Imagine to @Jerryimaginez
I know it’s wrong, I really do, but I just can’t help myself… Lately Justin and I had been drifting apart, only because I cheated on him at this party, and now suddenly I can’t get enough of Casper.
I love Justin with all my heart, I really do, but he had been so distant lately, and that’s only because he wanted to finish his album.
Usually whenever he got home he would just go directly to bed and don’t even talk to me, which hurt me like crazy.
I wanted him to give me attention, but he never did…
Since Justin was at the studio – once again – I decided to go to Casper’s house. I grabbed my bags, then I left and went to his house. Casper was waiting for me at the door, I distantly kissed his lips, then I walked inside and sat down on the couch.
Casper tried to get on top of me, but I just couldn’t do it anymore, I was nauseas and I really didn’t feel like being touched, but Casper had told me to come over, so of course I did.
“Casper, stop” I distantly said, Casper furrowed his eyebrows and pulled away from me.
“What’s wrong?” he asked me, I pushed him away, then I ran to the bathroom and puked.
Casper stayed away from the bathroom, if I had been with Justin he would have hold my hair and told me everything was going to be okay.
“Are you pregnant?” Casper asked as I walked back into the living room. My eyes got wide, and I immediately covered my mouth.
“OMG” I mumbled to myself, then I grabbed my bag and left his house.
I drove to the pharmacy and parked the car, then I ran inside and found a completely normal pregnancy test. I sighed and went up to the cashier. I really didn’t want to buy this pregnancy test, but I really had to know if I was pregnant.
Luckily I knew Justin was the only person that could be the father, Casper always used a condom, if not two…
And Justin and I had talked about getting kids, so he had stopped wearing condoms at all.
I drove to Justin and I’s house, I furrowed my eyebrows as I saw Justin’s car parked in the driveway.
I got out of my car, then I made my way inside, Justin was standing in the door looking worried. He immediately hugged me as I made it inside.
“Where have you been, I’ve been so worried” he said, I felt so guilty…
“Nowhere, I was just out getting some fresh air” I lied, Justin nodded his head, then he pecked my lips and dragged me inside.
“I decided to leave the studio early so that we could watch a movie together or something” he said, I nodded my head, then I placed my bag on the floor.
“I’m just going to pee, then I’ll come back” I told him, Justin nodded his head. I went upstairs and remembered to lock the door behind me. I opened the pregnancy test, then I peed on it.
As I was waiting for the result there was a knock on the door, I cleared my throat and sighed.
“Yeah?” I asked, my voice was so shaky.
“Are you okay baby? You’ve been out there for a while now” Justin asked, just as he finished the pregnancy showed a result. I was pregnant…
I cursed lowly, then I unlocked the door and looked at Justin.
“Justin, I have something to tell you” I told him, Justin nodded his head, then he grabbed my hand and made me sit on the bed.
“I’m pregnant” I told him, Justin’s eyes got wide, and a huge grin formed on his face.
“Baby that’s great, why aren’t you happy?” he asked me, I took a deep breath and shed a tear.
“Because I cheated on you” I mumbled, Justin looked at me with no emotions at all, he was about to stand up, but I made him sit again.
“But I know it’s your baby, because the guys always used two condoms” I told him, Justin sarcastically chuckled and rolled his eyes.
“Yeah, right” he said, then he jerked his hand away from mine and stood up. He started walking away, but I hurried to follow him
“Justin, please wait!” I whimpered, Justin turned around and glared at me.
“I want nothing to do with you! You betrayed me!” he yelled, I hissed, then I tried to grab his hand.
“At least let me explain, why I did it” I told him, Justin scoffed, then he crossed his arms and looked at me.
“Spill” he said as he looked down at me, not in the caring way he used to do.
“I was getting lonely, whenever you got home you just went to bed without even talking to me. I used all my time at home, so one night I decided to go out with the girls, this guy saw me, and he decided to walk up to me, he asked me, why I was so vulnerable, so I told him everything, and at the end of the night we ended up at his place, and because I missed your touch I kept coming back to him, because you still made it seem like I was invisible” I told him, Justin sighed, then something unexpected happened, Justin hugged me…
I hugged him tight as I sobbed loudly, I could hear Justin sniffling.
“I’m sorry” he apologized, I pulled away from him and shook my head.
“Why are you sorry? I’m the one who’s sorry, I cheated on you Justin, and I understand if you can’t forgive me, I just really want you to be in our baby’s life” I told him, Justin smiled, then he grabbed my jaw and pulled me up on my tiptoes. He kissed my lips and slowly moved one of his hands down to my waist.
“No matter how much you screwed up, you will always be the love of my life, and I will always forgive you, even though it will take you some time to to gain my trust again” he explained, I nodded my head, then I kissed his lips again.
“I love you, and you may not be ready to tell me that you love me too, but I just want you to know it, because I really do love you, and the fact that you can kind of look past this makes me love you even more” I told him, Justin nodded his head and gulped.
“I’m glad you understand, now let’s celebrate that we’re having a child” he said, I nodded my head, then I pecked his lips.
“I’m just gonna call Casper and tell him it’s all over, he means nothing to me, only you” I told him, then just as I was about to walk away, Justin grabbed my hand and pulled me back.
“Stay here, I wanna be able to hear it” he said, I nodded my head feeling a slight hurt about him not trusting me enough to end it with Casper…
I dialed Casper’s number as I sat down beside Justin on the bed.
“Hey, why did you just leave like that?” Casper asked as he picked up the phone.
“Because I can’t do this anymore Casper, I love Justin with all my heart, and I never meant to hurt him, so it’s best if you just delete my number and forget about me, because I’m already forgetting you” I told him, I looked at Justin, who was already looking at me.
“Oh, okay, well thanks for the good times” Casper mumbled, then without further do he hung up.
I took my phone away from my ear and went into contacts, then I deleted Casper’s number. Justin smiled, then he kissed my cheek and placed a hand on my belly.
“Thank you” he mumbled, I wholeheartedly smiled and placed my hand on his.
“Don’t be so sad sweetie, we will get through this, don’t worry” Justin smiled, then he kissed my cheek and fell asleep against my chest.
“I really hope I can make you love me again” I mumbled to him, then I pecked the top of his head and fell asleep myself.
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