"Goodnight cutie, I really do think I love you" I whisper, kissing her on the head and slipping out of her arms. I shut off everything before I slipped out of her window and snuck into my front door.
"Hey where have you been??" Ellie ask casually from her spot on the couch.
"Out, what are you watching??" I asked sitting next to her and grabbing a handful of her popcorn.
"Ride along, were you with your girlfriend" she said jokingly.
"She's not even my girlfriend" I said trying to cover up my disappointment a little.
"But you wish she was don't you" she said pausing the movie and facing me.
"Whys this any of your business" I chuckled rolling my eyes at her.
"Because as your older sister I have a right to know, it's like sibling code" she said acting shocked.
"Yeah like that exists" I said playing the movie again.
"It does as much as the bro code" she said quickly.
"Okay fine, what do you want to know" I sighed pausing the movie and facing her also.
"Do you like her??" She asked excitedly.
"Yeah, I like her a lot" I answered while scratching the back if my head.
"Like how much a lot" she challenged.
"I think I'm in love with her a little tiny lot" I stumbled out awkwardly, not knowing what I was saying.
"I knew it!" She exclaimed loudly. "After Brit-"
"Don't talk about her" I snapped angrily.
"I'm sorry" she said with a look of fear and sadness in her eyes.
"El please don't, I'm so sorry" I said pulling her into a hug. "We can keep talking if you want, as long as it's not about queen bitch" I said, joking a bit at the end.
"Okay" she smiled taking a pause to wipe away her tears. "Why don't you go after her?? She's a real nice girl" she said a bit excited again.
"I don't know if she feels the same way" I trailed of sadly.
"Well I could find out, for a price" she said looking closely at her nails.
"But that's wrong" I grinned out.
"Well then are you going to make a move if I don't??" She said challenging me.
"Well probably not" I said a bit ashamed by my cowardliness.
"See, I ask her then I tell you and you make a move and I was never involved" she explained happily.
"You can't just straight out ask her though" I said crossing my fingers she won't do that.
"I think I know what I'm doing" she said offendedly.
"Of course, now what do you want for your oh so kind service??" I asked getting ready to make a deal.
"Cash" she said simply.
"How much??" I asked slowly, scared for her amount.
"How much do you got on you??" She asked casually.
"That's confidential, give me a price" I challenged.
"50 bucks with the family discount, you will pay me half before and half after" she said turning off the tv and walking away.
"Thanks" I called behind her as I awkwardly sat on the clinch before finally making my way to my bedroom and flopping on my bed with a happy sigh. I couldn't believe I was going to soon find out how Addison felt about me. I hope she feels the same way, I don't want to get my heartbroken all over again because I'M the heartbreaker. I can't believe one girl could make me such a bad person, I fucking hate myself for it.