"You have feelings for Cameron" my brother said after awhile of processing what I said.
"Well I think i do, I mean I wanted him to kiss me" I explained awkwardly.
"Well what are you going to do" he said casually eating the candy left on my desk.
"I don't know, I don't want to tell him" i said as I paced my room.
"Why not!?" He exclaimed dropping my candy.
"You dropped my candy!" I screamed pointing at it laying on the floor.
"You made me!" He yelled throwing some at me.
"You are such an asshole" I yelled trying to dodge them.
"Maybe I will leave and you can talk to yourself" he said walking out of my room and slamming the door.
"DONT SLAM THE DOORS" my dad yelled from downstairs angrily.
"Sorry" I yelled out my door as I opened it then shut it gently. I flopped onto my bed face first and screaming into my pillow, I really didn't know what to do. I really need to talk to my brother.
"Jack??" I called quietly as I knocked on his door.
"What do you want??" He asked as he answered the door.
"I'm sorry for getting upset about stupid candy that I stole from you" I said smiling.
"You stole that??" He asked confused.
"Yeah, sorry" I said sheepishly.
"You owe me" he said sternly opening his door all the way for me.
"For sure, anything you want" I said as I walked into his room. "Jeezus this place is a mess" I said shocked as I say it.
"And yours isn't??" He laughed sitting on his bed
"It's cleaner then this!" I exclaimed moving a pair of dirty boxers with a look of disgust on my face and sitting down next to him. "Like what's that smell!" I exclaimed confused.
"Yeah, it's been like this for awhile" he shrugged sniffing the air.
"That's fucking nasty" I groaned loudly.
"Get over it, what did you want??" He asked pushing me lightly.
"I needed someone to talk to" I said in a duh tone.
"Well talk then" he motioned to me with his hands.
"Okay well so I'll recap, I think I like Cameron because of out almost kiss, and I don't want to tell him I like him" I said all in one breathe as Jack nodded slowly.
"Interesting, why wouldn't you want to tell him??" He said locking his hands and leaning closer.
"Well I'm not sure if I actually have feelings for him and what if he doesn't like me back, I just want to test the waters with my new found feelings for him and see how it goes" I explained with my hands.
"Okay, sounds reasonable" he paused "are you going to act like everything is normal?" He asked.
"Yeah I mean if I act different he will be able to tell" I whispered.
"Well I hope things work out between you two" he smiled.
"Me too, but we need to make up" I looked down at my lap.
"Want me to talk to him??" He asked gently with a small smile on his face.
"That would be nice, don't mention a thing about my feelings or I won't give you what I owe you" I threatened him as I backed out of his room slowly.
"K!" He called back.
"Don't even fucking test me!" I yelled loudly from my room.
"Language!" My dad yelled from his office downstairs.
"Buzz kill" I muttered shutting my door just to hear a light knocking on it.
"Addie" I heard Nikki call into my room as she opened my door.
"I thought you were knocking" I said slowly.
"I did, then you took too long" she shrugged climbing into my bed.
"Well how can I help you little lady??" I asked sitting crisscross and facing her.
"Can we do something together??" She asked with puppy dog eyes.
"Of course!" I squealed happily.
"What can we do??" She smiled up at me sweetly.
"Want to go to the mall?" I asked happily.
"Yes!" She cheered running out of my room.
"Jack!" I called out my door.
"Yeah" he called back loudly.
"I'm going to the mall with Nikki, you should go talk to Cameron" I suggested as I walked into his room.
"We'll see yeah" he said not looking up from his video games.
"Oh please jack, I'll double owe u!" I begged getting in my knees.
"Fine, I'll do it" he rolled his eyes "your so desperate for this" he mumbled shutting of his game.
"Well ur and asshole but thanks" I smiled hugging and grabbing Nikki to go to the mall.