As soon as I got into my room I just sat there, I can't believe I didn't kiss her and then I stormed out of the room! I was even super rude to her, I'm such a dumbass.
"Cameron's someone's here for you" I heard my sister yell from downstairs.
"Just send them up" I yelled annoyed, but soon got nervous as I thought it could be Addie.
"Hey, it's Jack" I heard him call as he knocked, I let out a sigh of relief with a hint of disappointment because it was Addie.
"Come in" I said opening the door slowly.
"Hey what's up brother" he greeted me with a bro hug.
"Hey, you can just sit down on my bed" I laughed sitting on my desk chair across from him.
"Sooo what happened with you and Addie??" He asked getting straight to the point.
"Ummm what do you mean??" I asked slowly.
"I mean what made my baby sister come home almost in tears" he raised his voice angrily.
"I don't know really, we almost kissed and I panicked because I didn't know how the kiss would effect our relationship at all, the I so dumbly became cold towards her because well I fucking freaked out, I thought I messed up shit and I wish I could take it back" I explained frantically.
"Well why don't you grow some fucking balls and talk to her, I don't want to have to snap your fucking neck" he threatened me.
"Okay okay, I just don't know what to say" I sighed. "I screw stuff up a lot" I groaned putting my face in my hands.
"Yeah you do, but she's forgiven you a lot too" he reasoned with a light smile.
"I guess she has" I shrugged.
"See then why should the last time have been the last time she has" he said boosting my confidence.
"Because I'm an asshole??" I asked sadly looking him in the eyes.
"Well yeah but no, god dammit just try" he groaned loudly throwing a pillow at me.
"I guess I could, is she at home??" I asked with confidence,
"Fortunately nope" he said laying down in my bed.
"How is that fortunate??" I asked confused.
"Oh unfortunate for you, fortunate for me" he said as he chuckled.
"Well thanks, do you know when she will be back??" I asked as he got up from my bed.
"Not really" he said as he shut the door behind himself.
As soon as he left I found myself quickly pulling out my phone and texting Addie.
Hey, I wanted to talk... In person
After I sent that I let out a big breathe of air that I didn't know I was even holding in, as I waited I paced and paced my room staring at my phone. When I saw she read it I instantly stopped where I was, but she didn't reply. I kinda just gave up after that and went to go hang out with the guys.
"Hey, Cameron" Dylan said as I walked up to them.
"Hey guys" I said as I pulled out a smoke.
"Cameron, there's a small problem" Daniel said awkwardly getting a glare from Kayden and Dylan.
"What??" I asked slowly.
"Oh um nothing" he said quickly shutting his mouth.
"Someone better tell me or I swear to god I will have your heads on sticks" I threatened taking steps towards them.
"Well I've heard that Nick wants to fight you" they all blurted out at the same time.
"Okay what the fuck, i haven't even done any street fighting in forever, what does he want anyways" I said kind of pissed off.
"Well haven't you been in the gym lately??" Kayden asked.
"Yeah, but why does he want to fight me" I sighed.
"I heard it's because your undefeated and he hasn't seen you around and thinks your going soft" Daniel shrugged.
"Okay, do any of you know when he wants to do this shit??" I asked putting my smoke out.
"Tonight, usual spot" Dylan said while on his phone.
"Well okay, I'm going to go home and get changed so come with me or meet me there" I said walking away and getting in my car to see a text for Addie.
We can talk at my house tonight.
I have some plans, I'll come over after maybe.