Imagine for @jdbiebsgirls
Justin and I had been to a party, but I didn’t feel like partying, especially not after I caught him smoking a cigar, right after he had told me that he wouldn’t to that, that he had stopped months ago. And knowing that as soon I was out of his sight, he would find a cigar from his pocket and smoke it with his friends. Of course he had tried to deny that he was the one smoking it, he was just holding it for a friend. BULLSHIT!
So now we were on our way home, Justin was driving and he was trying to get me to talk, but I refused to talk to him, if he wanted to talk to me, he could just give me a proper apologise and make sure to give all the cigars and cigarettes he had hidden all over our house, to me.
“Baby, how many times to I have to tell you that I’m sorry? It was just a one-time thing! I promise I will never do it again!” Justin said as he kept his eyes on the road. He tried to grab my hand, but I pulled it away.
Finally we arrived home, I quickly got out of the car and walked up to the front door. Luckily I had my keys with me, so I unlocked the door, took off my heels and then started walking upstairs, but Justin was faster than me, he ran up the stairs and stopped right in front of me.
“Baby, listen to me! I’m so sorry I smoked a cigar, I never meant for it to happen, but I just couldn’t resist when I could smell the smell of the cigar,” he said as I looked deeply into my eyes.
“Save your shit for someone who actually cares!” I told him, and then I walked past him and into the bedroom.
“Justin, don’t you think I care about you? And so does your friends! Ryan told me that you pulled the cigar out of your pocket and started smoking as soon as I was out of your sight!” I told him as I turned around in the doorway.
“Karina, you know I would never do that!” Justin said as he walked over to me and tried to grab my waist.
“Just stop, Justin!” I said as I pulled his hands away from my waist, I turned around and then walked into our walk-in closet to find a pyjama.
“Baby, please! You can’t be mad at me forever for smoking a cigar ones after our talk!” Justin said as he sat down on the small couch we had in there.
“No Justin! I’m not mad about that!” I told him,
“Then what the fuck are you mad about then?” he asked as he stood up again.
“Wanna know what I’m mad about?” I asked him as I walked closer to him with the most evil eyes ever! Justin carefully nodded his head and sat down on the couch again.
“I’m mad about you lying to me, over and over again! This wasn’t just a one-time thing! Do you really I’m that stupid?” I asked him,
“Why would you be stupid?” he asked as he gulped,
“Don’t you think I know that you’re still smoking regularly?” I asked him as I crossed my arms over my chest.
“Don’t you think I can smell it when I wash our clothes? Or when you get home from a night out with the guys? Or just when you suddenly need to go outside?” I asked him as I sat down beside him.
“I know you’re only smoking cigars, I know you smoke cigarettes too!” I told him as I looked at him. I was really hurt, and I wanted Justin to see that, so I just let the tears that I had been holding in, out.
“Justin, I’m scared that I may loose you one day because you’ve been smoking! You can ruin your lungs! I just wants what’s best for you!” I told him, then I stood up and looked down at him, he was speechless.
“Don’t you at least have something to say?” I asked him as I dried some of my tears away.
“I’m sorry” he whispered as he looked down,
“You’re so pathetic!” I told him, and then I walked out of the room and continued downstairs.
I sat down on one of the couches in the living room. I sighed and pulled my phone out of my pocket. But my phone was soon snapped out of my hands. I turned around and glared at Justin.
“Why would you do that?” I asked him as I continued to glare at him.
“Here, that’s everything I have left!” he said as handed me at least 10 packages with cigarettes and 3 cigars. I gently smiled and nodded my head, and then I stood up from the chair and walked out to the hall to put on some shoes. I just grabbed a pair of shoes and then opened the front door.
“Where’re you going?” Justin asked me as I walked outside.
“I’m going to confiscate these,” I told him as I showed him the cigarettes and cigars. I opened the trashcan and threw them down it in, and then I closed it and walked over to Justin.
“Do you promise that you don’t have anything else hidden in the house?” I asked him as I looked up at him. I was still mad at him, but I was happy that he just with out a doubt gave me his cigarettes.
“I promise baby!” he said, and then he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close. He was about to kiss my lips, but I quickly pulled away,
“Ah, ah. No kisses before you have brushed your teeth’s “ I told him with a gentle smile. Justin instantly let go of me and ran inside. I chuckled and walked inside. Maybe now was a perfect reason to tell Justin that I was pregnant! Maybe that would keep him from smoking? I had originally decided to tell him tomorrow, but now just felt like the right time to tell him. I quickly found my bag and pulled out the picture from my second ultra sound, yeah I know, second ultra sound? I just wanted to make I was really pregnant, because we have tried loosing a child under the first month, so now that I was in third month, I was sure!
I walked into the living room and sat down on one of the couches, a few minutes later Justin came downstairs and sat down beside me. He blew some air into my face so I was able to tell that he had brushed his teeth’s. I nodded my head and Justin smiled, then he pulled me close and finally his plumb lips came in contact with mine. I playfully bite down in Justin’s lip, which made him moan and pull away.
“You’re a little tease” he told me, then he was about to kiss my lips again, but I placed a hand in front of my lips, so his lips came in contact with my hand. I giggled and Justin just looked at me with furrowed eyebrows.
“I brushed my teeth’s!” he said as continued to have his eyebrows furrowed.
“I have something to tell you,” I told him with a huge smile playing on my lips. Justin furrowed his eyebrows once again and sat back in the couch.
“So, I was planning on telling you tomorrow, but I think now is the perfect time!” I told him as I looked at him, he nodded his head and told me to keep going.
“So, a month ago I started throwing up almost every morning, I didn’t want to tell you because you would worry too much” I started, then I took a deep breath and continued, “So, I booked an appointment at the doctors to make sure I was okay” I told him, he nodded his head, his eyes were getting darker because he was getting worried.
“It turns out that I’m pregnant!” I told him, I mumbled the last part so he wouldn’t hear me.
“You’re what?” he asked as he sat on the edge of the bed.
“I’m pregnant,” I told him, this time a little louder so he was able to hear it. His eyes got wide and then he started smiling like a freak.
“OMG! Are you serious?” he asked me as he stood up. I nodded my head and handed him the pictures.
“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?” he asked him as he pulled me up from the couch and hugged me tight.
“Because last time I told you, we lost her” I told him as I started pouting,
“Don’t remind me baby” Justin said as he hugged me even tighter.
“How do we know that we aren’t going to loose this one?” he asked me as we pulled out of the hug.
“Because I’m in third month and the baby is as healthy as a baby can get under the pregnancy,” I told him with a smile.
“WE’RE GOING TO BE PARENTS!” Justin yelled as he picked me up and swung me around. I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck as I squealed. Then I kissed his lips and he sat me down.
“I love you so much baby!” he said as he looked deeply into my eyes.
“I love you too baby” I told him,
“That’s the reason why you want me to stop smoking!” he suddenly said as cut off our eye contact.
“Yeah” I smiled, Justin got down on his knees and pulled my shirt up.
“Hey little one! I can’t wait to meet you! I promise that you won’t have to grow up with a daddy who’s smoking!” he said, and then he stood up and kissed my lips once again.
Justin kept his promise; he never once touched a cigarette or a cigar after I told him we were having a baby. He made sure to tell his friends that he would never smoke again and he asked them to stop smoking around him since he was going to be a dad, and he never wanted to come home and hold our baby while he smelt like he had been smoking all day.
And as time passed and I was ready to give birth to Malik, Justin was completely done smoking and he never got the desire of smoking one anymore.
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