13. Forced marriage part 5
*4 months later*
I have now been pregnant a little more than 4 months, the doctors had told me that I actually got pregnant a couple of days into Justin and I’s honeymoon. Justin has changed a lot, in the start he still wanted to go out with the guys, but now he wants to stay home with me, and he wants to make sure that I am fine and nothing is wrong. In addition, since this was my first pregnancy, I was scared. I was scared of doing the wrong things, but the doctor told me that I was doing things perfectly. Mom and dad announced that I was pregnant a month after we found out and everyone thought it was amazing, oh and the world knows that Justin and I’s marriage was forced, but that we actually loves each other.
Today Justin and I were going to an ultrasound, and since I am already 4 months pregnant, we can get to know the gender. Justin is convinced that we are getting a little prince, but I am convinced that we are getting a little princess.
When I woke up, Justin was not in bed, so I stood up and took a shower. After the shower, I found a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie. After pulling my clothes on, I walked downstairs and searched for Justin, but he was nowhere to be found. Lastly, I checked the kitchen, even though I knew Justin never would come near there, he cannot cook. I looked at the counter and saw a little note, I walked over to it and picked it up, as I read the note, I robbed my tummy.
“Hey baby, I needed to go to the studio, I promise I will be home before the ultrasound. -Justin :*”
I sighed and threw the note in the trash, then I made some breakfast, I was starving and the weird thing was, lately I had been craving these really weird things, like preserved cucumbers and whipped cream. I told Pattie about it once and she just started laughing, but eventually she told me that every pregnant women crave something under their pregnancy, so I had nothing to worry about. After breakfast I walked upstairs and made my makeup, I made a natural makeup look and then braided my Ombré hair. After that, I checked time and saw that I had to go, so I would not be late for the ultrasound. Justin still was not home, so I had to drive myself. I walked downstairs and pulled on some boots. Then I pulled a leatherjacket over my hoodie and took my bag. I locked the door and then unlocked my Audi R8. After driving for about 20 minutes, I arrived that the ultrasound. I walked in and announced my arrival at the front desk. I sat down in one of the chair and pulled my phone out of my pocket, still no signs from Justin. I locked my phone and laid it back into my pocket.
Suddenly a little girl came over to me,
“Are you Y/N?” she asked me, I started smiling and eventually I nodded my head,
“I am?” I told her, she started smiling like crazy,
“My sister is a really big fan of yours, she’s just too scared to come over here” she told me, I started smiling and on the inside I was squealing, because this little girl was a real cutie.
“Where is your sister?” I asked her, she pointed over at a girl around my age, she saw her sister pointing at her and started blushing, I stood up and walked over to her, I sat down beside her and I could not help but notice that she also was pregnant.
“Hey” I told her, she took a deep breath and looked at me,
“Hey!” she smiled, she was almost squealing, “OMG, I can’t believe this!” she said to herself,
“What is it that you cannot believe?” I asked her,
“I can’t believe that I’m meeting my inspiration, it has always been my biggest dream!” she told me, she was on the edge of crying.
“Aww, you’re so cute! What’s your name?” I asked her as I hugged her,
“My name is Erica” she told me,
“Aww, that’s a really sweet name” I told her,
“Thank you, I never really liked it” she admitted,
“Really? I think it’s a beautiful name,” I told her.
“Thank you, again” she told me,
“Y/F/N” the doctor called,
“Sorry, I need to go, but I really wanna talk to you, so could I maybe get your number?” I asked her, she covered her mouth and nodded her head, and then she wrote her number on a piece of paper. I gave her a hug and then walked over to the doctor,
“Hey Y/N, wasn’t Justin supposed to come with you today?” she asked me,
“He was, but apparently he got stuck up at the studio and did not even think of texting me” I told her with a bitter smile.
“Oh, well then you will be the only one to know the gender” she winked; I took a deep breath and smiled. I laid down on the examination couch and pulled my hoodie up.
“So, you know the gel is cold, so let’s just start” she told me, I nodded my head and held my breath as she splashed the gel over my tummy. Then she took the scanner and started looking.
“So, do you want to know the gender?” she asked me, I smiled and nodded my head,
“Okay, well, you’re having a girl” she told me, I covered my mouth and a single tear ran down my cheek.
“And on what I can see, she’s perfect, you have nothing to worry about” she told me, I started smiling even more, I still cannot believe that I am getting a princess.
The doctor handed me a tissue and I dried the gel off my tummy. Then I pulled my hoodie down and stood up.
“I’ll see you in three weeks” she told me, I shook her hand and walked out. As I walked to my car, I noticed someone walked behind me. The person grabbed my arm and turned me around; I started screaming and closed my eyes.
“Hey baby, relax, it’s me” Justin said, I opened my eyes and send him a glare. Then I got out of his grip and walked over to my car.
“Baby, what are you doing, we have to go inside, the ultrasound is soon” Justin told me, I stopped walking and turned around,
“Justin, the ultrasound was an hour ago, I just finished” I told him, then I turned around and unlocked the car.
“Really, baby I’m so sorry, I thought it was at 1pm” he told me, I shook my head and got in,
“I’m sorry Justin, but I don’t believe you,” I told him and then I drove off. As I arrived home, Justin pulled up in the driveway too. I went up to the front door and unlocked it; I walked inside and closed the door right in his face. Justin opened the door and walked directly over to me.
“Why don’t you believe me?” he asked me as he gripped my wrists,
“I think you forgot and came up with that lame excuse” I told him, he gripped my wrists even tighter and it was hurting like crazy.
“Justin, stop, you’re hurting me!” I told him, but it did not seem to stop him, he started walking and eventually I hit the wall. I started crying since he really was hurting me. I turned my head and the tears slipped out.
“I need you to believe in me, I really thought it was at 1pm,” he told me, he was slightly crying too.
“Justin, let go of me!” I told him, he started sobbing,
“Not until you say you believe me!” he cried, I started crying even more, and when Justin looked into my eyes, he immediately let go of me, he backed away and I slide down the wall. He covered his mouth and sat down beside me,
“Baby, I’m so, so, so sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you” he told me, he grabbed my face and made my look him into his eyes. They were showing sorrow and pure love.
“I’m so sorry baby, yes I forgot and I’m not proud of it, I just in my own thoughts, because I was writing a song to you and then time passed and when I looked at the time, I hurried to the hospital, but it was too late” he told me. I stopped crying and kissed his lips.
“I forgive you baby” I told him, and then I kissed his lips repeatedly. I could feel Justin started smiling,
“I love you baby” he told me, I started smiling and I kissed his lips once again.
“I love you so much more baby!” I told him, then I tried getting up, but it was impossible, Justin lightly laughed and got him, he bended down and picked me up bridal style. I wrapped my arms around his neck and let him carry me into the living room, where he placed me on the couch.
“Let me make it up to you! I’m going to find your favorite candy and then we’ll watch your favorite movies and we can cuddle,” he told me, I nodded my head and kissed his lips, and then he disappeared into the kitchen. A few minutes later, he came into the living room again with his arms filled with candy and hot chocolate. I took the hot chocolates from him and placed them on the table, then Justin sat down beside me and handed me all the candy. He turned on our Appletv and found Netflix; he found ‘She’s the man’ and started it.