle wars, then we got cake batter on the ceiling (he insisted on having cake flavored pancakes, don't ask), then me learning some more on the guitar and him pretending to be in KISS. It was a pretty good afternoons except for the constant glares Niall keeps sending Louis. He would mention it to me so I would look over and see him clenching his fists and trying not to clench his jaw but failing epically. I just smirked at him and carried on with my day. Tomorrow I would make the best of being here.

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